Shawn's P.O.V.
I haven't been able to fall asleep yet. I lay here in Cameron's arms, watching him sleep. His chest raises and falls as he is restfully in slumber. Should I feel bad for everything I did? Did I mess up our relationship? Or is everything going to go back to normal now? I honestly don't care what happens just as long as I get to have Cameron.

*****

"I love you so much." I hear, as awareness takes over my body. I feel lips peck a kiss on my cheek. I open my eyes, smiling at Cameron. "I'm sorry baby." he says. "I didn't mean to wake you up." I snuggle into his arms.

"It's fine. I got to see your cute face." He smiles at me and pecks a small kiss on my lips. "We are going out tonight." he says, looking at me, his eyes darting all around my eyes.

"Oh we are?"

"Yes. I haven't went on a date with you in so long Shawn. I still can't believe we spent almost three months apart." he grabs a hold of my hand while saying this. "I should have never left you."

"Cameron you didn't leave me. You followed your dreams and I'm so happy you did. I can't wait to watch your movie babe." I say playfully hitting him. "We only broke up because of me. None of it was your fault." I say. That's how I feel now. If I had never 'cheated' on him, then none of this would have happened.

"Yah but-"

"But nothing Cameron. I'm done with you taking the blame with everything. This one was my fault." He just stopped talking. "Why are you looking at me like that?" I ask, smiling. His eyes are darting all over my face.

"I just have missed your face." he says sweetly. Awww. I blush, of course, and lay my head down on his chest.

"Tell me about your movie." I say. "What's it about?" He smiles at my question. I sit there and smile and listen as Cameron tells me all about his movie. I would say we laid there for a good 30 minutes talking about it. He told me his favorite parts, his favorite characters, almost everything about it. I loved it.

"Well I can't wait to see it." I say smiling.

"You hungry?" he asks. "I can make us some food."

"You're gonna cook?" I ask laughing.

"Well Shawn when I had no one to cook for me I had to teach myself."

"Of you're serious." I say laughing. He gets up out of bed with his back to me. "Oh come on baby, I was just kidding." I jump out of bed following him. "Babe I was just kidding." I say. I don't know if he's actually mad or not. I turn him around, us standing in the middle of the living room. "Look at me. I'm sure you're a fantastic cook. And I can't wait to try your food." I say smiling. He just smiles and pecks a small kiss on my lips.

"We really need to clean this apartment." he says laughing.

"I've kinda let myself go." I say scratching the back of my head. I haven't actually realized how dirty this place is until now. Cameron walks over opening the blinds, sunlight pouring into the rooms. I am temporarily blinded but soon my eyes adjust.

"Well we should have it cleaned up in an hour." he says confidently. "First things first we're opening the patio and getting the trash out of here. Also, light some candles. The smell in here is horrible." he says. I just smile at him.

"Yes sir."

*****

"That wasn't that bad." I say, laying down on Cameron on the couch. He wraps his arms around me. We had just finished eating and cleaning. Cameron made us ham sandwiches.

"Maybe not for you lazy." he says poking my ribs.

"Hey I helped." I say laughing.

"I know. I was just kidding." he says. I snuggle closer to Cameron, purposely sticking my butt out to rub against him. I yawn, holding it out extremely loudly. "Damn." he says, as I feel his hands grab my ass.

"What?" I ask innocently. I look up at him. His eyes are lustfully looking toward my ass, and a sexy smile is stretched across his face.

"God have I missed this." he says as he puts his hands down my underwear, grabbing my bare ass in his hands. It feels so good to have him touch me like this.

"What have you missed?" I ask, still trying to sound innocent. I love when I can successfully tease him.

"Look at that ass." he says as his hands move up my sides and he slowly starts grinding into me.

"Oh, you've missed that?" I say smiling. I stick my ass out a little further into him. He bites his bottom lip and his eyes close as they roll into the back of his head. I feel his hands rubbing against my abs.

"Why do you have to be so damn sexy." he moans. Let's see how much I can tease him. I get up off the couch. He looks shocked at me as I walk to the bedroom.

"I'm feeling kinda tired. I think I'm gonna lay down." I say winking at him.

"God damn." I hear him whisper under his breath. I slowly shut the door and crawl into bed. My back is towards the door, laying in bed. I hear it open and shut back slowly. I feel weight push on his side of the bed, and an arm wrap around my chest.

"Hi baby." I say laughing. I feel him scoot closer to me, our bodies completely touching from chest to toe. He doesn't have a shirt on anymore. He begins to kiss my neck. "What are you doing?" I ask, cutely. "I said I'm tired." I say, smiling to myself.

"Sorry babe." he says embarrassed. Aww, he thinks I'm being serious. "I'm going to take a shower." he says. I roll over in bed moving my hands to his bulge. He has white Calvin Klein underwear on.

"I was just kidding babe." I say smiling.

"I know." he says winking and pulling me closer. He actually tricked me into caving. Oh well. He connects our lips, and his hands try at my sweatpants.

"Well you're moving fast." I say smiling.

"I can't help it Shawn. I haven't had sex in over 3 months baby." he says attaching our lips again.

"Well I haven't either." I say laughing. He kisses me again.

"Yah but I gave you a blowie a few weeks ago." he says kissing me again. I smile into the kiss at his response. He's not wrong; before we 'broke up' he did give me a blow job. And my God did it feel so good.

"You want me to return the favor?" I ask sexily, rolling on top of him. He smiles at me. I begin to suck and kiss on his neck. A moan escapes his lips. I continue down his body to his right nipple. I lick it and softly bite it.

"Oom baby." he moans. I lick down the rest of his chest to his underwear line. I slowly pull them down, revealing the piece of Cameron I haven't seen in so long.

