I'm still trying to get Chapter 12 to you guys so please be patient. I'm sending 150+ emails but I still did promise an update And if you havent read the last chapter. It was a sex scene. No information was included but the show must go on and the story must continue. Thank you for the kind comments and your patience. I'm sorry it was being stubborn and stupid but hey...I'm an erotic novelist ..waddyaa gonna do right? Here's Chapter 13!

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Damon was smirking at me after I exited the garage.

I told Raphael, I was going to take another shower due to the fact I had cum all over me and he clearly saw that.

"You have cum in your hair." He says with a smirk and I hold up my hand.
"Don't." I groan and he giggles and walks up to me.
"It sounded really good." He chimes and I push past him and walk upstairs, but he continues to follow me.

"He fucked you on the hood of his car." He squeals as I run up the stairs.

"Why are you following me?" I ask.
I can't help it. I was embarrassed.
"Girl you heard me when I was getting the dick from Aaron." He reminds and I turn to him and smile shyly.

"Well it was pretty good. He gave me the best head ever." I say and can't help but giggle too.

"You seem less stressed too. You'll be relieved when you receive some D." He rhymes with a wink and I laugh and lead him into my room.

We sit on the bed and he lays next to me.
"So did you give him head?" He asks.
It was like talking to a girl, except better.
I never trusted females. Jealousy, fake attitudes and just being used by them when they needed something was tiring. They always had something to say and they weren't down for me. But Damon?
He was everything I wanted in a friend, I could be real and raw with him. Give him explicit answers and even if I was in a terrible mood and said terrible things to him. He would just make me laugh and make me happy.
He was my best friend.
"Yeah. He kind of forced it though but I liked it." We were both giggling like school girls.
"I'm happy you got some." He says and I smirk.

We're silent for a moment and then reality sets in.

"What are you thinking about?" He asks me.
"I don't really know." I say with a soft chuckle.

"Brooke?" He asks and I shrug.
"When's the last time you've heard from them?" He asks me and I inhale.
I already knew who he was talking about.
I shrug again.
It was just something I did because I never liked a straight up answer. I could not stand confrontation with anything.

"What did they say Aries?"

"You want to go to that ball Damon?" I ask and he flinches back.
"Why?" He asks me and I sit up.
"They're going to be there." I whisper.
"How do you know?" He was asking so many damn questions.
"They told me. I have to go or else they'll tell my secret."
"But why do they want you to go?" He asks me.
"I don't know. But I have a bad feeling." I admit with a sigh and he glances at me.

"If they find out who you are-" I stop Damon. "I go to jail. I know." I whisper and I lay back down.
"Wanna run again?" He asks me in a quiet tone.
"No. I guess it's time I face it."


Silence and fear fill the room. As the realization hits me.
Although I was sexually satisfied.
I was scared to death.



Raphael was in his study the next time I went downstairs and he did not sound happy.

"She's not here." He growls into the phone.
"No. I don't care what you know. Stay the hell away." He says into the receiver. I keep my back pressed up against the door listening silently.

I wonder who he was talking to? And what it was about?

"No. I dont care. Fine...Fuck you!" Then I hear him sigh and a loud noise with the ground. He threw something?

I swallowed nervously and peered my head around the corner, trying to stay out of sight, but he looks directly up at me and I flinch back. "No, dont go." He whispers and I bite my lip nervously and continue to stand behind the door. "I'm sorry, it was just something I had to take care of." He says, forcing a smile. But I see fear in his eyes and that's something I never saw before.

That scared me. "Is everything okay?" I ask in a whisper. "Yeah. You can come in, if you'd like." He offers to the seat across from him and I slowly make my way towards it. "Why are you acting like you're afraid of me?" He asks with intent eyes. I shrug.

But inside I knew. I had this reflex when it came to men. When I saw abusive or angry behavior- I pull away. Even if the behavior isnt directed towards me. That's a signal for me to stray clear. He ignores it and sits in his seat. "When does Brooke come back?" I ask silently. "In two days." He replies and I dampen a little. I kind of liked the time we were having together...Time as in sex.

"So I can have you all to myself." He adds with a lustfilled grin.

Nasty.

