I blink and my smile drops a bit. Bailey looks down, knowing my thoughts in this situation.
"You okay?" He asks me.
I snap out of my thoughts and smile falsely at him. "I'm fine. Mind joining us?" I ask him, gesturing to the table, instantly regretting it. He very simply smiles and shakes his head no. "Sorry but I'm actually here with my girlfriend." He smiles and motions over to a tall, tan girl with long, silky brown hair, big green eyes, and a very structured figure.
"Her name is Laurencia. She's from Afghanistan."
I blink, still smiling "L-Laurencia as in.. the best known model and the prime minister of Afghanistan..?"
He nods "I don't know how I ended up so lucky. I love her so much."
Bailey sighs and I just smile wider. "Well I'm so happy for you. I hope you two have a wonderful time together."
He nods and goes back to her.
I watch as he smiles lovingly at her and she just glares at me with an evil smirk. She then grabs his face and kisses her, not breaking eye contact with me.
I couldn't take it anymore. So I didn't. I ran. I ran out of restaurant in dry tears. I didn't know where I was running but I just ran. My vision getting blurry behind my tears and I feel the cold air rush through my face.

After a few minutes of running I noticed I stopped at a certain dorm room. Noah Soto. My friend since kindergarten.
Seeing as according to law I have no gender, I'm allowed in all dorms. I knock on his door and he answers with a sleepy face. He rubs his eyes "Whaaaat"
Tears are still rolling down my face. He looks at me and his eyes widen as he frowns.
"Mac... What's wrong? Come in." He gestures for me to enter and I do just that. He serves me a cup of coffee as we sit on his bed. I cry softly as I explain to him the situation.
He only responds with a sigh and puts his coffee down, hugging me the best he can.
I lean into him and cry into his chest and he rubs circles on my back as I cry.

Life through a bullet at me. But all it caused was a shattered smile.