ShaRa came closer
Later that day
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Raqsh slept as everyone left. Raqesh came in the room and make him sleep comfartable on shamita's bed, keeping pillows aside for his safety.
He came out and saw shamita was in the living room.
All the flashes came in front of his eyes where shamita confessed that she took all the pain and birthed raqsh on raqesh's birthday just to give him the best gift ever.
Raqesh was feeling extremely happy and so he went and hugged shamita from behind. He held her cozily encircling his arms around her and putting his head on her shoulders.
He was hugging her tight with his eyes closed and got a little romantic to which shamita got weak on her knees for a moment.
But soon a voice echoed in her mind where she promised to shilpa 'We are only together for raqsh munki and there is nothing between us..we are just co parenting him and thats it.'
She with a heavy heart took a step ahead making raqesh pull his hands back.
Shamita - ....I....i am sorry raqesh...
Raqesh get back in reality and felt awkward.
He took few steps back and said -
'I..I am so sorry shamita.....I didn't want to make you feel awkward...I am sorry...' he turned to move back to his room
Shamita turned and stopped him and said. ..
Shamita : Look raqesh.....main kabhi nahi chahti thi ki ye sachai tumhare samne aaye...and you feel that you are special in my life...
Main nahi chahti thi ki tumhe pta chale that raqsh is born on your birthday....
Haan shayad kiya tha maine ye tumhare liye...because uss waqt maybe I was not completely over you ......I still loved you....and hoping for you....to be in my life....but...
But jab raqsh paida hua....he changed my life...he is now the only special person in my life and I need no one else.
Sorry ki ye sach iss tarah tumhare samne aaya and I don't want you to feel ki...ki main tumhe
aaj bhj pyaar karti hu...(she said looking at ground)
I have moved on Raqesh. For me you're just my son' father and that's it...or koi rishta nahi hai humara.
This broke raqesh's heart. To somewhere he knew this fact but heairng it from her just broke him to the core.
He came closer and held her by shoulders...
Raqesh - So you are saying that you don't love me ?
Shamita (not meeting his eye) - No
Raqesh : Then why are you looking down...? Say this looking into my eyes ..?
Shamita - Tumhe kyu janna hai raqesh....why does it matter to you....tum toh yaha sirf raqsh se milne aaye the right....
Raqesh - Yes...I was here for my son.....but now I want to know that whether you still love me or not....?
Shamita - No...I told you already....
Raqesh - Look into my eyes and say...he asked shacking her shoulders and pulling her more closer
Shamita took a lot of strength and looked straight into his eyes and said...
Shamita : NO......I don't love you Raqesh Bapat.
And that just broke raqesh' heart into thousands pieces. His hands left shamita's shoulders....and a lone tear fell from his eyes...
He took a few seconds to gulp down this and make way with this reality.
He then took a turn and said...
Raqesh - Fine.....thank you for makin this clear for me shamita....Now I will also stick to the fact that I am....JUST your son' s father...and no one else.
He said turning his back to her...and started moving back to his room..but he stop and said....
Raqesh - And ya one more thing.....SORRY for that KISS.....It was my MISTAKE and I apologise for that..... I thought there was still something between us....but I was wrong... sorry i'will not repeat that again. And once again thank you for giving me the best gift of my life shamita......main tumhara ye EHSAAN.... kabhi nahi bhulunga.....I owe you this.
he said and walked back to his room.
Shamita was taken aback. His words pinched her like a pin. Forgetting everything she thought 'Did he just referred my gift , my love for him as a...as a FAVOR ?'
She went back to her room and sat on her bed.
She looked at raqsh , he was sleeping peacefully. She tried to sleep but sleep was far from her eyes. She was getting restless.
And that's it, she just got up and went to raqesh's room.
Raqesh was standing on the window side...looking out at the sky, when shamita came and pulled him holding his collar...
Shamita : How daree you say that haan....
Raqesh was in a shock. His eyes widen at her sudden angry avataar..
Raqesh : woah...what happen...?
Shamita started hitting him on his chest and pushing him..
Shamita : How dare you consider my love as a FAVOR raqesh.....I bloody took all the pain to birth your child and you think it's my ehsaan. You can't see my love haan...you can't see how much I beared for YOUU......she kept hitting him and removing all unknown anger on him.
Raqesh - one minute one minute....tumhi ne to kaha that you didn't do this for me.....tum nahi chahti mai special feel kru ye sochke ki ye tumne ye mere liye kiya....
Shamita : Yes I said...that's because I don't want you to think that I still love you.....because I Don't...
