AN- Woop woop, Dabi ga kita. Btw, I miss you all. T-T

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At the park,
Nighttime...

Dabi's POV

I was walking down the silent street alone, trying to clear my mind from what I saw yesterday. It hurt my heart so much.

But it was also my fault too for leaving her heartbroken like that...

Why did I come here, of all places? Izuku's neighbourhood...

My mind would not stop thinking about Izuku and that man -- her new boyfriend. It saddened me so much that she did not wait for me first.

I kept walking and walking aimlessly until I arrived at the park I usually hung out with Izu. That was when, I saw my ex, on her knees crying profusely. I could hear her loud sobbings from this distance.

What is she crying about? Did something happen between her and her new lover?

My heart broke into milion pieces after seeing her crystal tears flowing down her flushed red cheeks. I instinctively and quietly made my way toward the crying greenette.

I finally stood behind Izuku, being as quiet as humanly possible. I took a deep, long breath and exhaled it after that, my navy blue irises locked on the teengae green girl in front of me.

“Izu...”

My croaky voice uttered her name sadly, grasping her attention, ceasing her sorrowful cries. She nervously looked at behind her and as expected, she was surprised to see me, standing behind her after almost a year I disappeared from her life.

“Dabi...?”

Her teary emerald eyes shot wide open. Izuku immediately got up from her current position and stared at me in total disbelief. No more word left her soft lips, the lips I missed to much to merge them with mine.

It was a complete, heavy, awkward silence between us.

What shall I say now? Apologize to her?

I placed my palm on the back of my neck, smiling sheepishly at my ex-girlfriend to lighten up the mood. "Hey, nice to--"

“What are you doing here?”

Izuku's husky, deep yet still feminine voice hit with me surprise. I built up my courage and looked at her straight in the eyes.Her eyes, they were not the usual glimmering irises anymore. They lose their shine, and all I could see was nothing but darkness and hatred filling in her eyes. Her bright freckled face darkened with despair.

I gulped down my saliva and boldly took a step closer to her. "Izuku, I--"

"Shut up! Don't say any more word!" She yelled furiously at me, the tears flooding her eyes leaked out even more. My heart pang with sadness at her words.

"Izuku, please listen to me first!" I begged, reaching out my hand to hold her hand as I stepped much closer to her now. She backed away from me everytime I was close to her. "Stay away! Don't get close to me!!" She cried out loudly.

Why is she crying actually? I don't understand...

Like I thought, something must have happened between her and her new lover.

"Izu, take a deep breath and calm down. I just want to talk to you." I said in calmness to make sure she was comfortable with me. "There is nothing more for you to say! Why did you come back, NOW?!" she hollered from the very top of her lungs.

I stopped walking toward Izuku when she said that. I stared at her sadly as I clenched my palms into firm fists. "Izuku, I... I... Have never intended to leave you... At all..." I told her calmly even though my heart was aching. Seeing her hating on me so much really hit me hard.

Izuku looked down on the ground, her body trembled heavily. I got nearer to her and held her soft hand in my bigger one. She gasped lowly but did not protest my doing.

"I have always loved you, always... I don't blame you for hating me. But please... Give me a second chance. Let's have a fresh restart together, Izuku. Please... Let me enter your heart again." I whispered sadly into her ear.

Izuku's hand that I was holding kept shaking violently. I could hear her teeth grinding against each other. She tried to retract her hands from my hold but I tightened my hold to make sure she stayed. "Why... Did you choose to appear now? After you left me, and now him too... I hate you... I hate you..." She painfully croaked out her feelings. The way she said that sounded like she really hated me but her body language, told me something else. She slowly buried her face in my chest and cried her heart out. Her tears drenched my white shirt but I didn't care. I hugged her protectively in my arms.

"It is okay... You can cry all you want... I'm here for you..." I whispered and rubbed circle on her small back. Izuku began clutching on my shirt firmly. "He didn't love me at all... He lied to me... He lied... I'm stupid to trust him... I'm such an idiot!!! It hurts! My heart hurt so much!!" She screamed, feeling extremely broken inside.

"...and now, you appeared in front of me again... Why... Just why...? Why are you being so cruel to me back then, Dabi? Why did  you leave me...?" Izuku asked me in desperation.

"Because I want to protect you. I was very messed up back then, Izu. I can't stay with you with my condition like that. That is why, I left you... Though I didn't want to." I told her with gentle voice, trying to win back her trust...

And her feelings...

Midoriya's POV

Why... Why did Dabi return to me now...?

I don't even know how to react!

To be honest, deep down inside, I miss Dabi and I love Tenko too...

But now, Tenko left me... Too. Without any reason. Like Dabi did before...

Honestly, his actions were really suspicious a few weeks before we confessed. He was being very busy with his 'works' and tried to avoid me as many times as possible. Soon, he confessed to me too and I thought I could finally love again.

But I can't. He mysteriously just broke our relationship with a piece of paper, after only one day we are together!

I don't want to believe these negative thoughts that crossed my mind... I really don't want to believe it... After piecing all the pieces together... There is only one thing came into my mind...

Tenko was the hands villain who attacked U.S.J. today...

It seems obvious, but I don't want to believe... Though half of me believed it... I...

It hurts me, it hurts me because all this time I'm loving a villain! A villain who tried to kill my mentor!

Is he only using me...? Using me to murder All Might? Did he know about my relationship with All Might? That is why he decided to get closer to me?

  
After hearing Dabi's reason for leaving me, I remained silent. I was torn whether to trust him or not. But his voice tone sounded like he was being sincere.

Should I accept him back...?

B-but what if he leaves me again? What if he is only pretending so that he can hurt my feelings again? Maybe he just waits for a good timing and breaks my heart again...

"Izu..." Dabi whispered into my ear. His voice was the only thing that rang in my mind before too, around the time I was still broken after he left me.

Before, I had always hoped he would return to my side.

Beforex I always hoped we would be together again.

And now he is here, hugging me to comfort me.

So why, right now...

I was still hesitating to accept him back?

Why am I doubting his sincerity?

I gritted my teeth and clutched on his shirt tightly. I didn't want to let him go anymore.

I really do want him to come back to me.

Yes, I said before I don't love him anymore.

But it was all my imagination.

I still love Dabi! I still love him! From the very bottom of my heart!

But I also fell in love with Tenko...

My feelings... Just what's wrong with my emotions and feelings?!

This is so confusing!

Am I in love with Dabi... Or Tenko...?

I sobbed in his warm embrace. "Dabi..." I called him out and he hummed. I looked up to him and gazed into his sapphire blue eyes.

I... I can't trust Tenko anymore. He is a villain... Who had been using me all this time...

I... Can't love him anymore...

Tears flowed down my cheeks faster when Dabi's gentle gaze met mine. "Don't leave me..." I begged desperately to him. "Don't leave me ever again!!" My arms quickly wrapped around his torso to embrace him. This warmth I missed so much... Finally returned to me.

Dabi gladly embraced me back affectionately. "Stay with me... Always..."

"I will, Izu, I will... So please..." Dabi let me go and cupped my cheeks, brushing his cold slender fingers againts my skin to wipe my tears away.

“Let me prove my love to you...”

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AN- How long had it been since I last update? And sorry for Izuku being very OOC. Simply put, Izuku didn't even know how she truly feels right now. She is confusedn to the core.

And for the last part, I will leave to your amazing imagination on what is happening behind those last words I bolded in the last sentence. :D