Rayleen demanded that Haley stay with us while we figured out everything else.

We got her a change of clothes and bathed her, cleaning her face and washing her hair.

She smelt as though she hadn't bathed in days, or even eaten, so we fed her, only if she allowed us. "Haley, don't you think we should go to the hospital?" I say, as I walk into her hotel room and sit on her bed next to her. Her blonde hair is pulled back into a ponytail and her lips are moist as I notice she's going through withdrawls from her drugs.

"What would be the point?" She murmers back. God, I hate seeing her like this. "You're pregnant and HIV positive-"

"You think I should get an abortion?" She asks wildly at me. She had became so anxious ever since we were kids, and she was always shaking- then again it could be the heroin. "I'm not saying that honey, but you need to get professional help, this will be a rough process." I inform her and go to rub her back but she flinches for a moment, before letting me stroke her arm softly.

"I just have a feeling, I won't even make it the whole 9 months." I couldnt listen to this, I couldn't listen to my sister speak of her death like this.

"Haley, we can get you medicine." I offer and she shakes her head. "With what money? I dont think I can spread my legs enough times and for you to whip around that pole enough to raise money. I need to keep doing what I'm doing." She says and rubs her arm slowly.

"And what? Go back out to those same streets and possibly end up dead?" I say and she rubs her forehead. "That's why I came to find you Rosie. I know I'm not going to make it but you need to get our family caught. Despite what happens to me." She says.

I still cant understand her motive, or understand why she wants me to all of a sudden. Since Cody and Patrick were M.I.A, I didnt really know what they wanted with everything. I was just torn with everything at the moment since it was so scrambled and there was missing facts.

"Why did you really find me Haley? Money? Help? What is it?" I finally asked her, why was she really looking for me.

She pauses for a moment and looks over at me with her bright green eyes. She rises to her feet and goes over to her grey trench coat she had been wearing earlier. I watch as she pulls some papers out and walks over slowly, her pale legs wobbling slightly as she topples on the bed, sniffling and placing the papers on the bed.

I pick one up and notice it's a family photo of us all.

Standing in front of our house like the picture had been taken in the 70s. I notice my mother, her hair was a copper red, her eyes were a bright blue and her face was straight, showing no emotion. She was wearing a blue dress that reached her knees.

My father was standing in a blue tux, his black hair was combed back across his face, his jaw structure was tense as his blue eyes narrowed in as if he were getting ready to kill.

I then looked at Cody and Patrick who were almost identical, with their oval faces and green eyes. They were wearing shorts and white collared shirts.

I looked at Keegan who was standing next to my father, his hair was cut short and he had an eerie smile across his face as if there was some humorus joke that had been just spoken. 

Emily was standing next to Haley, wearing a blue dress similar to my mothers while her hair was in a high ponytail.

Haley was wearing a blue dress that went past her knee, and her hair was in pigtails.

I then looked over at me, I was standing between Keegan and Emily, my little blue dress had a stain on it right next to the collar. My short black hair had a bow in it and my face looked confused, as if I didnt know the picture was being taken.

"That was the only picture that survived the fire." Haley whispers and leans over to another paper.

"What's that?" I ask and she looks down at it. "You aren't as guilty as you think." She says and I notice it was diary entries that had been ripped from a journal.

"Rosie, remember how mom used to make us write every day about our crimes? These are yours." She says and I watch her. I dont remember why, I dont remember anything.

"Heroin causes you to lose your memory too. So when you were in injected with some and left in the apartment, it must have fucked up your memory too." She says, rolling her eyes and straightens her back. 

"Rosie, you and I are exactly a year apart, as we grew older we were mistaken for twins until you had a bad run in with your sissors and cut your hair. As kids I..." she stops and looks down as if something is apining her.

"I was jealous of you," She mumbles and I raise my eyebrow. All of this new information was mind blowing. "So....I replaced our journals as kids."

I blink for a moment, my memory hazy as I tried to recall it all. "Wait, you replaced our journals? So half of those crimes-"

"You really didnt do. Rosie, you did steal and you did con people but we all did that. And there's something else, I came to tell you..." She then holds up a picture and I realize it's Emily and...Raphael..as kids.

"The night Keegan and the boys went to cut off his penis and dad told us to go kill him afterwards to finish him off. You dont remember what happened afterwards do you?" She asks, raising an eyebrow and my heart begins to race. "Only, that I tried to kill him." I says swallow hard and looking down at my hands. "No. No. That's not what happened. I went in there with you, you were holding the knife and I was holding the lighter and the lighter fluid. As soon as you saw him alone in the room and as we were counting down to attack him, you burst into tears and said you couldn't do it. You refused to try to take his life." Haley tells me.

I shook my head as tears streamed down my face. This didnt happen. This couldn't have happened. "I told you to suck it up and we had to do this for Mother and Father and I went behind Raphael and hit him in the head with a broomstick. It knocked him out and I did that so you could kill him easier and you didnt move. You just stared at his body and started shaking. I kept calling your name but you wouldnt answer. Finally I took the knife from you and cut up his legs and arms and started to hit him with the broomstick and you dropped into a fetal positon and began rocking back and forth. I passed you the lighter and the fluid but you didnt move so I told you that if you didnt Mom and Dad wouldnt love you anymore." She pauses and I try to jog my memory. Try to remember all that she's telling me and yet I couldnt.

I dont understand why part of my life was such a blur, was so blank and as if it never had existed at all. So then I began to contemplate if I had one at all. I thought it was me just trying to forget when in reality, I really couldnt remember.

"When he finally pulled through, I fled the house to get dad and you stood there in front of him with a knife. When dad came and saw you, he thought you did it and was proud of you and carried you home. You didn't try to kill Raphael, I did, but he didnt remember because he was unconcious and you dont remember because you forgot your identity," She says calmly.

My brain suddenly began to hurt and I leaned down to hold my head, suddenly feeling quite nauscous as I coughed and inhaled deeply, I frowned as I reached up to touch my nose and noticed I had a nose bleed.

Haley looks at me as if she's sad and reaches for me, "You're physically hurting yourself. You need to be calm." She says and I stand back.

"How do you expect me to?" I ask and I grab a papertowl and hold my nose, as I cringe at the sight. "Your symptoms aren't just from stress. And if you keep this up, it's going to mess up a life that could be possibly good for you." Haley says and I look at her oddly.

"I know Randy. You know the doctor? He diagnosed me with HIV and I told him to go check on you but apparently he was already in ties with our family. Damon thought he wasn't but he set those pills up for you." She explains and the throbbing my head continues. "What do you mean? What's going on?" I ask, I was tired of the secrets but then again, I couldn't talk.

"Randy's papers were real, but he gave them to another doctor that went to Brooke, so it implied that the she was pregnant with Raphael's baby." She says and I freeze.

"What are you trying to say Haley?" I ask slowly. "I'm saying you shouldn't stress yourself so much because you really are pregnant with Raphael's baby."

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