It's been a few weeks and things went back to normal or well how it was before, me and Jon don't talk we just kind of stare at each other from time to time, Mana talks to me here and there though she was a tough one she has meaning behind her words and it was tough to figure out but I'm more comfortable around her sassiness.

Dailly has been nothing but a sweetheart, Her and Tyler invite me to go places with them, we would walk around or they would pick on me I didn't mind it but something's been off with me, Blue and Luke invite us over and we go also Dailly is friends with Blue so they all talk then there's me in the back quietly watching.

I was too nervous to try and talk to Jon he just went back to being quiet I tried talking to him but it just didn't work so I left it at that and now I'm feeling more... empty inside I'm not sure what to call it.

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I was staring at the clock counting down till it would ring, I didn't feel like participating in Gym today its my last class and I just want to be alone I don't know why but I've been dozing off till night then I walk around it's the only thing calming me.

I caught eyes with Tyler and sighed he has been catching on to my mood but doesn't bug me to much he is giving me trust I won't make a stupid mistake again, I thought looking down seeing the scar across my wrist, im tan so most people don't notice it and I prefer it that way.

*DING* the bell rang and I walked out not bothering to talk to anyone as I made it to my locker I threw my stuff in not wanting to stop at the house today I was probably going to sit in the park or hell I don't know just somewhere.

I walked out the front doors with my hands in my pockets, my dark green shirt was tight but I haven't washed my clothes, I had light grey jeans on and black converse with my hair up messily.

" Ye ok" I heard someone say, I looked beside me and saw that Jack and Mark were walking beside me " Yeah I'm fine" I said looking back down at my feet " Ye don't look like it bud" he said placing an arm around my shoulders and pulling me to his side.

" You look like my dead cat" Mark said and I looked up seeing Jack elbow Mark " Would ye shut it" Jack warned " No it's ok thanks though" I said knowing Mark was trying to make a joke since I ot used to hearing their jokes from sitting in classes with them.

" So what's wrong" Jack asked me while keeping an arm around me, I noticed he started tensing up so I didn't move much and just looked around I saw Mana and Jon standing on the other side of the street talking, Mana was staring us down as if trying to blow us up, I looked to my side and saw Jack and Mark were extremely tense glaring back at them like they were going to break out into a war.

All of a sudden I felt a sharp pain in my chest, I gasp and grabbed it " Whoa ye ok what's wrong" Jack said as he stopped walking and stood in front of me, I was looking around trying to come up with a lie and that's when I caught Jons eyes he was yet again staring directly at me and the pain started going away.

" Um well I fell this morning and hit my chest, is sore still" I lied looking back at jack feeling the pain rising again, everything that's been going on is far to fucking weird for me!

" Ok well ye want to hang out we were going to go swimming" Jack said and I thought about it for a moment I didn't want to, I looked back over and saw that the two had left, I sighed " Sure why not" I said watching Jack and Marks faces light up.

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" You don't bruise easy do you" Mark said as they both watched me strip my shirt off " Nope I never really have" I answered walking into the water they gave me spear shorts so my clothes would be dry when I got out.

They were splashing each other and swimming around, I watched the two with a smile as I sat against a tree trunk that had grown into the small lake, they sure were a cute couple and come to think of it most the people around me are a couple or soon to be.

I felt more alone then something brushed my foot, I looked into the water not seeing anything but I wanted to know what it was so I slid off the tree and started swimming down I wasn't too worried since I had a record for holding my breath I taught myself how incase I would ever need it.

The water was like normal lakes hard to see through and yes I had my eyes open the water never bothered them when I got out anyways, the water was cold as I swam down.

I felt someone behind me and I turned around but saw nothing, then I heard the water russle behind me so I quickly turned and yet again nothing my heart started racing then I felt a hand on my shoulder and I turned quicker than before but saw nothing, being spooked I swam up to the surface " THERE YOU ARE" Mark yelled as they swam over to me.

" We though ye left or something" Jack said clearly worried " No I just went swimming I can hold my breath for a while" I said as we swam to the shore " Oh and why do you still have your glasses on" Mark asked me once we sat down and Jack pulled out some snacks.

I shrugged taking the sandwich " I like them I hate having them off" I said and Jack giggled " Ya like me bracelets" he said and I smirk his voice with that accent is something else " Oh god not another one" Mark said laughing.

I stared back out at the lake I felt like someone was watching me from under the water and I just couldn't figure it out, I think I'm losing my mind but hell who knows I always felt like since I was young maybe I'm just always paranoid.