Mahir :

I came to my home and see in dining room anita , bela and sutapa sat on sofa and watching movie..

I didn't disturb them come to my room and closed the door !

Shitttt!! It's bangedly closed.. what 'll they think?!! Are they think that they are watching movies that's why i did it??

No ! No.. it's ok..
i put down my bag and on coffe meaker fr a strong coffe..

I take my facewash and go to washroom..

After good 20 mins i came back.. after freashen up

I took my coffee.. thanks God my machine is auto-off system!

Huhhh!!! ☕☕

Then i came on my bed.. put on headphone 🎧 took my 🎸 with☕

Ahhhh!! After many days..

But what can i do?? Bohut stress a gya!! Kya koru??

Room mai onion hai kya?? Ginger ??

Ok baad mai dekhunga..

I again went to washroom and nowtime i take a hot water bowl...

I dipped my foot into this and resting my back on bedside bar..

And making some soft music by my🎸

I closed my eyes..

Aaj tak all memories are crystal clear in my mind.. !!

# Flashback!

At clg.

I and ankit was  bestfriend..

Then also i had a past that when i read in class 1 me and Tanush were friend...

From my side he was my best friend.. i loved him as my best friend..

We sitted in one bench, we talked fr whole day school.. but one day..

A girl became his friend.. (kindergarden school)

Nt only frnd.. best frnd..

They always sitted together.. talked eveyday.. bt me...

But i always took a sit fr him.. if he sit with me..! 🙄

Silly na?? Haha..

But he never came back to me..

He always played with her.. smiled with her,

It's nt that i was jealous.. it's like that he behaved that i am no more his friend..

I used to do gossip in sleep.. when we never talked in day.. in dream..

Pheeeww!!

But that she was also my friend.. we also do gossip..

But something hurts me..

He never talked to me.. frm then..

At High school after 7 years we means i and Tanush meet again..

When he needs any help i always did..

May be some hopes of his returning !!

But no!! We became formal friend then..

Bt i never stopped help him ..

The most hurting thing was he always said that in primary school i am his best friend .. which is top to bottom lie!!

But i said to me always it's ok.. 🤗

In higher school..

I got a new friend..

Eshik and his friend was shreyas..

Eshik became my very good friend.. but i never said abt Tanush..

When we are in class 7 one day at class project submission date is this..

Suddenly Eshik did nt find her project 1 page!!

He went fr washroom and his bag was in our bench..

But i was there when they r gone but after that i was called by monitor and i went..

after returning frm washroom to do cheak his project but then she didn't find one page.. shreyas said him .. i was there when they went .. may be i took it..!

Eshik cried hard and make another project page

May be he believed shreyas over to me. !! 🙄

After that fr small small things there is big fight.. between us, argument also..

And he also cut his name from my friendlist!!

I thought that day.. i 'll never ever make anyone my friend..

But one day i didn't know what was happpened .. he came to me and said something shocked!!

I , matlab me broke his relationship with Ananya!!

I was like "what the ×××× "

I wanted to said all this that i don't know even her name.. ! But he slapped me..

I was short tempered frm my childhood.  When he slapped i also slapped him back with grt force.. he is on ground..

I never slapped him.. infact i never slapped any innocent but i can't controlled myself that day.. !!

All our school friends always afraid frm me fr my that things, SORT TEMPER!

and who i loved him as a very very closed friend .. and what he did!

He accused me for thats!

I shouted also on him.. at then my head was burning..!! My body temperature also gets high!

I looked up frm him to infornt..

I saw our teacher is here. 
She also loved me .. i was always beloved fr all teacher fr my good nature.. so i didn't get high punishment.. only i was refused to do that class of her..

I immediately goes to washroom take some cold water..
My breathing was high..

Aftersometime i composed myself..

And i didnt give him explanation..

" IF SOMEONE JUST HATE YOU FOR NO REASON GIVE THAT JERK A REASON "
       - The Joker

After that i had no that so close friend..

In clg. I meet with ankit...

He somehow came very close to me..

Huhggg!!

He also didn't have any trust on me.. hearing another person's talk he left me..

As a friend i am noone to them..

Why always something happens like it with me!!!

Thats words are ringing in my ear now!!!!

You are noone to me, listen.. NOONE.. i hv no trust on u.. u r nt able to a friend...

It's true u r friendly person bt u r nt friendworthy person.. noone can came  close to u as a friend..
U r a cheater!!

How can they say it!!😢
I ...i .. am a cheater..

He was the one who mess with me.. he was the one who tried to kill me.. yes u heared right kill me! Who insult me first and now he is calling me cheater..

But that day i had no strength to fight.. i just back from my clg and stay normal in front of family.. and i break down...

Hugggghhh!!

After that 3 incidents i never be able to gain strength and believe abt that Friend  word..

And that bela also said me that frm when i am her friend..!!

#flashback end

That means they were right i am nt friend worthy..

I smirked..

I didn't noticed by blooded hand!!

Suddenly realization hits me..

By the attacks of word that I am a cheater, nt friendworthy.. i was in anger..

And in headphone

And i played guiter randomly..

Stir break down..

At now my breathing is high!!

Blood is coming fr my hand..

Last i saw bela and ani came infront of me with tnesed face..

I passed away...

That coffee mug fall down..

Bela and anita came and called mahhhhhiiiiiirrrrrrr!! 😱😱😱

#what happened with Mahir?

To be continued...
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