Shawn's P.O.V.
I look out at all of my fans as they are walking away. I slowly put the microphone back onto its stand. Sweat trails down my back as the concert is now over. I only have one more performance and then I can go home. Well I guess I can't really call it home if Cameron isn't going to be there. Who knows, maybe he will be. Who am I kidding though? Wouldn't I act the same exact way if Cameron cheated on me? I look off to left stage and see a grinning Nevada running up towards me. I haven't seen her at my past few shows. "Shawn!!" she says excitedly.

"Hey Nevada." I say half-heartedly. No one knows about Cameron and I breaking up besides the two of us and Nash. I haven't had the balls to talk to Nevada about what happened that night. I also really miss Tara. I've tried calling her several times and she won't answer; just like Cameron. Two amazing people I've lost in my life because of the mistake I made with Nevada.

"What's wrong?" she asks.

"Nothing." I say smiling, as I lower down the microphone stand. I really don't wanna talk to her about Cam and I breaking up. I don't want her to feel like it's all her fault then go out and say awful things about me in the news.

"Come on Shawn. Just tell me."

"It's nothing." I say sadly. I honestly do not wanna talk about it. I know I'll cry. I almost cry just thinking about Cameron.

"Well fine then. I have some good news. So my boyfriend and I-"

"Boyfriend?" I yell loudly knocking over the microphone stand.

"Yes." She says confused and smiling. "Is there a problem?"

"No. Just like how long have you guys been dating?"

"About a year now. Anyways he's coming to visit me and I can't wait. Last time we saw each other was about two weeks ago. We didn't really have that much time to catch up if you know what I mean." I just stare at Nevada. How is she ok with just cheating on her boyfriend. And wasn't two weeks ago when we hooked up?

"How are you guys still dating?"

"What do you mean?" she asks confused.

"Does he not know about what happened between me and you?" I ask. It was the first time that I had ever made reference to when we hooked up.

"Shawn that was nothing. Derrick's not gonna care about that." I look at her astonished.

"How can you say that? If you truly loved him then you wouldn't have cheated on him."

"Shawn I merely think sharing a drunk kiss or two is cheating."

"What?" I ask confused.

"Well it's not like he's never drunk kissed anyone. We've been apart for a while and I think he's gonna understand me messing up one time."

"But hooking up isn't just sharing a drunk kiss." I say shell shocked.

"Shawn, you and I never hooked up. I honestly have no idea what you're talking about. After I left your hotel that morning Derrick picked me up and we had sex. But not you and me." she says, as if I'm stupid.

"Then why did I wake up next to you naked in bed?"

"You don't remember?" she says laughing. "We were looking up truth or dare questions online and your dare was to take off all your clothes."

"Ok, well that doesn't explain why we were both sleeping in the same bed together."

"Shawn we just passed out on the couch bed."

"So wait a minute! You're actually telling me that you and I never had sex."

"We never had sex Shawn." she says laughing. "Why?"

"Oh my God. I've gotta go." I say. I turn around to start running and she grabs my arm turning me around.

"Wait, so you thought we actually had sex?"

"Yes!" I scream.

"Well I mean it's possible but I don't remember that happening between us." This stops me in my tracks.

"So we could have?"

"Shawn we didn't. Even in a drunk state you would never have sex with a girl." she says laughing. "And you're a great singer and all but I love my Derrick." How was it possible I'd never heard of her Derrick.

"I've gotta go." I say.

"Where to?"

"To my baby."

"Where is Cameron?"

"He went back to L.A.! I thought I cheated on him with you Nevada!" She covers her mouth with her hands in response.

"Oh my God Shawn."

"Yah he broke up with me."

"How'd you brake up? You mean divorce?"

"It's a long story Nevada. I'll tell you all about it after I get to L.A." I turn around beginning to walk away.

"You still have one last performance in two days." she yells.

"I'm gonna have to cancel it. This time I'm putting Cameron before my music." I beginning sprinting as I run away from the stage. My fans are going to be disappointed but I'm sorry, I have to leave. I'm going home tonight. I'm going home to save my Cameron.

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Pick up Nash, pick up Nash. Damnit. I'm currently standing in the airport at my terminal. My flight is getting ready to board and I need to talk to Nash. I've called Cameron a million times but he won't answer. Nash is starting to join his trend.  I sit down. How am I going to explain this to Cameron? Is he even actually going to believe me? I didn't cheat on him like he thought. Nevada said we shared a drunk kiss or two but I don't even remember them. You know, I'm sorry if I made a small mistake. However I'm not going to let it cost my entire relationship with Cameron. No ones every going to be able to fill the hole in my heart left by him.

*****

I can't wait to see Cameron. I bet he's going to be so freaking sad when I first come in. After I explain everything he's bound to wanna be with me again right? Like I said, I know I made a mistake but I don't wanna lose him because of it. I knock on the apartment door. I don't have my key, of course. I wait about a minute and there's no response. He must be asleep. I go to the parking lot and find the fake rock that Cameron and I bought that's actually a little thing to keep your spare key in. I get they key and go back to the apartment. I slide open the door. Here it goes. I'm greeted by a very dark looking apartment. I flip on the lights and notice several different objects are missing here and there. I soon realize that there's a pattern in everything that's missing. It's all Cameron's. His stuff is actually all gone. I look in the bedroom: none of his clothes are in the closet. None in the drawers. Does this mean he actually left me? I walk back into the kitchen, setting my bags down and I see something on the fridge. As I get closer I see that it's a note. I take off the magnet holding it in place, and unfold the note. I noticed that there seems to be tried tear stains on the paper.

Dear Shawn,
Words cannot describe the pain that you have caused me. I know I wasn't the perfect person but I honestly tried my best. I gave 110% of myself to you and I'm sorry that it wasn't enough. You were my everything and now you've left me. As you may or may not have noticed I've collected all my things and have moved out. This is probably the last time you're ever going to hear from me. I love you Shawn and I will always love you. But I cannot forgive you for what you did. You made me feel so small and worthless inside to the point that I contemplated suicide. I honestly did. That's how truly crazy you made me. As I'm sitting here writing this I realize you probably don't care what's going on inside my head. I realize that you probably haven't cared about me in so long. It just hurts to know that I wasn't enough. Don't try to call me because I won't answer. I'm getting a new phone and please don't try to contact me. I've realized that while I love you, you being in my life hurts me more than it helps.!You have no idea how hard it is for me to write this Shawn. It hurts so fucking bad. But if you honestly love me, don't come after me. Leave me alone. Let me move on. Let me be happy. Who knows how long it's gonna take me to get over you? Maybe I never will. Maybe I'll just live my whole life never again feeling love with another human being. I'm sorry that I wasn't enough for you Shawn. Because you were always enough for me.
Love,
Cameron Alexander Dallas

I set the letter down on the bar as more and more tears begin to flow out of my eyes. In this moment I realized that if I truly love Cameron, then I'm going to have to let him go.
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Hey guys! What'd you think?! I know I presented you with a lot of information tonight so if you're confused in any way, say it right here. I will answer any question you have pertaining to this chapter or any chapter before. So were you guys surprised that Shawn didn't cheat on Cameron? Or do you still think he did? Also what was your response to Cameron's letter?!? It was so heartbreaking to write. I love all of you and I can't wait for tomorrow. Until then✌️