Cameron's P.O.V.
It's been a little more than a week and I don't know if I can go any longer without seeing Shawn. It's been 9 days and I haven't touched my Shawny. One does not know how strongly they love someone until they spend time without them. Everything I say, everything I do, everything just makes me think about him. It probably doesn't help that I haven't made that many friends.  It feels so weird waking up at night not cuddled up next to my Shawny. I miss holding him close, and comforting him when he woke up in the middle of the night, sweat all over his body, and completely terrified from a nightmare he had had. I could just rub his arm or his tummy or his back and tell him that it was going to be ok, that it was all just a dream. I wander who comforted him when he had nightmares now. I just left the filming site and am heading to the apartment I'm staying in while I'm here. I need to text Shawn. Last night was he first performance and he was in Glasgow. Tonight he's performing in Manchester. I doubt he's awake. I look at my time. It's 7:33pm. Which means it's 8:33am where he is at. He might be awake.

(Shawn is constantly going to be at different time zones than Cameron, so just trust me on the time differences. I'm actually using Shawn's real tour destinations for the next three months in this story. So just trust my math it's all good. Now back to the story.)

Cameron: Hey Shawny! How'd you do last night?!? I wish I could be with you rn😫💜 And if I wake you up I'm sorry. I just love you sooooo much🙈💜
7:33

Shawn: Cameron💜. It was so incredible. It was so much fun. This tour is just so amazing😁
7:34

Cameron: I'm so happy that you're happy Shawn☺️ I was just thinking about you😏
7:35

Shawn: What about me?😏
7:35

Cameron: I think you know😉
7:36

Shawn opened the message. It's been a few minutes and he hasn't texted back. I wonder if he got busy or something. Maybe he just lost connection. The driver pulls into the parking lot of my apartment. They actually pay a guy to drive me to and from work everyday. That's awesome! I can also make him take me places and it doesn't cost me any money! I walk into the apartment. The first thing I think about is Shawn. I think about Shawn because I know that if this was our apartment and I just got home from work he would have offered me dinner. And I am starving! I have a few groceries here. I'll make a PB&J; simple enough. As I'm making the sandwich my phone starts vibrating. I pull it out and see that I'm getting a FaceTime from Shawn. Yay! I swipe over answering it.

"Cameron can you here me?" The video quality and audio actually look and sounded really good.

"Shawn. I miss you." I say making a sad face.

"Ugh! You're so freaking cute Cameron." He looks so damn fine on FaceTime. I propped the phone up on the cabinet and continue making my sandwich. "So what are you doing babe?" he asks smiling.

"Making dinner."

"Ohh. What're you having?"

"Peanut butter and jelly samich." (He says samich not sandwich lol)

"Aww. Why don't you make something more like a dinner food?" he asks sadly.

"Shawn, have you ever seen me cook a day in my life?"

"No." he says kind of laughing.

"Besides this is just fine. It'll be enough." I look at his adorable face. Shawn is making funny faces, with the camera so close that his face takes up the whole screen. I take my phone and start screen-shooting his face."What are you doing right now?" I ask.

(Ok can you imagine how freaking awesome it would be to be face timing Shawn, and him be like so in love with you and like wanting to know how you are. Just saying!😂🙈 Ok back to the story.)

"A whole bunch of nothing. That's kinda why I FaceTimed you."

"Oh yah? Why's that?" I pick up my sandwich, walking to the couch.

"Well I don't know. From your texts I just, I thought." He stopped talking and was blushing. I just noticed he's shirtless, and it looks like he's laying in a bed, alone. Is my Shawny horny? I set my plate, on the table.

"Is my Shawny horny?" I whisper and say cutely.

"Well I mean I thought you were and I kinda woke up with morning wood."

"Let me see." I say biting my bottom lip.

"Cameron!?" Shawn says laughing.

"I'm being serious Shawn." I say cutely.

"No I mean yes but like that's weird. I've never like done anything like this."

"You want me to show you mine first?" I ask seductively. He blushes and smiles. "Are you alone right now baby boy?"

"Yes." he says a little to quickly. He's definitely horny right now.

"I'm setting the phone down, I'll be right back." I say smiling.

"Ok." I set the phone down on the couch and unbuckle my pants. I take them off, along with my shirt. Actually, I think I'm gonna do this in the bed. I grab my phone and walk to the bedroom. I lay down, covering myself up. I'm still wearing my underwear.

"You still there?" I ask.

"Yup." he says smiling.

"You ready baby boy?" He nods his head. I pull up the blanket, exposing my lower half. I switch the camera so he can see it. I lower my hand down to my underwear. "You want me to take these off?" I say seductively. I grab my bulge, stroking it softly. I see Shawn swallow a lump in his throat. He's so horny.

"Yes." he says.

"I didn't hear you." I say seductively.

"Yes daddy, take them off." he yells. He's biting his bottom lip and his eyes are starting to roll into the back of his head.

"Is Shawn touching himself?" I ask as a slide my underwear down. "Is baby boy touching himself thinking about daddy?" I lower them all the way, kicking them off. I grab my length, starting to slowly jerk it off. It felt so good to do this. I haven't been touched by anything since Shawn and I last had sex.

"This is so hot." Shawn says.

"Let me see yours now." I say cutely. He smiles, and flips his camera around. Shawn is completely naked laying in bed. He has no covers on and his legs are spread apart, and he's stroking his cock.

"You like what you see?" he asks seductively.

"It's so damn sexy." I say. We both just sit here, jerking off to the image of the other.

"Cameron I'm about to cum." He whines.

"Let me see your face then." He nearly drops the phone trying to turn the camera around. His face comes into focus again, beads of sweat all over his forehead.

"Cameron your so fucking sexy." he whines out. I felt the feeling in my stomach.

"I'm about to cum Shawny." I moan. His face looks so damn fine. I feel myself start to release, cum shooting really far out. Like a foot into the air. Shawn moans at the sight and his eyes roll into head. He's clearly cumming. His face makes this high feel so much better. I continue stroking till the cum stops pouring out.

"That was so freaking hot Cameron." Shawn says. He's breathing heavy.

"I know." Cum is all over my sheets. I'll have to get new ones. "I need to clean up." I say smiling.

"Me too."

"Ok I'm setting my phone down but I'll be right back."

"Same." he agrees. I put my phone down on the beside table and begin taking the sheet off. After finally getting it off I ball it up and take it to the dirty clothes. I come back and pick up my phone laying back in bed. My body is craving something in this bed. I can't put my finger on what it is. I reach my arms out. That's when I realize what I'm craving isn't a something but someone: Shawn. My body craves holding him in my arms.

"Baby." I say into my phone.

"I'm here." he says. He looks sad.

"I wanna hold you." I say out loud. "My body misses you. I'm so used to just holding you in my arms."

"That's exactly what I was just thinking. I miss you holding me so much right now." I look at his sad face. I put a smile on.

"Don't be sad baby boy. Remember that today is just another day closer to the day we finally get to see each other." He smiles at this. He gets closer to the camera.

"I love you so much Cameron." I just smiled back. "Goodnight baby."

"Have a good day and if anything bad happens just text me. I don't care what time it is here." He blushes. "And I love you too." He puts his lips right in front of the camera. His lips look so damn kissable. He starts blowing a bunch of kisses. He pulls away and I just look at him.

"What are you looking at?" he asks laughing. I notice his eyes looking all around the room and not just the camera. His lazy eye looked so adorable.

"I was just looking at an angel." I say. I blow a kiss at the camera. "Now go get ready, you've got a busy day ahead of yourself." I say. He smiles and I wave at the camera. Then I end the FaceTime.