Ok so as any good tv show would do in the finally this chapter is going to contain many flashbacks from throughout the series. Since there are going to be so many, I don't want to have the flash back in "this font" because it was giving me a headache reading all of it and I'm sure it would you guys too.
-----So anytime you see these lines beside the text that signifies a flashback.----- Understand? Ok guys, here's the ending of the series. If I ever choose to come back and write a third book it would probably be very short (10-20 chapters) and would probably be about them being older. So while this chapter is told from Shawn's P.O.V. when you read the flashbacks, Shawn and Cameron are both seeing the flashbacks, kinda like in a T.V. show. There's gonna be another chapter after this but it's gonna be a smut scene so if you're not comfortable or don't want to read it then this chapter can serve as the end of the book. All your missing next chapter is hot, steamy, passionate sex😉😂. So without any further ado, the last chapter of the series: it's gonna be a long one.
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Shawn's P.O.V.
"I just fed Walter." Cameron whispers out onto the balcony. He's holding a cup of coffee, and standing in only his tight purple Calvin Klein underwear.

"Thank you." I say smiling. "I didn't hear him wake up."

"I went and got his bottle ready so the moment he woke up I fed him."

"Is Sierra coming by to pump more milk today?" I ask him.

"She should be." he says sitting down in the chair next to me. He moves his left hand over on top of my right hand. I look over at him and for some reason I feel the heat in my face rising. "Why are you blushing?" he asks, almost laughing.

"I don't know." I say smiling. "You just always make me feel like the love we've had since the beginning, the excitement we had, is still there."

"Well that's because it is." he says smiling. "I could never get bored of you." He winks at me. He stands up from his chair, setting his coffee down on the small, black, circular table.

"Why are you standing in front of me?" I ask, trying to hide my smile.

"Cause I wanna sit down right there." he says. I get more comfortable in the chair and then tap my leg with my hand, motioning for him to sit down. He sit down on my lap, bringing his knees up to his chest, and resting the left side of his body on me. He cuddles into my chest and nestles his head into the lower part of my right boob.

"You ok?" I ask, wrapping my arm around him.

"Yah." he says closing his eyes and smiling. "I just miss you."

"Why do you miss me?" I ask smiling. "We've been together everyday since we got back together." I say, the words sounding strange but true as they leave my mouth. To honestly think that there was a time where I was foolish enough to lose my Cameron.

"I know, it's just I was reading through our old texts last night as I was trying to go to sleep. I remember how lonely I felt in New Zealand and how horrible I felt for leaving you. I've never hated not having something so badly." I feel his hand moving around in circles on my chest. He feels my abs, then my belly button, moving up to my breasts, not necessarily touching me sexually, but just touching me. It feels good.

"I remember that too Cameron. They were horrible times. I'm not gonna say I wish it never happened though." I feel him shuffle around at my response. He's looking up at me with a confused look now.

"Why?" he asks.

"Cameron everything that we went through, from the moment we met each other when we were 15, every single action we've done has led us to where we are right now."

"And where's that?" he asks smiling.

"Well for starters, together. You in my arms. Us sitting together on the second story balcony attached to our huge master bedroom, that's located inside of our ginormous house. The same house that is holding the cutest, most precious damn child I've ever seen. A child that even shares both of our DNA's, something we thought would never be possible. A child so rare that the doctor said he may be the only one of his kind known to earth right now. Have we gone through some struggles to get here. Of course. But look at what it got us. It got us a love so strong, that literally nothing can break it. We shattered our love just to build it back together, piece by piece, until it was even stronger than before. For Christ's sake we both thought I got another girl pregnant and you were still in love with me. You were willing to do whatever it took to make us work. Do you know how amazing that is Cameron? Not a lot of people have this. Actually no one on this Earth has what we have Cameron! My love for you is so intense, so strong, so ambitious that I can't even put into words the meaning of how I feel for you. So yah, it's been a tough road getting here, but as long as the end result is the same, I'd do it all a million times over." I feel Cameron's warm lips connect with mine. He pushes against me, moving over in my lap so that his legs poke out of the holes in the back of the chair. I feel his arms wrap around my back, and pull me tighter to his chest. His tongue isn't trying to get into my mouth, my tongue isn't trying to get into his. We aren't kissing because we're horny, were kissing because we love each other. He slowly pulls away from the kiss, his warm lips resting centimeters away as he leans his forehead against mine.

