I am but a shadow and you are light
In the middle of the vast land of Central City, our tragedy evolves. The falling snow was covering houses and buildings. It was hard to walk but Shadow made it a priority to see her.
He had a rough week and had no inspiration whatsoever and it was weird even for him to be in such state
"Look at that scar, no wonder he is always in a bad mood...He knows he is going to end up alone."
"And those horrible red eyes! He is the son of the devil!
"He is just...so ugly!"
Shadow really tried not to let those things get to him. He would try and own his defects. His scar that marked his face permanently and his red eyes that were frown upon by everyone.
And he accepted the fact that no person would ever fall in love with him.
"Hey, Shadow!"
His inspiration came back to him as soon as he saw her.
How beautiful she looks under the moonlight. She was the fairest of the fairest. Her graceful self moved along the rhythm of the falling snow and-
"Shadow, are you alright?"
Oh, shoot! He let his mind wander off.
"Yes, I am alright. How are you?"
"I am ok but I've been hearing some rumors that a war may break out soon...it's kinda been on my mind."
Shadow walked alongside Amy. Never touching her, he didn't want her to be disgusted by him.
"Don't worry about it, as long as I am with G.U.N., nothing like that will happen." He reassured her. Shadow was currently working for G.U.N for some time now. Shadow would get out of work at 7:00 PM. While Amy closed her coffee shop at 8:00 PM. Shadow walked every day ah hour so he could walk with Amy home. Of course, he could make it in a few minutes with his speed, but he preferred to walk by the flower shop and send some flowers to Amy anonymously.
"You are Shadow the Hedgehog, even if you weren't working for G.U.N., you would stop any war that's coming out way." Amy smiled at him and Shadow tried to hide his evident blush by covering himself with his scarf.
"Also, I heard rumors that G.U.N. called Sonic to the headquarters and well I was wondering if you-"
"Sonic's whereabouts is classified, only top agents know about that," Shadow said a bit disappointed that Amy wanted to talk about Sonic.
"Yes, that's why I am asking you since you are G.U.N's top agent..." Amy blinked cutely and smiled at him. "...Please?"
Shadow sighed, he just couldn't say no to her. "All I can say is that he will be arriving any minute now."
"Thank you, Shadow!" Amy added, "But, you said that there was nothing to worry about. That there would be no war...so why call Sonic?"
"G.U.N.'s protocol requires to take precaution. It's just in case anything happens but a way happening is very unlikely."
Shadow noticed that Amy's expression had changed. Her eyes looked down to the ground as she walked next to him. She was clearly worried,
"I promise you that even if there's a war, I'll stop it," Shadow said as he tried to cheer her up.
"That's not the thing...I am scared that you or Sonic...I am scared that something may happen to you both. Last time, you got that scar because of-"
"What happened that day wasn't your fault, it was mine...so don't feel bad."
The snow kept falling around them, getting heavier and heavier. The street bulbs were their only source of light. However, that was enough for Shadow to appreciate Amy's beauty.
"It's just...that I wouldn't know what to do if you were gone."
And that sentence was enough for Shadow to appreciate her soul.
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Shadow had finally arrived at his luxury apartment, the lights turned on by himself as he walked into the living room. The jumped into his large black coach as he appreciated the view of the city under him.
His apartment felt cold, and Shadow called for his intelligence system instinctively.
"Hey, Soogle, higher the temperature by 5 degrees,"
"Yes, Mr.asshole."
That's when Shadow knew, he wasn't alone.
"Alright Sonic, come out," Shadow sighed.
"Oh well, I tried," Sonic said as he came out of the kitchen, taking off the white blanket he had on to pretend to be a ghost. "I will scare you one of these days, I promise."
"Don't even bother...Anyways, shouldn't you be with Tails?" Shadow said as he turned on the TV, immediately the news channel popped up. Shadow's mug shot came out on the TV, the news anchor praising him on his past successful mission.
