One day, I woke up and suddenly search this on Google: "How to move on from your ex?"

It's been half a year since my boyfriend broke up with me. And I admit that he is still has a place in my heart that I found it hard to move on. Does he feel the same?

"Hey, wazzup? Busy at work?" a friend chatted me via messenger app. He is Jeonghan, a pretty boy who is 5 years older than me. I've known him for years, and yes I was once those girls who admire his looks. We first met on Facebook; me adding his account and chatting him first. He is so kind and friendly that I fell in love. However, he only sees me as his little sister. When we met in person and hanged out, I decided to see him as only a friend. Now, there are no romantic feelings between us anymore (though it was only a one-sided love lol).

"Yow. Today is my day off. What do you want?" I replied and he quickly seen it within a second. I wonder why he contacted me.

"Hahaha. Does it really look like that I need something?" he chatted back.

"Yes. You don't chat unless there is something important to say."

"That is the perk of meeting you in person lolXD."

"I'm busy."

"Ehh? You just said that today's your day off."

"I am busy. Busy to move on from my ex."

"What?! You still love him?"

"I don't know. But I can't deny the fact that I hate him so much for leaving me. Hey, tell me, how can I move on? Do I need to find another guy?"

"You don't need to find a guy (y/n). Listen, loving someone is not an easy task. If you are thinking of finding another guy just to move on, then that's immaturity. Besides, success relationship is for those who have a plan to get married. Don't date for fun, date for your future."

"Woah. You are really a true friend. Perks of being old huh?"

"I'm old but still fresh hahaXD."

"Old but still NGSB (no boyfriend since birth)."

"Cut the chase. I am a favor."

"I almost forgot that you chatted me because you have something to ask. Okay, what is it?"

"Come to our house. I composed another workl piece on my new piano. Give me a feedback."

"Okay! Don't forget to cook our lunch."

"Hahaha aye aye captain. I'll wait for you. Take care on your way!"

"Okie dokie."

Then I went offline.

Some of my friends told me that finding another guy will help me. But this oldies said that I mustn't choose that immaturity. I guess he is really a true friend. And I am happy to have him.

I went to his house and pressed the door bell for three times. Why is he not opening the door? " Jeonghan!" I shouted out of frustration. It is really hot outside! That darn guy!

Finally, the door opened.

"Hey why did you just open the d---" Oh my gosh.

"My brother went out for a moment," he said. "He told me that a friend will come over. Go inside and wait in the couch."

His little brother is here! I thought he lives in Paris?! Oh my gosh. This is our first meeting and I can't believe how handsome this guy is. Actually I added him on Facebook but he never accepted my request. He won't remember me right? Well, based on our looks, I am really out of his league so maybe, he doesn't recognize me at all. Gosh, why am I shaking? Handsome guys are really my weakness, damn it!

"O-Okay," I stuttered and passed him. He smells so good! What is his shampoo? It makes want to ruffle his hair all day. Seriously (y/n), calm down! Stop this fangirling mode!

"Do you want juice?" he offered as I sat on the couch.  "Coffee? Or ice tea?" I want you.

"I'm f-fine with ice tea," I answered while tucking my hair behind my ears.

"Okay." He went in the kitchen and from here, I peeked at his back. Even his back is so perfect! Oh how I wish to be his girlfriend (*coming from a girl who doesn't get over from her ex-boyfriend*). Wait. I forgot to introduce myself.

When he came back and put a glass of ice tea above the center table, I gathered the courage to introduce myself. "Ahhh, my name is (y/n). You are Jeonghan's brother, right?"

He sat down on the couch and looked at me with a straight reaction. "I called him 'brother' a moment ago."

Ehh? His attitude is...a little... rude.

"I s-see. Ha-ha. Sorry for asking the obvious thing. What is your name?" (<~ coming from a girl who stalked already stalked his Facebook account)

He blinked. Then... "You already added me on Facebook. Yet you didn't know my name?"

The heck! He remembered me! Waaaaaa! This is too embarassing!

"Ahh yeah. I did? Maybe because you popped out on my suggested friend list. Ha-ha," I said with my pale lips. Omg, I really want to dig a hole right now and bury myself! Yoon Jeonghan, why aren't you coming?! This is so awklward!

