how do I feel whole again
how do I fill the empty in my heart

you dont deserve this
you dont deserve my bullshit

I get overwhelmed
I get sad

why dont I know how to handle this
why cant I hold on to something good

so I turn my back
so I let you fall

how do I tell you I made a mistake
how do I turn around and fix this mess

you hold me so gentle
you listen so well

i dont know how to handle it
i dont know what to do

why is it so terrifying
why am I so scared to feel

so I hope you'll let me fix it
so I hope you'll forgive me and you'll be mine

...🖤