"I don't want to wake him up at this hour, so I decided to bother you instead?" Sonic jumped into the other side of the sofa, making himself comfortable as well. "Seems like you been busy yourself." He added as he watched the news.
"The usual." Shadow simply said."You have been active as well as I can see."
The news now showed a vide of Sonic, coming out of Eggman's Headquarters, destroying everything.
"...The usual,"
A few seconds passed before Sonic proceeded, "So...How's Amy?"
"How would I know?"
Shadow lied, of course, he knew how Amy. But Shadow didn't want for Sonic to know that he had a soft spot for the pink one.
"I asked you to keep an eye on her remember?" Sonic said a bit annoyed. Before he left two years ago, he asked Shadow to watch over Amy and he was hoping he kept his promise.
"Oh yeah...She is fine. She's doing good at her cafe, walks home alone as far as I know."
"At this hour?" Sonic gave it a small thought. "I know this is too much to ask but... would be ok if you could walk her home once in a while?"
"If you worry about her so much, why don't you do it yourself?" Shadow asked.
"I am...shy."
"Really, Sonic?"
"Look, I really like her, alright?... But I am scared that I will say something stupid and mess everything up."
"Then, why don't you write to her? Maybe a poem? That would suit her better." Shadow said as he changed channels from the TV. Trying to play it cool.
"Shadow, I didn't go to school. I barely know how to read and write. Amy would never accept me if she knew I was that stupid...She's so smart."
"It doesn't have something "literally" smart. Just express what you feel." Shadow then sat down properly and picked up a notebook and a pen from his table. "Look, maybe you can start by complimenting her looks."
Sonic got closer to Shadow, wanting to see the things Shadow was about to write. "Complimenting her looks?"
"Yes, like how her eyes shine when she makes coffee, or how her hair glows with the sunlight," Shadow said without thinking.
"Oh yes! I like um...I like how loud she laughs! She sounds like a bird" Sonic said as he smiled at the thought.
"Oh, yes! She sounds like one of those singing birds," Shadow thought for a little. " We can write that as...your laugh is like the tweeting of birds, that I am happy to hear every day as I wake up."
Shadow finished writing that down as he nodded, happy at his work "Now, what do you feel when you see her?"
"I...feel really happy...and I feel um...cheerful?"
Sonic struggled to find the right words and this is were Shadow came in.
"Ok let's see...Your existence brights up my life...Although I live in darkness, you are the light that guides me through the night..." Shadow was actually liking what he was writing and without asking for any other opinions, he kept going, "Even when I know that my fantasizes could never become true, I will stay at a timeless state of bliss as long as I get to hear your laugh, to see your blinding smile...I'll always be with you because I am but a shadow...and you are light "
Shadow finished writing, letting his feelings take the best of him. He realized that Sonic was at awed and played it cool. "Or you can write something else."
"I think that you wrote fits my situation perfectly! I'll give it to her tomorrow...I hope she likes it."
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Shadow greeted Amy as he received his cup of black coffee. Amy was the owner of the most popular coffee place in the city. "Momo Cafe" in honor of her famous black coffee with peach flavor.
"Hey, Shadow, I love that you come every day to buy coffee from me but...don't you think you are having too much coffee?" Amy asked over the counter.
"I am fine, I don't get addicted to things." That was true, but the real truth was the Shadow hated coffee. But he loved to see her. Eventually, he grew to like the black substance. "And besides, you always give me discounts"
"As if you need any of them," Amy smiled. She knew that Shadow was living his best life. Young and millionaire.
"Also, today I received a love letter!," Amy added as she took her apron off and walked with Shadow to a small table and sat down in front of him.
"Really? Well, that seems a bit weird coming from So-"
"I know right! But I got to admit that this persons' words really flatter me..." Amy made a pause. "The way he writes...I feel I like I know him like we know each other...I know it seems weird but his transparency has really gotten my attention."
