"To burn with desire and keep quiet about it is the greatest punishment we can bring on ourselves."   -Federico Garcia Lorca, Blood Wedding and Yerma

****WARNING!!!! This chapter has a mature content! read at your own risk! for 18 years old and above!****

CARINA'S P.O.V.

"If you want, we can go out again tomorrow. I will be out of the office after lunch. We can go to Champs Elysées if you want. The arc de triomphe was also a must visit here" Gian said while his eyes were concentrating on the road.

"I'll see about it. Our business meeting was over today and normally we don't have anything scheduled tomorrow. I don't know. I will talk to my boss first" Upon saying the word 'boss', my heart became erratic and his face appeared in my head.

"I think he likes you" I glanced at Gian questioningly and he shrugged his shoulder.

"I could see it in his eyes you know" I kept quiet and turned my head to watch the scenery outside.

"I don't like him nor his attitude when we met at GQ" My heart tightened at what he said.

"How could you say that to him? You just met him yesterday" I was surprised of my reaction, I defended him. Gian just shrugged his shoulders again and didn't say anything after that. When we reached the house of the Novells, Gian quickly got out of the car and opened the passenger door for me. I thanked him and was about go when he held my hand and pulled me into his embrace.

"Cari, please think about what I've said. I hope you will consider to be mine" My body stiffened. I could feel his feelings but for some reason, my heart was not responding the same way.

"Good night Gian" I said and pulled away from his embrace.

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The house was already quiet when I entered. Everybody must be asleep by now except the guards who opened the gate for me. I quickly went to the guess room which I was currently occupying. I heaved a sigh and leaned back on the door upon closing it. I couldn't believe Gian was in love with me. My head suddenly hurt and my chest became heavy of the thought of hurting him. He was really a nice guy and if I would be in love with someone, I wanted it with a guy like him.

I went towards the closet and searched for something to wear then I went to the bathroom to take a quick half bath. I needed to shower to relax my body. After showering, I brushed my teeth and got dressed. I was about to go to bed when I heard a knock on my door. Who was that knocking at this hour?

I went towards the door and opened it, just to be surprised at who it was. Him, the person who's been occupying my mind for hours.

"S-Sir?" I stuttered a little and I saw him clenched his jaw at what I've just said.

"Sir? Fuck! Don't play games with me Carina!" I swallowed hard at his reaction. I looked at him carefully and I noticed something different, he was drunk.

"It's already past midnight. Can we talk tomorrow? You're drunk" I was about to close the door when he quickly stepped inside. He closed the door behind him and faced me. We just stood there staring at each other for a few seconds before I found my voice.

"This is insane! What do you want from me?!" I said angrily, half whispering. He was about to answer me when we heard my phone rang. We both looked at it and my eyes widened when I saw who it was. It was Gian. His contact picture was on the screen. I was about to get it and answer when I felt his hand on my wrist.

"Did you enjoy his company that much that you already want to talk to him again?" his voice was rough and I felt my heart thumped wildly in my chest.

"Sir---"

"Regan! I want you to call me that from now on" He said commandingly.

"Why would I do that?" I asked him exasperatedly.

"Because I want you to!" His voice was stern as he began to approach me. I started to panic. He was drunk and judging from his looks, he would not listen to anything.

"Please, can we just talk civilly tomorrow like normal people?" My voice mellowed, trying to persuade him. My phone rang again and I groaned in frustration. I lifted it and answer.

"Hello Gian. What's up?" I faked a happy tone as I stood there, staring at him. His eyes bored at me and his jaw was clenching. I frowned and turned my back to him.

"I just want to check on you and hear your voice before I sleep. I knew you're still awake" Gian said and I laughed a little.

"Yeah. I was about to sleep though"

"Okay. I hope we can go out again tomorrow. Good night Cari. I love you" My eyes widened at what he just said. My hand tightened on my phone. How would I respond to such sweet words from my bestfriend?

"Good night Gian. I will call you tomorrow if I could come with you"

"Okay. I hope you will. Bye" He cut off the conversation and I heaved a sigh.

"You are going out with him again tomorrow?" My body suddenly tensed up when I heard his voice next to my ear. When did he get so close to me?!

"Y-Yes. As far as I know, we don't have anything to do tomorrow" I said in a small voice. His breathe was tickling my ear and I felt like the hairs on my nape stood up.

"Turn around and face me" He ordered but I didn't budge. I hate it when he uses this tone to me.

"No! Please just get out. I am tired and I want to sleep now" I begged him, trying to calm myself down.

"You are a coward. I know you want me. Why don't you just give up?" There was a hint of irritation in his voice and it made me furious.

"So what if I want you?! You don't want me so cut this crap now!" He was really getting on my nerves but for some reason I didn't have the power to get really angry with him.

