I sat in the bathroom during lunch while my phone blew up from the guys asking me where I was, I lied telling them I was getting help from a teacher the only person who didn’t believe me was Jon hence why I was hiding in the bathroom I saw him looking for me and ill be damned if he hasn’t checked every classroom by now.

I peeked out the door seeing the hallway clear so I quickly took off down it and out the main doors where the cold air hit me sending a chill over my body that I've become very used to, I started to make my way over to a tree out front where I found myself sitting down under it.

Everything with last night was running through my head and if Ohm has answers I want to know them but since out heated make out session last night and Jon catching me I'm pretty sure him and Tyler won't let me out of their sight since he just had to tell.

I touched the marks on my neck wishing things didn’t go that way and I respect Jon for waiting since I'm not ready for sex yet with all that’s going on or maybe that’s what I need right now, I groaned out grabbing my head in frustration.

I thought to myself I need to talk to Ohm I need to know what he meant and everything going on also who is my trainer maybe I could get Brock to teach me so I can learn skills I want to learn some that may help me.

I leaned back watching the birds fly around above me before taking off " Evan" I heard a stern whisper making me turn my head to be met with pink eyes " Hi" I whispered not caring to hide the emotions in my voice.

" What's wrong" he whispered sitting down beside me placing an arm over my shoulder " Jon didn’t go to far did he" Tyler asked like a protective mother while he stared at my neck " No he stopped when I asked him but Tyler what's my purpose for being here" I asked seeing his eyes turn to sadness.

" Well we never know why were here but that’s something we have to find in life" he said leaning his head on mine as I leaned into him as well " Would mom even be proud of me" I asked feel tears threaten to come out.

He turned pulling me into a full hug " You know she would be proud of you she always was" he whispered as the tears now streamed down my face with soft whimpers, I felt my heart breaking more and I couldn’t hold it back.

" Shhh let it out" Tyler whispered while I climbed into his lap and just let all the pain out because at this point I couldn’t hold it back anymore " Im here" he whispered again petting the back of my head while I used his shirt as a tissue.

" I have extra clothes don’t worry about it ok" he said while holding me closer to his body with his left arm while his right hand kept playing with my hair " Want to go home" he asked me after some time of sitting there and I slowly nodded my head.

" Then that’s what were doing" he said lifting me up to where I had to wrap my legs around his stomach while he carried me over to his truck opening the door and placing me inside I watched him rush around the truck getting inside and once he shut the door I laid down placing my head on his lap.

He started the car and drove home with one hand on the wheel and the other in my hand since he knows that’s the most comforting thing anyone could do to me slowly started to feel tired.

We pulled into the house and he grabbed my shoulder lifting me up and onto himself as we tightly squeezed out of the truck and towards the house " Your lucky Im used to carrying you" he said with a chuckle making me smile for a moment then nuzzle into his chest.

We got inside and he laid us down on the couch while he put a movie on and kept the room very lightly light up to where it was dim in the room, I felt so bad knowing he has his own life but he is here taking care of me its also something I'm very grateful for to know I have him now and where I need him.

" Do you want to talk" he whispered looking into my eyes as he took my sunglasses off frowning once he saw my eyes, I buried my face into his chest and shook it no slightly hearing him hum while his hand slipped from his side to my back rubbing small circles on it and with his other hand yet again in my hair lightly.

" Just get some rest" he said placing his nose in my hair giving me his full attention and I listened to his calm heartbeat and with chest rise I fell into rhythm with him while my eye closed heavily taking me to hopefully a better place then I'm at right now.