How does shame feel?
It might feel like all eyes are on you. You are filled with paranoid thoughts. "Everyone is mad at you", "it's your fault, why don't you feel worse?", "Everyone would be better off if you were not a part of this team", "You fucked it up, again", "Why are you even in this class?" "Now he'll hate you forever" "Oh, don't even try to make up for that grade. It's gone".
You know they're paranoid and he probably doesn't even care and the teacher already forgot and probably no one actually gives a fuck about you anyway, but you can't help feeling the pressure in your chest. The overwhelming certainty that you failed, you fucked up, that this is your fault. That at least if you had teamed up with your friends they would understand, but this guy who probably already firgot your name now thinks you're a lazy fuck. Well done, you turned a neutral relationship into a terrible first impression and he'll probably sit somewhere else on Monday.
And you think you might have an anxiety attack but you're not sure if the nausea is coming from there or from from the absolute disgust you feel toward yourself right now. You hate your brain for being ill and you hate yourself because for a high IQ you're really fucking lame.
"That's just me"
"Ugh, it's the same thing"
"I'm too tired of this"
"I'm tired of forgetting"
"I'm tired of snapping"
"I'm tired of crying"
"I'm just too fucking tired"
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...I just want to go home.