she's happy for moments like these

moments were she can just laugh and  listen to music

she's happy for her cat and her nieces and nephew growing up before her eyes

she's happy for her mom's laugh and her many brothers stupidity and her sister and her baby that's still in her stomach

she's happy for her dad and his affection towards his girl

and her dog, cause he's always there too

she's happy and she loves moments like this

it makes her feel less alone and it makes her feel loved

and she wants to give all that love to the ones she loves

so she kisses her niece as many times as she can on her chubby cheeks and watches her eyes sparkle

she hugs her parents and talks about her cat

she picks the kids up and spins them till they can't walk anymore

she jokes and prays her sister and nephew will be okay when the time comes in few weeks

she calls her brothers names she doesn't mean and laughs

then she gives more kisses (to her niece of course) and her niece laughs and she can't help but give more

she loves days like this. she wishes she could have more

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