"When you asked me
what I wanted to do
with my life,
my head was already filled
with plans of us."
Avi

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I walked out of the doctor’s office and smiled as I saw one of my favourite people seated with two smoothies in hand in the waiting area.

“Thank you, Baron” He handed it to me before standing up so we could head out.

The plan was to have John come with me even after the argument we had but something came up with work so he had dropped me off and said he would try to make it back afterwards. I had told Baron all of this and insisted John would make it in time but I guess all of us knew that wouldn’t be happening.

I wasn’t upset by it because I had told myself once I told John about my feelings for another man that things wouldn’t be the same. What had surprised me was that things were mostly the same, it was like John just blocked out what I had told him. I wanted to emphasize it but I also didn’t want to hurt him by doing so. However, once the storyline came to an end it would all be made clear.

“How did it go?” He questioned as we walked into the parking lot and I made my way to what I thought was his car but heard the unlocking sound come from the other side of the parking lot.

“You bought a Ferrari?” My eyes widened as I took in the red beauty as we approached it.

“She’s a beaut. Isn't she?” He smiled and it was a goofy smile while I rolled my eyes because even Baron turned into a goofy boy sometimes.

“She is. How did I not know you owned one?”

“Figured it would be good to surprise you one day. And a trip to the doctor’s office seemed as good as any” He tossed the keys my way and I caught them.

“I get to drive?” I couldn’t contain the excitement in my voice.

He nodded and got into the passenger seat while I traced my fingers over the leather seats.

“Woooooo” I screamed as I went faster while he chuckled in the seat beside me before I slowed down as traffic picked up. 

“So Bella, how did it go?” I had been dreading the question but had been delightfully surprised by him and briefly forgotten my appointment was the reason I was in the car with him.

“I was advised to basically let John do most of the work in the ring. He doesn’t want me to risk doing anything that could lead to me ruining my neck”

“You don’t sound like you listened to what he said” 

“I did. But the way he spoke was like this is my last match and that doesn’t sit right with me. In my last match he doesn’t want me to be the powerhouse that I am, I already had to sacrifice it so much this return, and now at Wrestlemania I am just expected to let John do it all. I have done that enough in my career, I am not going to end off my last appearance with John with me being what the world has believed I am. Just his sidekick, I want to prove to them that we are equal…”

He nodded, “Look, I think you should listen to the guy. But you also know your own limits so if you feel in that match that you can do all the things you want to then do it. But don’t risk your life just to prove a fucking point to people, cause they ain’t going to be there if you drift into darkness cause you are paralyzed”

I sighed as he certainly didn’t like sugarcoating things, “Well thanks for that image”

“Hey, that’s worst case scenario. It could be a reality, if you are stupid though” He shrugged and I flipped him off as I pulled into his driveway.

“Ofcourse you choose to do that once we are at my house and you are done racing the streets with my brand new baby” He chuckled before opening his door while I did the same before grabbing my bag.

“Have you spoken to Allen?” He questioned as we entered his house and his two dogs came running towards us. A Great Dane and alittle fluffy seemed so comical together yet they were both so loving. The first time I had been over to officially meet Rochelle in person I had been terrified when Xander charged at me but he was nothing but friendly.

“No. I just can’t deal with them almost colliding, he is lucky John doesn’t suspect that the man I chose over him is Allen” I shook my head as I was certain if I hadn’t dragged John away that someone would have gotten in trouble. I would have been in the middle of something that I didn’t want happening until at least after Wrestlemania. I knew that sounded selfish on my part but I also knew how John’s schedule worked. Once Wrestlemania was over he would hardly be booked at work until Summerslam which would lead to them not seeing each other so it was all up to the timing of things.

“Come on, look at me. Why wouldn’t he think you were after me?” He smirked.

“Who thinks you are after Tommy?” I heard Rochelle as we entered the kitchen and I hoped she hadn’t heard the part of us discussing Allen.

“Her boyfriend seems to think I'm a threat just because I am the middle man between the two of you.” He narrowed his eyes at us before grabbing a beer from the fridge.

“Oh. Well he does know that you are engaged and getting married in a few weeks right?”

