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[THE END]

And just like that the sensual love story ended with them making love. You have finally completed this book. Exiting the application after leaving some comments you dropped the phone on the bed, making it lightly bounce on the soft surface. Releasing a sigh you turn your body and lay on your back with one of your legs raised up while the other one stretched straight. Your left hand rested on your stomach while the other was resting next to your head. You shut your eyes and took in a deep breath.

Your thoughts wandering off and having flashbacks of the scenes that took throughout this book. The chilled air from your Air conditioner blew making your room cold but not the freezing type.

The sun rays no longer emitting through the window, even outside there was no longer any trace of that hot shining ball which lit up the whole world while the moon rested. It provided essential benefits to the other creations of the unknown (God?) rather say the creation of this universe. The universe which was working by things and people using each other to live only to die with nothing in the end.

Lost deep in thoughts a smile unconsciously rose upon your lips, after realizing which you blushed profoundly. Just thinking about the soft moments between the characters made your heart clench. You craved this type of love and relationship. But you never tried anything with any boy-simply because you never found someone quite deserving of such a place in your heart. Or perhaps you knew what you were worthy of and what your predilections were. That being tranquil love, a person who made you feel things.

The gentle feeling of being in their company, feeling completely soothed and relaxed with them around you and just feeling genuinely happy. The last time you felt that was with your mother other than that you felt safe and happy only while you read books. There were times when you felt so related to certain character that you just cried your heart out while there were also times when you felt the love a character had for the other that you would curse and shout at top of your lungs and blame this very universe for not giving you someone to love and someone to be loved by.

Of course you know that love is not everything but- it is still something!? That something which you yearn for, something which you long for. Even so today you told yourself not to do that, today you’ll just be merry for those couple and keep them in your memory because at the end of the day they are just a mere creation of one’s imagination and you don’t think that a love oh so pure even exist anymore because there is a huge barrier between two people in love. They are not committing themselves with the other because they are insecure, they have trust issues or simply because they cannot control themselves or their words and aggression.

In the end they just hurt each other or get hurt. They rarely make up because of the huge barrier: Pride and ego. Sometimes you are left wondering how many people didn’t even confront each other about the silliest misunderstanding between one another and are still suffering, living without the company of someone who is like their home to them.

Love is true but love hurts and you are not sure if you are- you will ever be ready for that hurt. But then again pain is not the only feeling that it carries with itself and because you haven’t had any personal experience you have a better “no” say here. The only person who you have seen madly in love was your mother…..and she was the only one who made you see how much it fucking hurts.

The only reason why you find it beautiful is because of the way it has been described in countless books “It was good till it lasted” the most common scenario of love. You know it’s crazy-The power of words. The way it can be used to describe someone’s whole life or to describe every little feeling out there (Or that’s what you thought).

Words and tone expressed it all for you. Words can break you and words can heal you back as well. (She is yet unaware of how much power actions hold, maybe she’ll experience it or maybe it’ll never happen or perhaps she won’t let it happen.) But the future is unpredictable isn’t it?

Your philosophical thoughts which quite frankly didn’t make much sense since you didn’t have any conclusion to it-the train of wordplay and thoughts came to an end when the soft melody started invading your room and ears. Turning your head to the left you saw your phone screen lit with an incoming call. 

Turning and resting your body on your side you picked the device up and examined the Unknown number which was being displayed on your screen. Eyes squinted like a player wanting to score a bull’s-eye, you kept staring at the screen till it died down making you smile until it lit again and you rolled your eyes and got up with the device in your hand, accepting the call you walked towards your open window, totally not caring about being braless in just you t-shirt and panties.

You stayed silent while receiving the same from the other end of the line. Lifting your free hand up you played with the curtains and soon the call ended.

Meanwhile The Scenes unfolding at the other end of line:

“Are you sure this is the correct number?”

“Yes, why?'' The other person accompanying replied , totally bored and uninterested. “Can we leave here, you got the number now?”

“No one is speaking on the other side, what if it’s a wrong number?” his partner signed before taking away the book from the one who was holding the phone and then kept it back on its original place before pulling away his friend from his elbow. “Yah! We are not sure yet about the number!” the man with the phone whispered - shouted while being dragged out of the place “not we, I am sure and I definitely do not want to get caught for sneaking in here.” The person dragging his friend spoke in a low voice and pulled his friends out of the place before making him sit in his car and ran to the driving seat. Twisting in the keys he started the ignition and drove back to their shared dorm where another one of their friends waited for them.

All while the boy next to him sulked about bringing him along here and that he should have went alone, blah, blah ,blah-“Shut it, I don’t wanna get locked up in jail once again, if you are so interested then tell me imma pull over and you can go back there” The sulky boy was starting to take the offer under consideration until his friend again spoke “There is cops behind us” The sulky boy turned in his seat with wide eyes to look behind him and did a fact check-there was indeed a police car behind theirs.

“Step on the gas bro we gotta run!!” He yelled, making his partner smirk before he stepped on the gas and drove to their dorm in fast speed. Once they reached their destination and confirmed that they were not being followed-they parked the car and covered it with a waterproof car cover before rushing inside the complex.

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Back to your apartment: You had tossed back your phone on the bed after the line ended and were now in back in your kitchen thinking of what to eat since you are starving, it had been about an hour since you last ate and it’s currently half past seven (19:30/7:30 PM) which means that the store might still be open and because you are craving for cheese sandwich all of a sudden but you don’t have any left at the moment so you decide to go out and get some of it.

Turning back heading into your room you quickly changed into a pair black sweatshirt and sweatpants before covering your head with a cap and leaving your hair down. You picked up your phone from the bed and wallet from the wardrobe before exiting and locking the apartment after putting on some sneakers. Making your way down you walked to the store which was about some minutes’ away from the Complex.

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