I want to get over it all

Over the fact that your gone

Over the fact that it was my fault

Over the lies I was told

Over the fact that you did nothing wrong

Over the fact that I need to figure it out

Over the fact that I can't be sad forget

Over the fact that I'm better than this

Over the fact that sadness isn't an option

Over the year

Over the pictures

Over your smile

But mostly

.

I need time.

I need to be able to have some negativity

I need to get over my toxic positivity

...🖤