"Staring out my hotel window, too much on my mind..."
Shawn's POV
It's been a week since tour has started. Y/N is at home right now in Toronto. I love her so much, but I feel like this relationship won't last much longer. It's heartbreaking though. I do love her. I want to make this work, but I don't think we can. I was sitting on the couch by the window of my hotel room, looking out at the skyline of London, England. I have a lot on my mind about us. I'm thinking about all of the happy moments together, the sad moments, and the arguments. Even through all that, we stood strong. I don't want this to end, but I can't make any promises. I decided to call her. "Hello?" She said. Oh how I missed her voice. "Hey Y/NN (your nick name)" I spoke. "Oh hey babe! What's up? How's England?" She asked. I took a deep breath before replying, "It's great! Listen, I need to tell you something... I love you so much, but I want you to know that I can't make any promises to you that this long distance will work. I don't want it to end, but I don't want you to get hurt. Baby, please no promises." I said. I was on the verge of tears. Y/N was speechless. "O-ok... it's fine. I understand. I love you Shawn. Bye." She hung up. I put the phone down and cried. I don't know what I did.
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Hey guys!!! Sorry about not updating the past few days. I was really busy this week. I started writing this a few days ago, but the bold option wasn't working correctly so I got frustrated and didn't finish it until now. I also had just a lot going on with school and home, which took up most of my time. I hope you understand! Thanks guys!! Don't forget to vote, comment, and share!!!
                             -Sam💙