“He does but I just think its because our friendship surprises a lot of people because of who they perceive us to be” I shrugged as almost all of my friends that I had been more close with before my surgery always questioned me on my friendship with Baron. Allen was a friendly guy so he usually hung out with most people while Baron stayed with the guys he knew and steered clear of the women.

“I like that they think I am an ass. Makes my character more believable” Baron smiled.

"Who said you weren't an ass?" I smirked.

"Do you see how she treats me after I let her drive the Ferrari?" He complained to Rochelle.

"You do have a way of rubbing people the wrong way sometimes. Don't forget how long it took you to convince me to go on a date with you"

"That's because your friends at the time were making you believe I was bad news"

"No, just rude cause you criticized her tattoo choice" She narrowed her eyes while he shrugged.

"It was a horrible choice for a first tattoo"

"I have some questions about a few of your tattoos" I sighed.

"Whatever. Haters gonna hate" He scoffed and left the kitchen.

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"I wish you had told me that John wasn’t going with you, I would have been there” Allen spoke as we had just finished a bottle of wine in his hotel room and it made me sad to think it would be my last night with him. It was Wrestlemania week and John would be flying in tomorrow and then I would be by his side for the rest of the week.

“I didn’t want to admit that he had actually chosen work over me again but its okay cause Baron was there and he really did cheer me up.” I shrugged as I untied my hair and got into bed beside him.

“I know he has a way of doing that” He rolled his eyes as he took off the t-shirt he had been wearing and my eyes took in his body while he got in beside me.

“You know what he can’t do though?” I smiled.

“And what is that?” He smirked as I swung my leg over him.

“This” I leaned in and kissed him.

He briefly broke it and stared at me before clutching my face and kissing me again and allowed his tongue to push past my lips. I moaned into his lips and his hand travelled down my body, leaving goosebumps which caused me to lift my body up to meet his. He broke the kiss and trailed kisses along my jawline before gently biting into my neck and I quickly tugged on his hair so I could kiss him again.

“I want you, Allen” I whispered into his lips before kissing him again and it was as if permission was granted as his hands moved beneath my silk nighty and pushed it up my body. 

I felt him push into me slowly and I moaned into his lips as his fingers pressed into my thighs and I wrapped my legs around him. He slowly thrust into me and allowed me to feel every inch of him. My fingers pressed into his lower back while his hands explored every inch of my body. He broke the kiss and nuzzled into my neck before he grazed his teeth over my shoulder.

My fingers clutched his hair as his kisses lowered on my chest and his thrusts deepened. I moaned out as my legs tightened around him due to the pleasure filling my body. It was gentle, slow and loving and all I craved...

“You’re a great father, Allen” I whispered and heard him laughing which caused me to lift myself off of him and lay on my side to look at him.

“That’s not exactly what I thought I would hear after sleeping together”

I giggled, “Well saying you rocked my world would be kinda redundant since you just had me moaning out five minutes ago”

He laughed and briefly kissed me, “Thank you for both compliments”

“Do you see yourself having more kids?” I hesitantly questioned and felt the old feeling of fear when I would ask John and hope he wouldn’t get upset by the question.

“I would love a daughter to be honest.” He immediately answered which made me smile and he noticed which caused him to as well. “We never spoke about that, did we?”

I shook my head and he turned onto his side to look at me while pulling my body closer to his, “Were you afraid of the answer?”

“Abit. I only realized that I hadn’t brought it up while I was at Brie’s baby shower. It clearly wasn’t a priority for me to know”

“It was for me though. I have seen you get dragged for two things so when I thought about us and before I made it known to you that I wanted you I had to sit down and think if that’s what I wanted. I wouldn’t have wanted to express how I felt and not be able to fulfill what I knew you yearned for, it wouldn’t have been fair.” He spoke honestly and I felt the love fill me even more knowing he had actually thought things out so clearly.

“And if you didn’t want those things?”

“Well I would have just let myself into the friendzone. You deserve to get what you want and not make sacrifices, not like that. And I admit the concept of marriage and kids was one I hadn’t really entertained but you unknowingly forced me to think about it and I want it.” 

I smiled as it was just the cherry on top for me to hear when I had been anxious about his answer ever since Brie’s baby shower.

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