I smile grimly and he frowns. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing,"

"I feel like youre hiding something." Jesus, I swear this man saw right through me. "Is it them?" He asks and I look away. "What are they saying?"  Should I even tell him at this point?

"They want me to go to the ball." He pauses for a moment and leans back, rubbing his chin thoughtfully. I was concluding many things in my head, wondering why he was making a face like that. "The Heart Felt ball?" He asks and I nod. "Sponsered by Emily Merchant. From the Merchant family." He adds in a dark whisper and my eyes widen and my throat closes up. "But I thought...the ...family went into missing in action?" I mumble. "Yeah, the parents did. Not the kids. I knew Emily fairly well. I kind of had a thing...for her." He explains.

Finally, he was opening up! "Her brothers didnt like that. Nor did her sisters. The brothers didnt want me..touching her or doing anything. Their parents were teaching them how to steal and then soon murder. So they 'skinned' me. However they didnt do it correctly so they didnt do any real damage." He seemed like he was so easy telling me this.

I still couldnt absorb it all in, as I felt emotion at my eyes. I then look over and see an open bottle of Hennasy. 

He's been drinking. 

"They just did a lot of stuff they shouldnt have been doing. But Emily...she was amazing."

"What happened to you two?" I ask him. "She moved away. I see her sometimes but it's still not the same. I dont have any feelings towards her. Mostly resentment." He says with a turned up face. 

I keep my mouth closed after that. I think I've heard more than I baragined for. I didnt want to know all of this.

"May I ask you a question?" I ask silently. It was weird how we could go from having rough crazy sex to a serious Dr. Phil conversation. "Sure." He says with a groggy shrug. "Do you love Brooke?"

The question catches him off guard and I as well. The confusion from the last few weeks was unbearable, as I ached for everything to just happen already instead of just waiting in anticipation. If anything were to happen in the next 2 weeks and my identity was revealed and something happened. I needed to have a back up plan of my own. I needed to know some dirty details on others. Because if they were trying to take me down- I would take the culprits down with me...not saying that Raphael was one, but to me, it sounded like he may be involved in this as well.

He looks at me directly in the eyes, a saddened expression across his face. "I had sex with you. That should answer your question." He replies dryly. So I take that as a no.

"It's not becuse of the sex right?" I ask and he shakes his head. "Of course not. Truth be told, I do not know Brooke." Ouch. That sounded pretty harsh. "Why are you with her?" I then inquire. A strange smile forms across his face and his eyes squint. He rubs his fingers together indicating for money.

"Does she know?" I ask a little louder. "Yes."

So it was all an act? "But why?" I ask, completely confused. "Money and sex. Those things go hand in hand. One over powers the other in this case and it comes to my advantage. Publicity and money. It makes her father look good and since my father is gone. I needed something to keep me in the publics eye."

But why did he need to do that, was what I wasnt understand? He was explaining so much and yet I still felt oblivous to it all. "You arent who you say you are, are you?" I ask and he smirks. "Neither are you. Aries." He says my name so sarcastically and I sit back. "I know that's not your real name. But that's all I know. You dont have to tell me why or who you are. I'm keeping you safe as long as I can."

"But why?" He semed so genuine. "Because you're the first person to look at me like I was normal." I frown at him. "What?" I whisper. "Even before the modeling contract. I was never seen as normal in anyones eyes. When you look at me. I'm a person. But after I told you what I did..you'd be just like them." After he says that, he leaves the room. Leaving me speechless.

Around 11:30 PM, Damon invited Aaron over, leaving me all by myself. I decided to go downstairs and get a glass of Apple Juice, but on the way down, there was a loud knock on the door. I frowned at it and continued walking to the kitchen. Once I got there.

Bang!

It happened again and I flinched back away from it. What was going on? I turned around to see the butler walking towards the door and as he opened it, there was a large bang by the window. The butler shot back and locked the door, peering through the window.

Okay dont be scared...dont be scared.

I opened the fridge and got myself some juice and the banging continued, finally hearing the garage door being meddled with. I took a step back.

Bang

Bang 

Bang

Bang

It got louder and louder and suddenly it stopped.

Anticipation filled the room and I turned around to look for the butler, but he was gone.