A friendly reminder to self: Kill Sonic next time I see him.
"So, you have no idea who wrote that letter?" Shadow asked he took a big gulp of his coffee.
"No, but I feel like it might be someone I know...may be someone from work? A past friend maybe?"
Amy then gasped in realization. "Shadow...it's you!"
Shadow immediately spilled his coffee and Amy laughed.
"Haha, I am kidding! You should have seen your face!" Amy was able to get air to her lungs after laughing so much. "But hey, it wouldn't be so bad if you were to express your feelings for a girl through a letter."
"I don't have time for such things," Shadow said a bit offended and annoyed.
" Come on Shadow! I am sure there's someone who you like...maybe someone from work?" She noticed that he sounded different, but decided to proceed anyway, it was Shadow after all and being angry was his thing.
"No and honestly even if I was interested in someone, they would never look my way."
"What do you mean by that?"
"You perfectly know what I am talking about."
Amy, of course, knew. However, she wanted to prove a point. "No Shadow, I don't know what you are talking about, so please do tell me what's wrong with you?"
"My goddamn eyes are red Amy! We perfectly know that only the devil has them! But maybe that shouldn't be much of an issue if it wasn't for this damn scar that I got when-"
Shadow stopped himself. He was about to cross a line he didn't want to with Amy. But he was tired that Amy pretended that Shadow was fine. He hated that she didn't acknowledge the truth. He was horrendous.
"When you what?" Amy's voice got louder. She wanted Shadow to say everything that he was feeling, even if he screams and gets angry at her. "Tell me Shadow!"
Shadow stood up from his seat and looked down at Amy. "Would pay attention to me if I were to tell you I have feelings for you?"
Amy stood quiet, not expecting that reaction nor questions from Shadow.
"That's what I thought."
Shadow grabbed his jacket and left the cafe.
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"Please, Shadow!"
"No."
"Please! I promise that I will tell Amy how I feel but please I just need you to keep writing more letters for me...please!"
Shadow had finally made it back to his apartment after a terrible day. He had never fought with Amy before like that and to be honest, he wasn't angry at her. He was angry at himself for letting himself get like that. It wasn't Amy's fault that he looked the way he did. The sad look on his face when he left her would not leave his mind. And now, Sonic was asking him the impossible from him.
"You didn't even sign the letter," Shadow added.
"Because I wanted to make sure that she liked it first! Now that I know she likes it, I can get her heart just by sending letters and when I am sure she is totally in love, I tell her it's me the one who wrote them!" Sonic got closer to Shadow, "Please, Shadow...I am only asking this of you."
Shadow gave it a thought. Maybe his request wasn't so bad. He knew for a fact that he would never be able to confess his love for Amy. And even if he could, Amy would just reject him and he preferred to keep his heart away from that. If giving Amy letters was the only way to keep his feelings at bay then so be it. Besides, Sonic was a good guy, if Amy falls for him, then Shadow would be more than happy than to see her with him. Even if it pained him.
"Fine, I'll write you letters for her," Shadow said as he sighed. "Besides, what's the worst thing that could happen?"
"It's a deal then! And don't worry, I'll help you out too!", Sonic said enthusiastically.
"Help me? With what?"
"In today's meeting at G.U.N...I saw you talk too much with Rouge...You like her, don't you?" Sonic winked at him.
"She's my partner, I need to talk to her."
"Yeah, but not that much."
Shadow grabbed his glass of wine as he sighed. Honestly, he just had too many things going on today and conversing with Sonic wasn't on his favorite things-to-do list.
"Yeah, whatever you say," He said as he took a sip of his wine.
"I knew it!"
And with that, Sonic began to formulate his plan. A plan that will leave them to their downfall.
And with this, our tragic love story begins.
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A/n: This story will be based on the famous literary french story: Cyrano of Bergerac. If you know the story or the ending, please don't spoil it for the rest. If I see enough support, I'll continue to write :) Thank you!
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