The scariest part of it is that at one point It didn't matter.
At one point death didn't seem so far off.
At one point I didnt care.
At one point one voice spoke up.
At one point they said I needed to stop.
At one point they cared.
At one point.... I was deep enough to drown.
At that point you wouldn't let me.

The craziest thing is that I wanted it so badly.
And now I don't.
Now I thank you with every aching, world hating, society cursing fiber of my being!

Thank you for seeing what no one else saw.

At one point you became my life line.
...🖤