"Who told you that I don't want you? I want you and I always get what I want! I want you and I'll make sure you will succumb to me" he whispered and playfully bit my ear. I gasped at the sudden electricity that it created through my body. I leaned back to him, surrendering. He was an expert seducer and the naïve that I was, I fell into him.

I didn't know how we ended up on my bed, me lying there while he was on top of me, kissing me passionately. Everything was a blur. I was like a leaf just going with the flow of the river. His hands were roaming around my body and I was doing the same to him.

He started lifting my loose shirt off and I willingly lifted up my arms above my head to help him remove it from me. I wasn't wearing a bra and he instantly captured my taut nipple with his hungry mouth. I bit my bottom lip and tried to muffle my moans. I felt his hand slipped inside my shorts and began massaging my sensitive area. He pulled away from me for a while and pulled my shorts and panties down leaving me completely naked underneath him. His eyes never left me. He was breathing raggedly.

He stood up at the foot of the bed and began undressing slowly and seductively. His gaze was still locked into mine. I closed my eyes when I saw him gently easing his briefs off of him. I could almost hear the beating of my heart like it was about to come out of my chest. I felt the bed moved a little when he joined me again on it.

I felt him tucked the few strands of hair on my face to the back of my ear. Then he rained little kisses on my cheeks, forehead, the tip of my nose and chin. His warm breath was fanning my face. When he nipped on my ear, I felt a delicious shiver ran down my spine.

"Open your eyes" His whispered. He sounded so sexy that I couldn't resist but to oblige. He held my hand and placed it on his chest.

"Touch me" He begged and I swallowed hard. My throat was so dry and my body felt so hot that I felt like I needed to drink water.

"I don't know how to" I whispered back. Unsure of what to do next. I couldn't even think straight because of what he was doing to me.

"Just follow your instinct kitten" he bent over his head and gently bit my earlobe again then to the crook of my neck. After a few seconds of teasing me there, he pulled away from me, all the while staring at me. His eyes were begging. I sat up and my trembling hands went to his chest. I suddenly had the urge to fulfill his wish and I brought my face next to his face and I kissed his cheeks, forehead and lastly his lips, copying what he had done to me a while ago. 

He groaned when our lips touched. He put his hands around my waist and pulled my body closer to his body. I tentatively grazed my tongue on the contour of his lips then sucked his bottom lip, gently biting it. As if he couldn't control himself anymore, he responded wildly and I gasped because of the intensity of our kiss. We kissed like we were on a battle. I, on the other hand was mimicking his movements.

My hands on his muscled chest began to caress and feel the contours of his body. We pulled away from each other when we needed to breathe. Our gasps were the only sound we could hear in the room while our foreheads were against each other. He held my hand and guided it down to his manhood. I instinctively pulled back my hand when I felt how hard he was but he kept his hand around my wrist, preventing me from escaping. My eyes went to where my hand was and my eyes widened at the sight of him. He felt so big and he was indeed big!

"Please" he whispered hoarsely and that made me wrapped my hand around him tentatively. He was so hard like he was about to explode. When I started to move my hand up and down his shaft, he grunted loudly and closed his eyes. Seeing him enjoying my touch, I began to quicken the pace.

"F*ck! You are making me crazy!" He panted and pushed me so that I was now lying on my back. He was again on top of me and began our kissing duel. I was so caught up in the moment that backing out never occurred in my mind. I felt the delicious sensation of his hands playing with my breasts. Then after a while of kissing, he gently kissed his way down to my throat, down to my cleavage then to my stomach. His butterfly kisses went further down until he found what he was looking for. He parted my legs and when he was about to kiss me down there, my eyes widened and tried to close my legs but his hands held my legs still and put them over his shoulders.

"N-No! What are you doing?!" I tried to sit up but he was already there, beginning his assault.

"Oh! N-No! Please..." I didn't know if I was begging for him to stop or to continue of what he was doing to me. This was my first time feeling this delicious sensation and my body was responding willingly to him. I unknowingly put my hands on his head, my fingers ran through his hair and gently tugged on them. My head was turning from side to side because of the unexplainable pleasure. His tongue entered me and began his attack, his thumb circling my bud. I squirmed like crazy and my groans of pleasure became louder as I began to feel something big was about to come.

"Regan! Ahhh! Ahh!" I screamed his name as I began to quiver. My legs tightened around his head but he kept his pace, licking me like there was no tomorrow. My body was trembling like crazy when at last I reached my peak. I closed my eyes and I saw lots of fireworks exploded in my head. My legs loosened up around him and my body began to calm down. My breathing was fast like I had just finished a marathon. He gave me one last lick and my body trembled again for another climax.

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