I wan to feel your touch on my skin
Or is it the longing for who I've once been

I used to be everything that you wanted

I used to be someone you loved

What have I become

I'm trying. I really am. I promise.
I want to be happy. I'm not doing this on purpose. But it's so hard. to be happy. When the person you want to see you most. Doesn't seem to care. If. I. Was. Dead.

I don't want to feel

Cause feeling nothing.
Would be better.
Than feeling everything at once.

...🖤