I haven't been bothered all weekend and now it's time for school, I can feel the anger inside of me growing and it's not good I don't know what's going to happen when I snap.

I shut my locker with force " Whoa alright Evan we need to talk now I'm sick of this" Mana said standing beside me " Listen I really don't care I don't want to talk to people I want left alone is that hard for everyone to understand" I snapped out and I saw her face go red.

" You mother fucker" she said smacking me across the face, it took me a second and a smirk came to my face as I looked back at her, her eyes widened " Do it again" I said softly and she backed away as I clenched my fists.

" What to scared oh I'm sorry I thought you wanted to hit me" I said and scuffed as I walked away from her she looked terrified of me and I could feel the anger this happens more often and its worse when im hit
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I stormed into the bathroom looking in the mirror as I heard the door open " O..." I started saying but I noticed it was Jon and he looked extremely pissed off " What do you want" I hissed out watching him lock the door and walk over to me fast.

" Going to hit me also" I smirked out, he moved quickly grabbing my shoulders and ripping me into his chest I groaned out in pain, he was cold this was so soothing I haven't physically touched him in over a month and my god does this feel amazing.

I reached up grabbing his shoulder pulling his body closer to me while I nuzzled my head into the crook of his neck, I heard his heart pounding hard against his chest but the longer we stayed like this it started calming down.

I could feel the cold moving over my body calming down the burns that hurt so bad all the time, this was so soothing to me " Jon" I whispered out feeling my heart hurt as it started to beat faster not from fear but something else and it was an electrifying pain.

" Jon" I said again with tears threatening my eyes, he pulled me with him as he sat against the wall never letting go he pulled me onto his lap.

I hide my face on his shoulder while my arms wrapped around his neck holding him close to my body, he hugged me tighter and took a deep breath before putting his face against my shoulder making my heart beat faster.

Ive noticed since we didn't touch even a hand on the arm or something, we had been growing more angry both of us were cold and heartless, but damn right now I just want to melt into him because I missed this feeling it's like being addicted to something then forced not to touch it then your given a big amount.

My body was going crazy against his I missed the feeling of his skin on mine and right now all the pain is melting its gone all that's there is an overwhelming cold but the one I want to feel.

" I hate you" Jon whispered and I pulled back looking into his eyes " I hate how you left me" he said looking down taking a deep breath then looking back up " I let my pride get in my way so I didn't bother to talk to you plus you made it clear you di-didn't want me" he said with a voice crack.

I was searching his eyes as I felt my heart in pain I noticed just how hard I was being... how heartless I was towards everyone because of Ohm and this was a caring hurt, the hurt I had with Ohm was a worthless feeling.

" I'm done with it I saw you come home all scuffed up and I know you didn't fall Evan... y-you got hurt and I wasn't there" he said reaching up cradling my face " I don't know why but since you came around I've been changing... to my old self I was more friendly and I enjoyed waking up everyday coming to school I loved watching the attempts you made to talk to me I loved how determined you were" he said slowly removing my sunglasses and cradling my chin.

" When I found you in the woods you looked scared so I pushed myself aside and talked to you, the more we talked the more warm I felt in here" he said holding my hands to his chest " When I found you hurt I thought I was going to kill people because you looked like you gave up and I-I've been there it hurt me because I was used to the determined happy Evan that maybe Blue happy that made everyone around him happy" he said resting his forehead on my chest.

" After those burns you... you changed I saw it, you became heartless and I know your hiding something... something you need to tell someone because you went so-so heartless Evan I never thought you would be like that and I was hurt then you yelled at me and I was so mad I gave up" he said looking up at me with teary eyes.

" I saw Mana smack you, I saw how dead you looked inside and I couldn't take it anymore I hate you for doing this to me, for making me like this, I can't look at you like I do others, I saw how you looked at me before and I wanted that back I wanted you so I followed you in here in hopes of getting some type of body contact with you because when I do and see this look everything I have inside all my pain just goes away" he said rubbing his thumb on the side of my face.

I closed my eyes tilting my head against his hand it felt amazing, I didn't know he felt that way about me and it made me feel worse because he was my comfert and I was his but I hurt him that's something I can't stand doing my mom taught me better.

" Don't cry" Jon said and I opened my eyes staring into his they were calm so calm... " Jon" I whispered and I saw him staring into my eyes I leaned forward I don't know why but I wanted to I needed this I want this.
" Your dead" I heard Ohm's voice in my ears making me quickly push back, Jon looked hurt and confused " What" he asked softly and my heart started racing " Meet me tonight or I'll find them" I heard Ohm say and the tears started again.

I went to stand up and Jon grabbed my wrist " Evan wants wrong why are you scared" Jon asked and I could feel my breaths hurting " I-I" I stuttered out reaching for the door but he put an arm on it " Evan" he said worried but I looked up in panic grabbing my glasses from him " I have to Jon I have to go" I said forcing my way out the door as I took off down the hallway.

Everything was spinning and I was bursting into tears, I was scared again I was so calm and relaxed I forgot about everything I got lost in his touch and now everyone's in danger unless I...

I ran knowing what I had to do knowing everyone was going to be heart broken but I have to, I need to do this for them I hurt them far to much I can't let it go any further I'm doing this to keep them safe.