Leaving the door wide open. I didnt want to run to the stairs in case someone was waiting at the front door, so I leaned over and grabbed a knife.

No bitch. Not today.

I bit my lip nervously and waited, and as soon as I went to look back around, the garage door flew open.

It was the butler holding a drunken Raphael. "I couldnt find the do-o-or." Raphael slurred as he was being held by the butler. "I dont get paid enough for this." He groans and I smile as I try to catch my breathe. I swear that was scary as hell. "Oh look, It's Aries the stripper. Yeah I love them strippers." He says with a chuckle and holds onto the counter. "I'll fetch him a glass of water." The butler says. "Where were you?" I ask, lifitng his head up. "I was doing-doing work and then I was like...you know- f-fuck it. There's supposed to be a-a-a lot of hard working going on. But who the-the-the fuck can concentrate with all this twerkin-ing-ing going on." He quoted one of Drake's songs and I snorted and he bent over and began laughing hysterically. 

"I am one funny motherfucker." He says through laughs. He was acting funny, but why was he drinking in the first place? The butler hands him, his glass of water and he sips it brielf before shouting. "Bring me to my room! I wish to sleep next to Mr. Fluffy!" Raphael announces, pointing his hand into the air to show his exclamation. 

I snort again and hold my hand up to the butler. "I got him." I assure him and put his arm around my shoulder.

Lord, he was heavy. "Come on pretty boy." I say and help him through the room. "But you're the pretty girl." He mumbles, flicking my earlobe and I roll my eyes and lead him into the main room and towards the stairs. "Look at these massive pyramid steps. We have to walk them all? That makes you Cleopatra! The greatest female ruler." Damn, even when he was drunk he was a charming smart ass. 

I help him up the stairs gracefully as he starts humming songs into my ear. "She's working at the pyramid tonight." He sings off tune. He was defintely not Frank Ocean. I ignore him as we reach the top of the stairs. "Where's your room?" I ask him and he points right. "That-away captian!" He chimes and I groan as he continues to laugh. His body is limp against me as I lead him to his large Master room.

I plop him on his bed and reach for his shoes. "You have a foot fetish?" He asks me. "Fuck no. I'm just taking your shoe off." I mutter.

I look over at his bed and frown. So that's where him and his wife make love...well technically just fuck.

I push the though away as I take off his shoes and push his legs up on the bed. "Aries, you're beautiful." He mumbles as I go to turn away. "Shut up and go to sleep Raphael." I say with a sigh and go to turn towards the door. "Aries?" He calls back and I press my eyes together and turn back. "Yes Raphael?" I ask through grit teeth.

"I-I got to tell you something." He whispers and I see his eyes closing.

Oh boy. My heart begins pacing in my chest and I take a shaky inhale. "What?" I ask. "I killed somebody before."

Everything stops. The world stops. Time stops. My breathing fucking stops for that moment. I know he's not lying. I can just tell. This is what he didnt want me to know? "Who?" I ask and he turns around and clutches the pillow, his eyes slowly drifting down. "I was only fourteen." He whispers and I see him yawn. "Who?" I whisper again.

He gurgles something but I cant hear what he said. "Raphael, who?" I ask urgently. But it's too late. He was fast asleep and tomorrow morning he would either have forgotten or dismiss it away.

I had it a feeling, it was someone from the Merchant family.

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I know, another filler. But remember people, this is a short story. It will only be about 30 chapters. But its important info. I'm sorry for the difficulty reading Chapter 12. But it's always been quite difficult reading the nasty chapters with all of my books. NO I will NOT censor my books because I am an erotic novelist and it goes against my ethics lol. I just refuse too. Thank you for the people who had patience, when they were able to access it the first time but saw me update all those authors notes. I really want everyone to be able to read it. But this is a new chapter so please if you have any difficulites still reading it, I'm trying. I really went out of my way for you guys to read the chapter. I am sending 150+ emails, to the people who have tried EVERYTHING. And it's a lot more difficult than it sounds. Thank you for your patience and understanding, so I gave you guys this chapter. It always takes me about 15 minutes to write every chapter that I've ever published but this took me an hour. But even though it was short, I wanted to give you guys something.

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