am I poison?

and I the needle on the spinning wheel?

am I burning you?

am I luring you back for more?

am i selfish to keep you?

or would i hurt you more to let go?

is my presence salt in the wound?

cause you've said that you'd wait but I just cant tell

if holding you close is worse for us both

I dont want to let you go
but what we were wasnt right.

if maybe just for a time is this alright?

I want you here, your a part of my heart.

the thought of you seeing her
the way you see me
or holding her hand and kissing her lips

it's not my place
to feel like this
but I'll hold on

untill we're okay

...🖤