"Damn." I say, observing how big he really is. "It seems like every time I see you, you get bigger." I say smiling. I wrap my lips around the tip of his length. A small moan escapes his lips. I slowly begin to move my head up and down, taking him further and further down my throat. I look up at his face. Once again his eyes have rolled into the back of his head and his mouth is open, loud moans escaping from his lips. I love pleasuring my Cameron. After a few minutes I deep throat him, my lips brushing against his v-line. "I'm gonna cum." he moans out. I look up into his eyes and he smiles at me, as he begins to release in my mouth. He shoots all the way down my throat. I keep my mouth attached until he's mostly done cumming. I pull away, jerking him off, and licking the rest of the cum off of his tip. He smiles at me and pulls me up, so that we are laying level with each other. "That felt so good baby boy." he whispers in my ear.

"I liked it too." I say back. He wraps his hands around my waist pulling me onto of him.

"You know I love you so much right." I blush at him. "I really do. More than anything else in this world." He kisses my forehead.

"That's just your post sex talk." I say smiling. He leans down close to my ear.

"We haven't had sex yet baby." he says, biting my earlobe. I bite my bottom lip.

"You're not wrong." I say connecting our lips. I feel him start to grind my hips onto him. He's got both of his hands on my hips, moving them up and down on himself. He begins to pull my sweatpants down, along with my underwear. I push up off of him so he can slide them down, and I kick them off with my feet.

"I'm gonna have to stretch you baby boy." he says. I smile at him and turn my body around so I was lying down on him, but my ass was near his head and my head near his feet. I feel something wet and soft start to move around my hole.

"That feels good babe." I moan out. He sticks his tongue all the way into my hole, moving it all around. I feel his tongue leave my entrance and a finger push in almost immediately afterwards. "Babe." I moan out. It's been so long since I've had anal.

"You like that?" he asks, as he adds another finger. I moan in return and I hear him laugh. He adds a third finger, loosening me up as much as he can. "You really are so tight." he says in amazement.

"Well we haven't done anything in over 3 months." I say laughing.

"Here, move. I wanna try this position." he says sexily.

"What is it?" I ask curiously. He moves me so that I'm laying down on my chest. My face is in the pillows.

"Just the basic gay sex position. I'm just gonna lay down on top of you." he says smiling.

"We've done this before." I say, my neck turned, so I'm facing him.

"Yah but not like the whole time. I don't know. It's just turning me on thinking about it." he says smiling.

"Good." I say. "Be gentle, like I've said it's been awhile."

"It's like our first time all over again." he says smiling. He reaches down, holding my hand. "I'll be gentle baby." I turn my neck back around, bringing my hands up near my head. I feel his tip at my entrance. He slowly pushes in, coming to a stop within a few seconds.

"Oh." I say. This hurts so badly. I feel like I can't breathe. He had to be all the way in now. He has to be.

"I'm half way in baby. Do you need me to wait a second." Damn.

"Yah." I manage out. My face is scrunched up in pain. I feel him start to rub my back.

"It's ok, we can go as slow as you need to baby." After a few seconds I tell him to go further. "I'm all the way in baby."

"Don't move." I cry out. I feel the tears welling up in my eyes.

"It's ok baby." he says, laying down on me, his lips right beside my ear. "I love you." he says.

"I love you too." I manage out through the tears.

"Do you want me to start?" he asks cutely. He's so cute when he's horny.

"Yes." I say. I don't think I'm totally ready but I'm about to find out. I feel him slide out of my hole and back in, each time getting more and more forceful. "Babe...... oh babe." I moan out.

"You like that?" he asks. He pushes up off of me. I turn around to see a sexy looking Cameron, neck bent down so he's looking down at my ass as he rams into me.

"Yes daddy." I moan out. I haven't called him daddy in so long. "Faster I scream." The feeling of joy I'm experiencing is so intense.

"You're not gonna be able to walk tomorrow." he says, picking up speed. I feel him pull all the way out to his tip and shove back into me.

"Fuck." I yell. "Faster daddy ! Faster!" I feel Cameron start to go faster into my ass than I've ever felt him go before. The sound of him hitting my skin making a very loud clapping sound, turns me on. He lays back down on top of me. He starts kissing my neck, still thrusting into my ass. "Cameron..." I moan.

"I'm about to cum baby boy." he says sexily.

"Cum inside me daddy." I moan out. I feel him smile against my neck. Within a few seconds I feel him start to fill my hole. The warm liquid sends me over the edge, making me cum all over the bed. After a few more thrust he pulls out, laying down right next to me.

"That.... was...... incredible." he says through heavy breathes. I crawl over into his naked embrace. He smiles down at me and kisses my lips. "I love you so fucking much Shawn." he says.

"I love you too Cameron."

"No Shawn, like I really love you. Like I'm obsessed. I'm never letting you go." he says smiling and wrapping his arms completely around me, and pulling me up onto his chest.

"You're gonna have to let go now so we can both go take showers."

"What do you mean?" he asks.

"I had cum all over my chest." I say laughing. "Now look at you." He let's go of his hold on me and I push up a little, strings of cum attaching his chest to mine. He then looks over at the sheet too.

"Ok Shawny. You go start the shower and I'll go put these sheets in the washer." He kisses my lips again. "We can take a bath when we're done showering." He get up off the bed, starting to take the sheet off. I walk to the bathroom, turning the shower on.

"Are we still going out tonight?" I yell out to him.

"Of course!" he yells back. I step into the shower, starting to rub myself off. After a few minutes I feel two arms wrap around me from behind.

"Hi baby." I say laughing. I feel him kiss the back of my neck. He pulls me tightly into a hug.

"I love you." he whispers into my ear.

"I love you too Cameron." I say, while he holds me tightly in his naked and wet embrace. My husband is the only person that can make me feel this way; so happy and in love, all at the same time.