Insecure s.d
Request for Im_Thicc
Something was off, and Shane knew it. You were being shy around him, you weren't changing in front of him, you never ate junk food around him anymore, and you would only wear baggy clothes. You have been together for 2 years, why were you being like this? Shane wished he knew why, he wanted to ask but he didn't want to seem pushy. It was a Friday night and you were in the bathroom for awhile now, Shane was working on a video when he started to worry. He got up and knocked on the master bathroom they shared.
"Babe? You okay in there?" He asks, you were pulling on your sweatpants when he asked.
"Yeah babe, just getting dressed." You reply and Shane furrows his eyebrows.
"Why didn't you change out here?" He asks and you just stay silent pretending you didn't hear him. You throw your dirty clothes in the hamper before opening the door, Shane was sitting on the bed now looking at you sadly, almost like he was about to cry.
"We need to talk..." Shane says patting a spot next to you on the bed. You get a bit nervous but you nod and sit next to him.
"What's wrong baby" you ask grabbing his hand and Shane shakes his head.
"I should be asking you the same thing. Why are you like... Hiding from me? You won't take showers with me anymore, you won't change in front of me anymore, you'll only wear baggy stuff, Y/N we haven't had sex in almost 3 months. Are you over me or something?" Shane says his voice cracking at the end. You gather in his words and sniffle before you start full on sobbing, Shane was taken back. He felt bad, he shouldn't of said anything but that was too late. You were sobbing and began to shake, you got off the bed and stumbled to the bathroom but Shane followed you, almost about to cry as well. You looked at Shane in defeat before dropping on the floor in front of the bathroom and began shaking your breathing was heavy, you were having an anxiety attack. Shane felt so bad and got on the floor with you pulling you into his lap wrapping his arms around you.
"I'm so ugly....I'm fat...I hate me" you say sadly in between sobs. Shane's heart breaks at your words, you were the prettiest person Shane's ever seen, he loved you so much. He has never seen you so distressed in all your years of dating.
"Baby no you're not" he says trying to calm you down, he was rubbing your back and rocking you back in forth. You shook in his arms clinging on to him.
"just take deep breaths honey. Its okay, I'm right here." Shane says imitating deep breaths and you start to copy feeling yourself calm down tremendously. You and Shane just held eachother as your sobs became sniffles.
"You're so beautiful, I'm lucky to have you. I love all of you, your tummy, your eyes, your hair, your stretch marks. Hey I have them too baby. You're every thing I've ever wanted, I feel so sad when you won't change around me or anything. I miss you" Shane says and you blush and nod feeling bad for making Shane feel sad.
"I'm sorry, I've just felt so low the last few months. I didn't wanna bother you with my problem, but I know you do care and you would of helped me." you say and Shane nods and kisses your lips.
"Thank you Shane, I love you." You mumble your forehead pressed against his and he smiles pecking your lips.
"Anytime, I love you so much." He says wrapping his arms around you before helping you up and in bed so you could cuddle. You felt so much better knowing Shane loved you for you.
A/N: sorry for being a shity author, I'm really depressed 😧
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