Raqesh - Yes I heard you....I know you don't love me....baar baar bolne ki zarurat nhi hai ....it hurts...
Shamita (anger) - Hurt haan....tumhe kya lagta hai sirf tumhe hurt hota hai....or jo tum baatein bol jaate ho uska kyaa....did you even realise how you hurt people with your words....she kept hitting him and pushing him back
Raqesh was confused with her behaviour. He stopped her , held her hand and looked in her eyes 'Ek second , maine kya kaha hai aisa that you are so angry?'
Shamita : See this is your problem...you don't realise what you do.....HOW CAN YOU SAY sorry for the kiss which was so special for me...Kabhi emotions dikhate ho or kabhi unhi emotions ko itna chote bana dete ho ki uski value khatam ho jaaye......ek insaan ke emotions ki koi value hai tumhe.......Maine itna kuch Kiya tumhare liye.....I let you meet raqsh...I gave him your name...I gave birth to him on your birthday.....I make you part of his growing up......and for all this you never showed me love.....or aaj jab when you finally showed love and kissed me....suddenly you consider that as a MISTAKE ? How could youuuu....
She was kept on blabbering and her each word was making no sense but making raqesh smile...
Because shamita's words were not matching with her actions. Whatever she said outside to him was actually a lie and whatever she is saying now is a TRUTH.
She said she don't love him was a LIE.....and now she saying that that kiss was special for her is a TRUTH.
She saying that she don't want anything between them was a LIE......and she feeling bad that he said sorry for kiss is a TRUTH.
Raqesh was smiling and smiling when she was burning in anger.
She was blabbering and blabbering and was looking extremely hot in anger.....raqesh just pulled her with a jerk and took her into another kiss to stop her from speaking.
That kiss was deep. Shamita got shocked again..her eyes were wide open...
Raqesh was kissing her passionately and pulling her closer and closer.
He was lost so into the moment that he held her up and pushed her onto his bed , hovered over her and kept kissing her deeply.
The air got hot around them.
Shamita got lost in that kiss and didn't realise what happen next.
Raqesh broke the kiss, he removed his shirt and kissed her back with more passion.
Shamita went weak on her knees. She don't want to remember anything and wanted to dive into this moment of love and passion.
Raqesh's one hand was searching for shamita's dress strap and he removed it in a second. Kissing her down her body he slowly removed her entire dress and took her into his embrace.
He kept kissing every inch of her body while shamita was diving into the world of pleasure.
They made love and slept into each other's embrace. It was the best night that they never imagined can happen again in their life.
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Morning 5:30 am !
Raqesh was sleeping with shamita's head on his bare chest and they both covered in a single white quilt. There was complete bliss & peace visible on their faces.
Soon a noice ringed in their ears. Raqesh looked irritated, he turned to other side, covered his ears with pillow and ignored the noise.
But dhamita woke up with a jerk hearing that noise as she is aware that it's raqsh ...and she looked at the side table. The Baby monitor was blinking and it has noise of raqsh's cries which they can hear from the baby monitor.
She knew raqsh is up and he need his feed.
She patted raqesh' s chest...
Shamita : Raqeshh......raqesh...
Raqesh - hmmm......he turned towards her, took her into his arms and slept back...
Shamita - utho raqesh.....raqsh is crying....please get him from my room na....
Raqesh moved in sleep - 'Shamita...please you go naa...I am very sleepy'
Shamita - Raqesh please.....I can't go I am not in a position to go...please go naaa.....
Raqesh got up with sleepy half-closed eyes. He finally gave up and went in the room next door.
His eyes opened fully when he saw raqsh crying in his cot.
Raqesh - Ohhh nai nai mera bachaa...rote nahi hai.....dadda is here...ajaa...ajaaa.....
he picked him up and caressed his back...but he was crying more n more . Raqesh took him to shamita.
Shamita sat on the bed.....she covered her body with the quilt knotted at her back and loving looked at raqesh bringing raqsh inside the room.
Shamita smiled and extended her hands 'Awwwwwlee my baby.....come....'
Raqesh came, he sat next to her and handed raqsh in her arms....
Shamita gently held him and tightly hugged him in her embrace....'Mera bachaa'....muma is so sorry baby......nahi nahi rote nahi hai.....I know you are hungry ......'
She played with him for a moment and then she started feeding him.
And for the first time raqesh witnessed shamita feeding his son. He looked and that moment was a bliss. It was priceless to watch how special & pure this bond is.
He was half seated next to shamita while his head rested against the head board.
Shamita was adoring raqsh as he was taking his feed....and slowing dozing back to sleep.