"I wish I could have recorded that baby boy." he says smiling. "You literally just by the simple, heartfelt speech made all the pain in me go away. All those times I felt alone without you are gone." He stops talking and I see his eyes moving all around my face. He makes eye contact. "Look at me." he says smiling, moving his hands from behind my back, to my cheeks, holding my face still as he stares into my eyes. "You did it Shawn."

"Did what?" I ask confused.

"You have successfully fixed me."

"I don't know what you mean?" I say smiling.

"It's hard to explain but I'll try. Look....well when..... it all started.... ugh." he says, trying to figure out what he's trying to say. "Ok. When I first met you Shawn I was this 15 year old kid who knew nothing about the world or what it had to offer. As we became friends everything changed. The world wasn't just a place anymore, it was.... it was like a gift. I had been given the gift of getting to be around you. Then one day I realized that I liked you more than what I thought was possible, but secretly always knew I would. I was scared Shawn and I didn't know what to do, and you, you came in and you literally caught me when I fell for you. Do you remember that night in the hotel when we were playing truth or dare?"

"Of course I remember." I say smiling. "I gotta see you run around naked." I smile again thinking back to that moment.

-----------------"Cameron truth or dare?" I questioned. Hoping to God he would pick dare.

"Dare."

I thought for a moment and the smiled. "Ok, I dare you to run up and down the hallway twice." I paused for affect. "Naked." He stood up smiling. He pulled off his shirt, and in one swift motion moved his pants and boxers down to his ankles. His 9 inch dick swayed back and forth as he kicked off his pants and underwear. I had never seen something that turned me on more in my life. He was clean shaven, just like Nash, but Cameron's dick had a greater affect on me. I put my hands over my bulge, to cover up my growing boner. Nash and I followed him to the door. His ass turned me on more than his dick did. I craved to just shove my dick into his tight virgin ass. I would tear him apart. I reached out my hand and smacked his plump right cheek. He turned around, smiling, blushing, and winking at me all at the same time. Nash and I watched as he ran down the empty hallway going left first then passing us, and repeating the same thing. After doing this twice he came back to the room. He was out of breath, his chest heaving up and down, his abs showing the slightest bit of sweat. He went to walk into the door, and tripped on his own feet.

"Watch out!" I yelled, leaning down to catch him. I grabbed him by the arms, his whole body pushing against me. We crash into the floor, me taking most of the fall. I could feel his crotch pushing against my own. He looked up at me and smiled.-----------------

"You literally caught me when I fell. You have no idea how badly I wanted to show off in front of you and when you dared me to do that, it took all of the strength in my body not to get a boner." Cameron says smiling.

"Well what about our first date." I say laughing. "Remember?"

------------Cameron gets out of the car and makes his way over to my side. He opens my door. "Well thank you." I say slightly blushing. He grabs my hand and helps me out of his car. We walk into the restaurant.

"Reservations?" said the man at the counter.

"Um, I didn't make any reservations." says Cam. He looks so cute when he's worried.

"Well sorry but you will not be dining with us on this elegant night, there is a 10 day wait list. Call and make reservations, then try again." We walk away from the counter close to the entrance.

"Shawn, I'm sorry. I had no idea I had to make a reservation." He's looking at the ground disappointed with himself.

"Hey babe." I put both of my hands on his cheeks and force him to look up. "It's ok. Like I said, this place looks way to expensive anyways."

"Are you sure you're not disappointed with me?"

"Cam just you driving me here shows me that you put a lot of thought into it. I love you." He smiles. "And besides, I'm totally ok with some McDonalds or something." He laughs.

"Lets go." We get into his car and drive to the nearest McDonalds. We get two large fries and a 20 piece McNuggets.

"See, isn't this nice." I say as I'm shoving fries into my mouth.

"It kinda is." he says laughing. "I just kinda wanted to impress you tonight."

"Impress me?"

"Yah."

"Cameron you don't have to try and impress me. I'm in love with you. Everything you do impresses me. You've got my heart, and the best way to impress me is to be yourself." He's smiling.

"Shawn you're perfect." he says leaning over to kiss me. His lips taste like the fries we're eating.-----------

"Of course I remember." Cameron says fixing my bangs, moving them off of my forehead. "I tried to take you to a fancy restaurant and the whole plan blew up in my face.

"Did you still get me in bed afterwards?" I ask laughing.

"Shut up." he says. "That's not why I took you out."

"Oh yah, then why did you take me out?"

"Because you were so freaking hot. I needed to show you off to the world." he kisses my neck. "Claim you as mine."

