All of these thoughts are spinning and swirling digging in deep in cracks and crevasses twisting the blade until I just drop dead pushing and clawing at every inch of my being pulling and shoving and ripping my flesh freezing emotions and burning my skin bloody my knuckles and darken my mind empty my stomache and fill up my eyes leave me with bruises and scars to many times loosen my grip on the people I love hold on to pain it's what I deserve intoxicate me and leave me breathless gasping for air and getting poison blur my vision and push me down kick me while I'm on the ground pull me up and push me around stick me with needles from head to toe I can't breathe but it's alright I figure it out but I won't fight.

Then leave me there

No air to breathe

Nowhere to go

No will to leave

You know you've won

Your sick sick game

Cause there's nothing left here for me

Just a bloody corpse
Of
The
Girl
I
Used
To
Be

...🖤