I held the bok in my hands jus staring at it, amazed. But why had it been here and why was it left here? Why did my mother not bring it back home to Asia? I was about to get my answer.

Today was a special day for me. My sister and I (May Silver), found a new territory to settle. No pack, no other dangers, just peaceful. I think that ths is were I will live when I am old enough to sneak away from the pack.

Today I ran. I ran for hours on end. The wind in my fur and the trees filled with color flash past me in a beautiful array of lights and sounds. I have been wanting to se May for years now and I finally get the chance. But something is not right. I feel like I am being watched from the trees.

I was right as normal. Rouges came out of the woods and kidnapped me. I don't know were I am or why. I want to get home to see my baby. Shadow had gotten so big so fast and I believe is bound to be the next Luna of out pack. But only time will tell if I am right and If I can even get out.

The fighting has been going on for weeks it feels. My life is slowly draining away. I have become numb to have to take other lives. Is that what they want? To see blood or is there something else going on here?

I fear that this will be my last time in the ring. I have almost no energy left and all my wounds are infected with silver. I think this will be the tie for me to part with this world. I wish I could see the face of my mate and my daughter one last time. May must be worried sick about me. I do hope that she will be able to live to find this. For she means more than the world to me.

The writing stops. Tears threaten to spill. I hug the journal close to myself. The last letter from my mother and the last words she ever spoke. I feel anger and sadness clash within me. My heart feels heavy and I drop my head to it shadows my eyes. Wait did she say her sister was... May Silver?! I know that other people are named May in this world but my brain jumps to conclusions like that. If the May she was talking about is really who I think it is then that means... that Raven and I are... Cousins?!

I practically jump out of my skin and I for sure hit my head on the ceiling. Blake gives me this 'what the hell s wrong with you?' face. I shake myself, crossing '

and uncrossing my eyes to focus again.

"Well that was interesting... Whats up?" Blake asks.

"Rave and I are... What? Why? How? What?" I say repeating myself putting a hand onto the side of my head.

"You and Raven are...?" He says prompting me.

"Cousins!" I whisper and start to sway from side to side.

"What! How did you-" He is so rudely cut off my someone clearing their throat behind us. At first I want to believe that it it Raven but the voice that follows is to deep to be her.

"Time to go." I turn around to see someone standing behind us. Blake stutters and back up slightly. Almost afraid of him.

"Who are you!?" I yell at him but Blake puts a hand on my shoulder and shakes his head and I close my mouth before I can say what I am really thinking. Laughing he walks away and guards surround us. I growl in warning but they cold not care less. Roping my hands behind my back and leading me through the doors an out into the hall.

"Hey let go of me!" I say struggling against my bindings. Again no effect. I growl lowly and let them drag me up to a gate were my hand are untied and I am left alone. Finally the door is lifted and I walk out into the arena where I see other wolves standing as well. All have blood thirsty eyes. I get into a fighting stance and get ready for the bell. People above me are shouting. I throw a strand of hair out of my face as I hear the bell. This was going to be a blood bath and I was going to enjoy every second of it.

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I was down to the last person as we circled each other I saw the move she as about to make. Ducking quickly as her fist flys to were my head should have been. I upper cut her stomach and knock the wind out of her. She fell to the floor and I kneeled down next to her. Twisting and breaking her neck. I got up thinking I was finished but none of the doors opened up so I could leave. Why they were doing this I had no clue. I looked over at the sound of the door across from me being lifted. At first I couldn't see who it was. She stepped out into the light and it is the person I least expect.