"Not all of our memories are happy." I say. I lift the bottom of his shirt up, rubbing my hand over his scar. "Remember when you got this?" I look at the scar that I'm so used to now. It used to be so strange to me, but now it's just a part of him.

"Of course I remember." he says.

--------------It's so strange because it's as if the whole world slowed down. I saw the gun flash as the bullet began to leave the chamber. Slowing going towards Shawn. I slide over, feeling a pain in my upper left chest. I run at Josh, knocking him to the ground. I hit the ground and everything starts to look fuzzy. I see Shawn grab the gun and start firing at Josh. One bullet. Two bullet. Three bullet. Four bullets. The gun is empty. Shawn squats down beside me.

"Cameron it's gonna be ok."

"Shawn.. I" I try to talk. Pain fills my body. I look down and see blood pouring from my chest. Shawn's hands are trying to cover up the wound.

"Don't talk Cameron. Shhh." He's crying. I look over and see Josh's body. It's not moving, and blood is pouring out all over the bathroom floor.

"I love you Shawn." I manage out. All I hear is my heartbeat. Then that sound goes away and everything goes black. The last thing I saw was Shawn's beautiful face.------------------

"That was horrible." Cameron says, opening his eyes.

"You did get a pretty sexy scar from it though." I say smiling. "I've never been so scared." I add. I move my hands across his stomach to his back, under his shirt, and pull him down into a hug.

"Well what about the time you proposed to me and I said no." he says smiling.

"Shut up." I say rolling my eyes.

------------Did he say he can't marry me? Woah. I let go of his hands and stand up. "Shawn no listen." He was smiling. "Stay right here." He ran off into the apartment. I can't believe he said no. Why doesn't he want to marry me? I sit down, trying to catch my breath. What if he doesn't love me the same way I love him? I rest my chin in my palm, looking out into the city lights. I felt tears building in my eyes. You cannot cry Shawn. Cameron walked back out. "Shawn?" I looked over at him. "Oh babe, don't cry come here." He pulls me up into a hug. I hug him back. I'm really crying now.

"Why don't you want to marry me Cameron?"

"Shawn shhh. Just listen." He sits my me back down in the chair. He's standing down on one knee in front of me. "Shawn I'm sorry that I said no to your proposal. It was probably the hardest thing I've ever done. But I want you to know I love you more than anything else in this world. You're the first thing I think about when I wake up, and the last thing I think about when I go to bed. When something exciting happens, your the first person I wanna tell because I love how you listen to me and how you listen to what I have to say. When I feel like the lowest a person can you feel, you can magically swoop in and lift me up. You're the most incredible man I've ever met in my life. You're so beautiful, and adorable, and sexy. And I know without a doubt that I want to be with you for the rest of my life." I was crying now because of what he said. I was slightly confused though because he said no to me. "Shawn Peter Raul Mendes," he reaches into his pocket and pulls out a ring box. No way! "I know I said no to you but please consider this. Would you do me the highest honor of marrying me?" My heart was pumping so fast now. My hands were covering my mouth. I can't believe this. I try to say 'yes' but can't manage to get one out through my tears. So I just nod my head. "Wooooohhhh!" Cameron yells. I fall down onto my knees in front of him. He pulls me into a hug kissing me. I can't believe he proposed. He stands up, bringing me up with him. He holds onto my hand while yelling over the balcony. "You hear that world, me and Shawn are getting married. WE'RE GETTING MARRIED!!!" He yells. He turns over, holding my face in his hands and kisses me.-----------------------11

"You were so sad at first."

"Yah cause I thought you didn't wanna marry me!" I say laughing.

"Of course I'd wanna marry you." he says, kissing my forehead. "Who wouldn't wanna marry a stud like Shawn Peter Raul Mendes."

"-Dallas." I add, correcting my last name.

"Mendes-Dallas." he says rolling his eyes. "I still don't see why your name got to go first." he says smiling.

"Because yours got to go last." I smile. He pulls me into another hug again.

"You don't even remember when you first woke up in the hospital do you."

"I remember it a little bit." I say.

"That was one of the scariest moments of my life Shawny." He kisses my lips.

---------"Are you ok Cameron?" I asked him. He looked at me like I had died.

"I'm absolutely perfect now." he said, bringing my hand up to his face. He rubbed his nose on it smiling. "I just can't believe you're awake. I knew you'd wake up. I just knew it."

"What'd you mean?"

"Oh gosh. I forgot." he said standing up. "Do you even remember why you're in here?"

"Not really. But you all keep looking at me like I almost died." None of them say a word. "Did I almost die?"

