Do you ever speak
But the voice isn't yours?
Like you can't believe you're the one who just spoke.
Or you can feel your heartbeat,
But there's no way that you're the one creating it.
It's impossible.
Because nothing is real.
Because you're an outside viewer of your own life.

Do you ever space out and not realize what was going on?
Or look at yourself in the mirror,
Unrecognizable to yourself.

I feel like Im a robot
Like I'm not in control.
It doesn't feel real
And I sound crazy.

But this is the only way I could explain how I feel.