Izuku

I headed straight home after I left Katsuki on the floor. I knew he would be ok. Shoto would take care of him. He was with the person he actually loved. Everything was a blur. I didn't remember getting in my car or driving home.

All I knew was that I was back home packing all of Katsuki's belongings. My body moved on autopilot as I packed all of his clothes into his suitcase. The front door opened followed by footsteps coming up the stairs and the room door opening.

I didn't look at him. I was afraid of what I would say if I did. My mind was set on giving him what he wanted. My mind was set on letting him go.

"Izuku". I said nothing. He looked down at the floor before coming to help me finish pack. Neither of us said anything as we folded and placed the clothes neatly inside. Usually, I would enjoy being this close to him but right now the only thing the smell of his cologne gave me was sadness.

It brought up all the old memories we shared together. Every kiss, hug, touch. All of it. I didn't want to remember. I didn't want to be reminded of the pain I caused him.

"I'm sorry I couldn't be what you needed. I'm sorry all I did was add to your pain in the end and I'm sorry our friendship had to end because of my selfishness". He said as he zipped his suitcase up.

"I called our parents and explained everything to them, you don't have to worry about doing it". He turned to look at me. I still didn't look at him. "For what it's worth I know one day you'll find someone that's worth your love and who will treat you the way you deserve". He gave me one last look before walking out.

The house was quiet. There wasn't a clock on the wall that could give off a ticking sound. If a pen were to fall on the floor I'd hear it. The only thing I could hear was my heart beating. It was no longer beating for Katsuki but to keep me alive. It's the only way I knew I was alive.

My whole body felt numb as I sat against my bed with a picture of Katsuki in my lap. He wasn't mine anymore. He was Shoto's boyfriend. I didn't think I'd ever feel this way again. I thought being with Katsuki would take away the pain of my last heartbreak but I was wrong.

I was alone again. Someone else was happy while I was left in an empty house. Katsuki would be able to fall asleep in Shoto's arms and feel safe while I wrapped myself up in my covers to feel warm. I hated this feeling. Absolutely hated it.

Do you ever think of me? Think of us? Does your heart ache to be near me again like mine aches to be near you?

When the door to my room opened again I wasn't surprised to see my mother walk through it. I also wasn't surprised to see the angry expression on her face. I knew this would happen after Katsuki called her. I also didn't blame him for calling her.

"How dare you"! I didn't look at her. "You had one job to do and you couldn't even do that! I don't ask you for much but when I do I expect you to be able to do it without any problems"!

"He loves someone else". I said in a low voice. She slapped me across the face. "I don't give a dam about that! Your his fiancée, not that bastard! It was your job to keep him happy and satisfied not allow him to go screw some other man"!

"I did ever thing I could but Katsuki was never in love with me. Shoto was the person that always owned his heart. It wouldn't be right of me to keep them apart just because of what I want. Katsuki's not even a top so there's no way I would be able to satisfy him in the way you want me to".

"Excuses! Excuses! Excises! If you weren't so useless and boring he never would've left you! I bet you didn't even try to fight for him after you found out"! "I didn't". "That just proves what a failure of a son you are! It's no wonder your father left us! He probably knew his son was a fucking mistake we should have aborted"!

"I'm sorry mother". I whispered as tears fell down my face. I didn't want to cry in front of her but I couldn't help it. Her words hurt worse than anything my bullies at school said or did to me. It doesn't matter how hard I try nothing is ever good enough for her.

I wish I knew who my dad was. I wish I was with him instead of her. "Pathetic". She said before leaving.

Katsuki

"Do you think I should call him? I had told both his mom and my parents about the news let's just say his mother isn't the nicest person to talk to, neither is mine". I asked as we sat on the couch together.

The fireplace was roading as I held a cup of hot chocolate in my hands with a very warm red blanket around me. "I think the wound is still fresh. It'll probably be best if you give him a few days to process everything". He was laying down on the couch next to me.

"I hear you, it's just I know I fucked up and want to do whatever I can to fix this". I said looking down into the hot brown liquid. He sat up, took the cup away from me placing it on the table, and took me into his arms.

"I know. I know it hurts you to see your friend in so much pain. I know you want to undo what we did but my love you have to understand none of this is a hundred percent your fault. Yes you cheated on him and yes I was persistent in getting what I wanted but you must understand that none of this would've happened if it wasn't for your parents trying to control your lives. They have a major part to play in all of this".

"You might have a point there". "You're a good person Katsuki Bakugo. I know it and so does Izuku". I held onto him with my face hiding in his neck".

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