Warnings - mature themes, mentions of sexual content, self doubt
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Me and pansy went straight to breakfast while the boys stayed a little ways back to chat about well what I knew. I only assumed they were talking about death eater stuff but part of me actually knew they were. I might have read Draco's mind and now know what images he saw of my life which sucked. I was going to have to tell the group eventually or at least Draco first of course. Maybe he might not want me after he finds out, part of me thinks that. While part of me knows that's not going to happen but I can only think if it happening. Because if it does I'm left with no one and nothing all alone with nothing left. Thats what got me down as I sat beside pansy no longer giggling at what she was saying.

"What's wrong?" She asked softly

"Oh nothing I'm fine" I said

"If you say so" she said with a shrug

We began eating in silence as the others came but part of me couldn't bear to be around them. It wasn't them it was in fact me so I excused myself and left to find my first class. I ignored the looks and calls of my name as I walked faster down the hall. All I could think about is if Draco would still want me after I told him the truth about my past. If he'd believe me or he wouldn't and then he'd leave and convince the others as well. I decided to brush off any sign of emotions and go on about with my day. My first lesson was with Professor snape for potions class. When I arrived the door was open so I peaked inside and chose a random seat at one of the tables.

"Miss McCall your early" professor snape said as he walked into the classroom

"Yes professor I wanted to make sure I found the right place" I said which wasn't an entire lie

"Well while your here let me know what you know so far, so if needed I can catch you up to where the others are" he said

"I read all the previous books professor, the lessons are simple to understand for me although I can do a short quiz let's see what are the questions" I said

"What ingredients are needed for polyjuice potion?" He asked

"lacewing flies, leeches, powdered horn of a Bicorn, knotgrass, fluxed, and boomslang skin" I said

"Very good you just might have a shot in potions, next what is the most feared potion by muggles" he asked

"The drought of living death potion because they believe that it really causes death" I said

"And what is polyjuice potion used for?" He asked

"To take the form of another person although it's only temporary" I said

"And what potion do I get why the following ingredients, Ashwinder egg, Squill bulb, Murtlap tentacles, Tincture of thyme, Occamy eggshell, Powdered common rue?" He asked

"Felix Felicis sir" I said

"And what is the use of Amortentia?" He asked

"It's a love potion causing the drinker to have an obsession with a specific person" I said

"Very well and the ingredients for that?" He asked

"Known ingredients are pearl dust" I said

"Last question before class, what is the effect of Veritaserun?" He asked

"Forces the person to speak the truth" I said

"Very good now pay close attention in class and don't make foolish mistakes" he said as people began to file into class

I ignored Draco when he arrived and took a seat beside me, which wasn't making him very happy. But all while in class I focused on snape not Draco which was overly and very extremely hard might I say. When class was over I went to leave but Draco pinned me against a wall causing me to gasp.

"Your not being very nice princess, am I going to have to teach you some manners?" He said in a voice that was so attractive and turned me on easily

"Maybe" I said looking into his eyes

"Stop ignoring me darling or there will be consequences for your actions" he said

"I think I'll keep ignoring you then" I said and slipped out from under his arm

"Julia" he growled out causing me to giggle and walk faster

I succeeded in reaching my next class which was charms and I sat between pansy and Theo. Making sure Draco saw this and he wasn't all that happy about it either.

"Hey" Pansy said softly

"Hey" I said

"Draco doesn't seem pleased" Theo whispered

"He's not" I said with a smirk

"Oh what did you do?" Pansy giggled

"It's only a little game he might win in the end" I smirked

"Trust me he will, and he's very dominant so be prepared sweetheart" Theo whispered in my ear causing me to blush at the thought

The thoughts that clouded my mind were filthy and full of kinks that involved me and Draco alone. I clenched my thighs together at the thought of his hands all over me and I was tempted to drag him to an empty classroom. But that would end the game sooner than I'd like for it to end. The thought of Draco and I having sex was beyond excited and made me bite my lip at the thought. Him inside me, me riding him and the punishment that follows from today's actions. I gripped the table but stopped when I heard a slight cracking sound.

"You alright?" Pansy asked

"I umm yeah" I stuttered

"Oh he's winning isn't he?" She giggled

"Maybe" I said as I looked at a smirking Draco

He could sense my arousal I knew that by now, but what he was going to do was something I didn't know.
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Authors note -

Getting spicy with Draco soon be prepared for it all. Anywhere and everywhere so to speak (heheh)