Once Mel reached the dorm she saw tht the maknaes were gaming. And Jin was cooking with Suga. Jhope was watching the maknaes play. And RM was no where to be seen. She just went to the kitchen to get some water and went up and on the way she accidentally bumped into rm in the hurry and she got scared thinking he will scold her..

Mel: I'm so so sorry Namjoon shi . It won't happen again pls just don't bea- I mean scold. I'm really sorry.

Rm: hey don't worry I'm not gonna hurt u

He went to hold her but she misunderstood it as he was gonna beat her so ahe began shaking and soon fainted . RM was shocked to see Melody get so scared tht she ended up fainting. Also he had noticed how her eyes become so wide and her whole body shakes whenever she do something wrong if she make the tiniest mistakes.

He took her to her room and laid her down he was going back after laying her down when suddenly she began shaking ans screaming.

Mel: don't beat me pa I'll do it perfectly next time..... Maa...... I won't make any mistakes pls don't hurt me.

Rm began panicking and and tried to shake her and wake her up but she didn't budge.

Mel: jhope-ssi pls no I'll do better. Pls I'll parctice.

Finally after a while rm was able to wake her .

Rm: u ok?

Mel: Rm ssi p-pls don't beat me. I I I won't ever disturb u. I'll uh keep my distance just forgive me.

RM: listen to me . I'm not gonna hurt u. Now wanna say wht happened.

Mel: is it ok if I don't I just wanna be alone

As asked RM went away. But he knew she wasn't just scared because of the strict shedule they were having. He just knew it was deeper than tht. And he didn't fail to notice how light the girl was.

Rm wasn't so happy abt the new member either. But outside BTS. He didn't want a lil girl to suffer.

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Mel was in her room thinking abt wht happened last few days. She knew all members hated her. RM was just caring since he is the leader. Soon past memories began filling her mind. U see yn's parents were super strict. They wanted her to be perfect in every thing she do. Otherwise she would be beaten . And she was always bullied in school too.

⚠️ Mention of Self-harm . Don't read if u tend to get triggered ⚠️

All these memories began too much to handle and she searched and got the blade she had hidden in her drawer. She quietly went to the bathroom rolled up her sleaves and pants and pressed the blade on to her skin began cutting her arms and thigh as she glided the blade over her skin slowly Blood began oozing out but instead of feeling pain she felt like she deserved it . She felt like she deserve the pain for being a disappoinment and she stared at her bleeding skin as if in a trance . she kept her cut on her arms to the minimum . But she made nearly 20 cut on the thighs then bandaged herself up and wore a hoodie just to be sure and went to bed.

⚠️ END ⚠️.

A/n: this story will contain lil amount of depression and suicidal thoughts . I will put warnings like this.