I once looked back and realised I've sinned a long way back but I thought there's no need to try to seek forgiveness when I'm already knee-deep in it.

When my sister would restrict me from her phone,  I used my dad's for the evil deeds.

He would catch me using his phone but none of them knew what I used it for.

Then I comforted myself with the thought that since I was still young,  it won't be written down for me as sins (go to reference for an author's note on this)

I decided to open up a bit to my big sister but she failed to understand. She thought I was a sinner. I only told her about my six year old experience and she caught me watching some stuffs one day. I thought I'll never get forgiveness so I told her I've changed but I didn't.

There were times,  dad will find images on his phone and wonder how it got there. So I started to learn new things, like to erase all the things I do so I never get caught again.

No one cared and I didn't care. There was no looking back!

Awww...

Anyway,  how was your day?

Playlist: Bad Habits by Ed Sheeran