Trigger warning

You sat on the bathroom floor sobbing, blood trickiling down your wrist. You couldn't take it, you could not imagine your Morgan with Andrew. Why did all the fans want it? Why didn't they want you and Morgan together. You were tired of the tweets saying to dump Morgan or vise versa. You love Morgan so much you we're so sad and jealous, she knew this and consoled you telling you its not true but you didn't know who to believe. You cut your wrist for the sixth time, starting to feel light headed your eyesight starting to become blurry. You hear what sounds like a banging on the door, you see a blurry figure barge in. It looks like Morgan, you smile at her sadly before starting to fall over and pass out. Morgan screams for help from Shane or Ryland they rush in screaming at your unconscious body, Shane calling 911 and Morgan held you crying into your bloddy shirt.

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You woke up at the hospital three hours later your arm completely bandaged. You look over to see your girlfriend a sleep in the uncomfortable hospital chair.

"Morgan?" You say loud enough for her to wake up, she gasps when she sees you awake. She cries running over to you hugging you placing kisses all over your face.

"Im sorry, this is all my fault. I should of stoped them" he sobs into your shirt you start crying as you hold her close to you.

"Im sorry too. I- I just didn't know what to do." You say sadly and she kisses you sweetly. After your conversation and you two calmed down and a nurse vist you were clear go to home but you had to stop at the pharmacy. You were prescribed an antidepressant and antipsychotic drug, as you were diagnosed with PTSD from your near suicide and hate from people. You sat quietly in the car as Morgan drives you back home, aka Shane's house.

"I don't wanna lose you. You love me right, not him?" You ask randomly feeling panicky. Morgan grabs your hand kissing it sweetly.

"You will not lose me. I don't love Andrew the way I love you baby" Morgan says pulling in to the drive way. You just nod as Morgan helps you out of the car, she leads you inside where you are attacked by hugs and I love yous. You smile softly placing the bag of medication on the table everyone talks about how they want to help you. You pretend to listen, you just wanted to lay down with Morgan. So that's exactly what you did, after everyone was done talking you went over to Morgan grabbing her hand and pulling her to her room and laying on the bed.

"Cuddle with me" you mumble and she just nods getting in the bed with you. She wraps her arms around you pulling her close to her. You snuggle her feeling sad and ashamed. She just rubbed your back holding you close as you fell asleep with the feeling of knowing you will no longer get hate and that she will always be your girl.

A/N: I'm sorry this is so bad :( flowersiwicki