Raqesh was also silently adoring this moment.
Soon raqsh was done with his feed and he slept in shamita's arms.
Shamita looked at how cute he looks when he does that.... sleeping right after the feed.
She casually planted a kiss on his forehead and adjusted the quilt back on her upper body.
Shamita unknowingly kept her head back on raqesh's chest and raqesh with his big arms around her , took her closer into his arms.
Raqsh slept in shamita's arm, while shamita also closed her eyes. Raqesh smiled and soon he also took another nap as they all were sleeping.
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After an hour , raqsh woke up and he started crying which made both of them awake.
Shamita : aww bass bass baby...muma is here...muma is here......dont cryyy....
Raqesh who also got up ,took raqsh in his hands and said...
Raqesh - No baby.....Even dadda is here...why are you crying haann.....do you want to play....khelna hai aapko ......
Raqesh was talking to him and slowly he started smiling and giggling.
Shamita smiled adoring hai bonding with raqshesh.
They looked like a beautiful family for the first time. Raqsh is their world who brought them together in such a way that even if they try, they can ever be separated now.
Shamita looked at raqesh, and she felt alot of love. Raqesh looked even more adorable when he plays as a father. He just melts shamita's heart.
Shamita lovingly held raqesh's arm and kept her head on his shoulder, while watching raqsh play.
Raqesh smiled & he planted a kiss on shamita's head.
Suddenly raqsh started weeping to which raqesh and shamita looked at him in surprise....as he suddenly wanted to go to shamita now, he extende bis hands for her to pick him.
Shamita took him and places him tucked him to her chest.....'Awiiiee my baby....kya hua apko....mumma ke paas ana thaa haan... mera bacha loves me sooo muchhh.....'she got so happy that she shower him with dozens of kisses and raqsh again sstarted giggling.
Raqesh looked at him in awe as he knew what happened....
Raqesh : Hmmm......now I know kyu sab bolte hai ki ye bacha pura mujhpe hi gya hai....coz he doesn't like sharing his love with anyone...
Shamita looked at him in confusion..
Raqesh - Haan dekho na ise....the moment I kissed you, he got jealous and wanted togo to you
Shamita (laughed) - hahahha chalo at least someone loves me this much.
Raqesh looked at her....'Oh really, so I dont love you....haan...? Or kal raat ko jo love barsaaya hai maine....uska kya ?
Shamita started blushing...her cheeks got red.
Raqesh passed a teasing smile. He moved closer and locked her lips into a kiss. The kiss was soft and smooth.
Raqsh was looking at what is happening , he started waving his hands up pushed his little hand up and broke that moment of his parents....
Raqesh got shocked : Arewww Raqsh thats not fair baby...you had your kisses from mumma na....now it's dadda's turn....
And he continue kissinh her on her cheeks, neck....he snuggled deep in her neck to which shamita was blushing and smiling equally.
Shamita - stop raqesh....didn't you have enough last night.....
Raqesh snuggled more and didn't bother her say
Shamita was blushing....and raqesh was kissing her more and more. Shamita' hands were full as he was holding raqsh, so she was not able to stop him.
Raqesh got more turned on, and he slowly started to remove the quilt from her body...
Shamita - Stop Stop Stop raqesh....(shamita started resisting) what are you doin...raqsh is here...stop...
Raqesh - Glad raqsh is here baby....he will keep you busy while I can....
That made shamita blush harder.
She was resisting only when there was a knock on the door and raqesh made an irritated face. Shamita laughed hard.
Shamita : hahah...now go and see.....
Raqesh got up, and he went and opened the door halfway
Sudha -Bhaiya vo raqsh baba ki massage ka time ho gya .....vo didi ke room me nahi hai.....aapke paas hai kya ?
Raqesh nodded 'Hmm, wait I just bring him'
Raqesh came back.....'Chalo raqsh it's time for your massage'
He took raqsh from shamita, planted along kiss on his cheeks and handed him to his nanny.
Raqesh closed the door and came back
Raqesh (teasingly) - Raqsh will be occupied for an hour now baby.....Sooooo How about a round 2?
Shamita blushed....'Shut up, there will be no round 2.....you go out, I need to change and get ready.
Raqesh - Haan to why will I go out...
You get ready, who is stopping you ?
Shamita - Raqesh.....plzzz...she signalled her as she can't move around the room naked, when he is here.
Raqesh passes teasing smile. But then he listened and left the room to give her privacy.
That's how their life changes in one day. Their lost love has found its way back in their life. They still don't know the name of the relation but whatever it is , they are happy with it for now.
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