"Look what's the last thing you remember after we left Nash's house that night we announced to everyone our engagement?"

"I remember plugging in my phone and starting a song and almost falling asleep." I stop to think. "That's all I remember. What happened?"

"Well a drunk semi driver wrecked into our car."

"Oh my God." I said, covering my mouth. "Babe are you ok?" I asked him.

"I'm fine now." I noticed he was wearing a hat.

"Why are you wearing a hat?" I question. It looked different on his head but kind of cute. It was a red ball cap.

"I knew you'd notice." he says smiling. He leans down. "Promise you won't think I'm ugly?" He looked sad.

"Cameron I would never think you look ugly." He slowly pulled off his hat and titled his head to the right. There was a large bald spot on his head and a scar ran down the middle of it. "What happend to you!" I screamed. I was worried for Cameron. I moved over so he could lay down with me.

"I busted my head open in the accident and had minor brain swelling. They had to cut my head open." He felt his bald spot. I pulled him into the bed, laying next to me. "I had two surgeries but I'm fine now. Its you who we're all worried about."

"Why are you worried about me?" I asked. Cameron started smiling. He was clearly trying to cover up his pain.

"You went into a coma Shawn and were put on life support. The doctors said the chances of you waking up were very slim." He swallows the lump in his throat. "Your parents said to give you 14 days after the accident and if you didn't wake up to pull the plug. I woke up 8 days afterwards and I called your parents and flipped out. I exploded on your mother and she allowed the doctors one more day for you." He was crying now. "They would have unplugged you yesterday and you would've died." He said crying more. He saved my life, again. He pulled me tightly to him. "I told everyone you were going to wake up. No one believed you would except me. They were going to unplug you in 5 or 6 hours. For a while I thought I might lose you today Shawn." He was crying badly now. He was holding me tightly in his arms. I loved how it felt to be in his arms. I hated all the tears though. "I've never been more scared in my life Shawn."

"Cameron I love you so much." Is all I could say. I felt tears rolling down my own face.

"I love you too Shawny." He rested his head beside mine. His lips pressed a small kiss on the side of my head. "Never scare me like this again." he said, laughing through his tears. I stroke his head with my left hand. My finger runs lightly over the scar on his head.

"Does it hurt for me to touch it?" I asked.

"Not really." He said.

"We'll give you guys some alone time." Gina says standing up.

"You don't have to Gina." I say. She insists. Gina, Nash, and Sierra all leave the room to give us a moment alone.

"Were my parents seriously going to unplug me?" I asked him.

"They are definitely not invited to our wedding." Cameron said being fake mad. I can't believe my own parents were going to let me die.

"Are you ok Cameron. I couldn't imagine going through what you've been through. I'd be so freaking emotional right now. I would be depressed and heartbroken and..." Cameron kissed me on the lips. It felt so good when our lips touched. My body has missed his. "That's a nice way of telling me to be quiet." I say laughing.

"I don't want you to be quiet Shawn. I wanna here you talk for hours. I miss your sexy voice." he says smiling. I blush.

"Well if kind of hurts to talk right now."

"Then we don't have to talk right now."

"No I want to." I say.

"Fine. Shawn I want to get married as soon as possible. These past few days I've realized life is to short to wait for things. I wanna marry you. I wanna have kids with you. I wanna grow old with you." Cameron says, snuggling me into his shoulder.

"Aww." I reach down and feel his abs. I move my hand down to his v-line and the top of his pants.

"Shawn I'm sorry...." he says.

"What?" I say worriedly.

"I already talked to my doctor. I can't have sex for another 4-6 weeks." I make a pouty face.

"That's ok. It'll give us more time to just cuddle." I smile at him.

"You know when I thought I was about to lose you, the thing I wanted more than anything else to see was that beautiful smile of yours. I love your cute little dimples." I feel my face blushing and I'm smiling again.

"See. There they are." he says, poking two spots on my face. I grab a hold of Cameron's hand.

"I love you Cameron."

"I love you too Shawn."--------------------

"We've been through a lot of shit haven't we?" Cameron asks me.

"Yah, there's definitely been a lot." I hear Walter's cry in the distance. I make eye contact with Cameron and we both smile.

"It's your turn." he says smiling. I roll my eyes.

"Whatever." I say smiling. He gets off my lap and helps me up.

"Come with me?" I ask him smiling.

"Always." he says, grabbing my hand. I look down at our intertwined fingers. I look back up to a smiling Cameron.

"Always." I say in conformation. "Always."