You made me feel special
You made me forget
But all you did was cause more pain
Because I should've remembered your past.
Every word you say feels like gasoline poured over my bare skin
And every fake apology feels like you're dropping a match and watching me burn alive.
When you look at me,
Your eyes pierce my soul
And my heart beat grows faster..
I should've known,
But I didn't,
I let you use me.
You've been doing it for years
And years
To any innocent you found that you could break.
We were like porcelain china
And you were a child with a hammer and no regard for breaking things.
I was a new pair of shoes
And you were a dog, eagerly looking for some attention.
So you chewed me up and spit me out,
Leaving me for someone else to find,
Just like you did to everyone else.
Every touch was like the sun shining, with the perfect temperature,
But your actions were like a storm that cane through and ruined what we had.
I'll learn to accept next time
That everyone just wants to use me.