Now here I was on a plane to Seattle Washington to meet with my other relatives that I've never met. The idea of meeting them made me nervous and thoughts popped into my head. Like what if they don't like me or think I'm a freak sue to my magic. What if they don't know about the supernatural world and I'm stuck keeping secrets from them. Wha if they have friends that hate me or going to school is a big problem for me. Like being bullied or being tormented not that I haven't been through worse. Although as the thoughts filled me head so did good ones.

Such as what if things turn out well for me this time. What if I meet someone who will be my forever and love me unconditionally like it's meant to be. Although I always have to keep myself prepared for the worst. The worst being not being loved and being the freak of whatever family is out there for me. Although my mother's words repeat in my head that she told me all those years ago. "Your not a freak sweetheart your just special" she would always tell me that when I came home crying from school and people being rude to me.

Of course due to the fact people were unaware of the supernatural at the time. I didn't go to no special schools for kids who have abilities like I do. Although now here I was headed into more of the unknown and what was to come. What might happen if things go south and someone pisses me off. That's what it's mainly tied into, my deep emotions that is. I mean when I get super angry or super sad about something anything really. It triggers the most powerful version of my magic. Which at times I can be overly dangerous and it's hard to control most of the time.

So my main thoughts and most worried thoughts were what if I end up hurting them. Then they send me away calling me a freak of nature when In reality I know I'm not. Don't get me wrong I do sometimes wonder about others out there the other supernatural. I know there are other types out there and I'm well aware of other covens out there. But what If they don't Like me, that's where I was wrong and I didn't even know it yet.