I stand in front of her as it rains. The wind blowing at my waist length hair. She's in tears as my face is only soaked in the drops of rain. Tears at the brim of my eyes but I can't seem to cry. She shakes her head as she looks at me.

"I thought you were a good person... I guess I was wrong."

I open my mouth and nothing comes out. Tears refuse to fall yet my face is flushed red. "I'm sorry" is the only words I manage to out come.

She sighs and steps away from me. She's about to walk away but before she does, she says 3 words that just crushed me.

"You hurt me."

The tears finally decide to fall as she walks away. Her brown hair flowing behind her and she disappears. It's broad daylight yet all I can see is the darkness she left me in. She's gone. And it's my fault.

I shoot up in my bed, breathing heavily. Nightmare. The same one I've had since the 12th grade. Junior year of high school. I sit in my dorm room as Bailey looks up at me from the small kitchen we have.
"Nightmares?" She asks softly. I nod and cry softly.
She frowns and hugs me. "You've had the same dreams since highschool, Mac. You need to move on..." She pets my short, mint and purple meshed hair that resembles a man's hair style.
"I can't... I still love her.."
Bailey shakes her head. "We're in college now, Mac... She's moved on. You deserve to be happy too."

It was my fault. She's happy. But no with me. Because of me. I fucked up.