I finished my thoughts on those topics, by forcing my mind to close. Close from everything, and everyone else. I don't think anyone else would understand.. My feelings, they are.. Very hard to believe.. No one else should have to worry about me. I am me, and I have my own problems, just like the others.. But the others deserve their problems to be worried about. They deserve to know that they are not alone, that someone knows what they are going through.

Everyone deserves a chance to receive love, receive friendship, and true compassion to be known that they actually mean something to anyone else.. To have a purpose of living.. Well, except me.

My ears flickered, signalling a sound coming from Nebulas. This sound snapped me out of my thoughts, and back onto the Chimera.

"S-Shadow? What are you doing up?" Asked Nebulas, in a soft tone. I could tell that there was some sort of sorrow to her voice, like she could spill everything in one second. Just like a candle light flickering out in a thunderstorm, which ultimately lead to a blackout.

But this wasn't some sort of metaphor, it was exactly what it seemed like. Reality.

Though, reality didn't really apply to me, I just went with it.

Quietly, I picked myself off of my sitting position and halted myself through the comforting dark cave, over to the light of Nebulas.

I halted my energy to the ground, making myself sit down and prepare for emotions to come bursting through the door, and to attack.

For emotions, were always equipped with weapons.

I tilted my head in wonder to what Nebulas had to say.

I could tell she understood, and she was not really ready per say, to share her emotions. But she knew, they would come out anyway.