I took a sip on the ice tea that he preferred and tried my best not to meet his serious gaze. It's been minutes since we sat here: no one talked and no one made a sound. I swear this is one of the nerve wrecking moment of my life. Can he just go back to his room and leave me alone!?

~"Ding dong!" someone's at the door!

"Jeonghan is there!" I shouted excitedly.

He stood up, saying, "No. If he is my brother, then he won't bother pressing the door bell." I see. Now he made me looks like an idiot -_-.

I pouted and mumbled bad things behind his back as I sip the ice tea.

"Wonwoo!" someone yelled as soon as he opened the door. I almost spit out the ice tea when a person came to my mind after hearing that voice. No way. Why is he here?

I slowly turned my head to check my suspicion. What the...!

"Hey Lee Jihoon. Long time no see."

Lee Jihoon is here! My ex-boyfriend is here!

"I heard you came back from Paris. So I came to surprise my dearest friend," Jihoon greeted and stepped in. They are friends?!

"You should call before coming here," Wonwoo responded and started to walk closer. Then Jihoon followed him.

What should I do? What should I do?! I don't want him to see me right now?!

I looked around, saw an empty paperbag on the side and quickly wear it to cover all of my head.

"When will be your fli---- Oh? Who is that sitting on the couch?" Jihoon noticed me! No. Please.

"She is my brother's fr-- Eh? Why is she wearing that?" Now Wonwoo might think that I am a weirdo!

"Does she suffers from a mental ilness?" Jihoon whispered. I can hear you sound and clear! You bastard!

"She looks normal a moment ago," Wonwoo whispered back. "Anyway, she is my brother's guest. We should move in my room." Yes please! Just leave me alone!

"Ah okay. I'll tell you about my girlfriend," Jihoon said. Wait. What? Did I hear it right?

"You have a new girlfriend? B-But, I thought you just broke up with your ex? Did you move on already?" Wonwoo asked. Exactly! I was thinking the same question.

"Yes I did. After breaking up with her, I find another girl and she helped me to move on. She is a lot prettier and understanding than my old one. My ex-girlfriend is really hard to understand ya' know. I got tired."

Am I really hard to understand? I... I made him feel tired. I... I am the worst. I see. So that's his reason why he left. But this is not right! It's only been six months since we broke up and then he already replaced me?! Does he not loved me the way I love him that I couldn't move on? This is so unfair.

My breathe became shallow, I bit my lips, only to hold my tears from falling down. But I failed. Thankfully, I am wearing a paperbag.

"R-Really?" Wonwoo responded and cough. "Ahem. Ahmm, you should go to my room first. I'll bring us some snack."

"Okie dokie!" Jihoon agreed, follow by the sound of his steps and open-close of the door.

Wonwoo maybe went at the kitchen. Now I am all alone. I get rid of the paper bag, looking down and crying as much as I need. This is bad. I need to stop crying or else Jeonghan might see me in this state. He will get worried for sure.

"Lee Jihoon, I really hate you," I mumbled while wiping my tears. This won't do. I'll just go home, I can't stay here. Thinking that we are standing in the same place gives me a real pain. I stood up and made a one step forward. But something is odd. Why are there feet standing in front of me. I lifted my sight and saw Wonwoo looking at me. Why is he still here? Staring at me?

"I..." I murmured, hiding the pain behind my lips. "I suddenly feel sick. I'll go home. Tell your brother that I will come back tomorrow." I bowed my head, then dashed out. As soon as I closed the door, tears flow from my eyes... It's unstoppable.

I feel so pathetic. For months, I missed him, I treasured him, I only love him and I wished maybe someday we'll be together again. Why are you such a bad guy Lee Jihoon? Did you really love me? For real? What about those promises you made before? You said you will never love another girl the way you love me? This is so unfair.

My knees weakened. I sat on the ground, hugging my knees and crying out loud.

I want him to feel the same pain, to smack him, to kick him, to think any possible way to hurt that jerk!

"Tell him, I am your new boyfriend." Out of despair, someone, with a deep voice, called out.

I lifted my sight and saw him catching his breath as if he purposely followed me, running crazily.

"E-Ehhh?" the only word I replied.

"Lee Jihoon is maybe my friend. But I can't accept his sh*t. Pretend that I am your new lover, and get your revenge."

How did you know it? And why are you suggesting to choose the wrong way? Wonwoo.

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