A digging at my skin.
A clawing at my mind.
No feeling within.
A begging to find.

Eyes stinging with tears.
But still none fall.
Feeling pain from past years.
And nothing at all.

Full of emotions.
Dull to the touch
Too much commotion.
Without feeling too much.

A broken heart.
A tethered soul.
No will to start.
No more control.

A rythmic beat.
A crushing pain.
A hope it will cease.
To pulse through my vain.

A lovely girl.
She once had been.
But monsters came.
Came from within . . .🖤