My name is Wonwoo, 23 years old and a detective from Major Crime department.

I was only inlove with three things: my work, cats and hamburger.

However, my lonely world had changed when I caught you in my arms that night. You were so drunk.

"Wonwoo senior, I love you. I really love you."

This is not the first time I received a confession. What makes it different is because it came from YOU.

I was startled, unable to respond by your sudden confession.

"Detective (y/n)! What are you doing?!" Your co-detective from team three saw us and pulled you away from my arms. "You are so drunk. Snap out of it!" He complained.

"Let go! I'll still have things to say to Wonwoo senior!" You threw a tantrum.

Your teammates looked at me as he held you tightly, "Wonwoo senior, are you okay? I'll apologize for this crazy girl."

"It's o-okay," I stuttered, blinking my eyes.

"I'll bring this crazy girl inside our cubicle," he said then pulled you.

"No! Wonwoo senior!" You shouted while getting drag.

After that team dinner, you forgot your own confession.

And while I was waiting  for you to remember, I unknowingly fell in love with you.

"It's 10pm already," I murmured, looking at my wrist watch.

Knowing that you went to watch a movie together with that dance trainer, Hoshi, I was here standing by the window for more than an hour.

The boy's dormitory is next to the girl's dormitory so it is easy to check if you came back.

I know it's  not a date. But I was bothered by that hamster. He is a good trainer plus he looks very approachable. Still, whenever I caught him looking at you, I wanted to hate him.

"I really hate it."

That's why, I am waiting for your arrival until my hair turned gray.

Fortunately, my hair didn't turn white. After waiting for endless hours, I saw you walking back on the way to the girls' dormitory. I wanna rush down, but freeze for a moment so I could think for an excuse.

You'll definitely find it weird if I suddenly appeared to welcome you back.

So I gathered our trash, put it on a bigger plastic then went out.

Thank goodness I arrived before you walk back in.

"(Y/n)," I called you, catching my breath.

You tilted your head towards my direction. "W-Wonwoo senior," you stuttered.

I took a deep breath for the last time. "So you came back. How was the mov-"

She is reek of alcohol.

"Did you drink?" I asked.

You scratched your nose  and bit your lower lip. Somehow, you couldn't look straight into my eyes. "Ah yeah," your answered with a bit of hesitation. "Actually, there's a convenience store near here. So I drank before coming back. To sanitize my lips."

Sanitize what?

"Anyway, why are you still out Wonwoo senior?" Then you changed the topic.

Something happened between her and that hamster. My detective instinct guaranteed it.

She had said 'sanitize my lips'.

Then, could it be...!

"I went out to throw out our trash- oh look out!" I caught your waist with my left hand. Your feet are unstable and your head is lolling.

Just how much did she drink?

"I'm o-okay," you raised your hand with less coordination, and removed my grip.

"You are too drunk," I said then put the plastic bag of trash on the side.

"Is Wonwoo senior mad because I drink during my mission?" You looked down and pouted.

I could watch her cute drunken state forever.

"Hmmm," I nodded to tease you.

You covered your face. "I deserve this. Cheating from you is enough for a punishment."

So I was right.

I hold my breath behind pursed lips to steel myself.

"But even if that happened," you said and unexpectedly, you grabbed me by my collar. My eyes almost popped out in surprise. "Even if somebody stole my first kiss, you are still the man in my life Wonwoo senior. I love you."

Then, you passed out and I caught you in my arms.

The flame in my chest has gradually subside.

It is a year since you first confessed to me. And I am happy that your feelings didn't change at all.

It's just a pity though; that you passed out now that I have an answer to your confession.

"I love you too," I whispered while you are sleeping so soundly in my arms.

Because I couldn't bring you to neither the boys or girls dormitory, I put you inside my car.

I  am sitting at the driver's seat, while you are sleeping there on the passenger seat. And you are snoring so loud.

I got my cellphone and called someone from Major crime department.

"Hello Melissa."

"Hey Wonwoo. What's up? Why are you calling this late at night?"

"I will ask a favor."

"Sure~"

"There's a man from Jilod entertainment named Kwon Soonyoung. Please check his background and send it to me."

"Is this for your mission?"

Probably?

"Ahmm. Yeah."

"Then okay. I'll send it to you asap. Oh wait, Gilbert is calling me. Bye!"

Then she hanged up.

I massage my temple as I looked at you again.

In sleep you are angelic, your  face is as fresh as dew drop, making gentle snuffling noises as you breathed. My eyes went down on your pale pink lips. How would it feels to kiss them? Sweet? Soft? Moist? Wet?

Just looking at it sends my mind into a sensual state of intoxication.

That's  why I reach towards your face and touch them lightly before the urge to kiss takes over.

However,  when it's only an inch away, I was bothered by the fact that someone just claimed your lips and you hated it. If I'll kiss you while you are sleeping, what's the difference between that guy and I?

So I moved back and calmed myself.

"Be a gentleman Wonwoo," I meditate, breathing in an out.

When that hamster stole your first kiss, you drank so hard to sanitize your lips. Hearing it makes me more angry.

"If you really want to sanitize it, there's other way to do so," I said then looked at you again.

Then I put touched my lips with my fingers.

"Like this," I murmured then brushed your lips with the fingers I kissed. "It's alright now."

"Hmmm," you groaned while in the land of nod.

I smiled as I watch you until I... fell asleep too.

When was the time that I realized my feelings for you?

I think it was during winter.

It was Christmas that night, and everyone in our department went home to celebrate it. I was the only one left in the office and working overtime. I don't have a plan to celebrate the occassion.

To stay awake, I  tried to make coffee but there's no available water on the dispenser. So I walked out from our office to look for another dispenser.

As I was searching, I saw a woman, alone inside an empty office like me. The office belongs to your team, Team 3.

I was about to enter and ask for hot water but halted when I saw you there, dancing.

"Cheer up baby~ Cheer baby~" you sang while dancing.

So I hid then watch you in secret.

You are someone I respected because of your great leadership. You also solved many cases and your fighting skills are exceptional. Everyone agrees that your maiden's heart is as stone as mine. So when you confessed at me, I was really surprised. I can't imagine that you have that feminine side to fell in love with me.

After that confession, my eyes always followed your steps. As usual, you treat me as your senior and I thought maybe, it was a false confession.

But when I saw you dancing, I was convinced.

So you have that side.

And I want it to keep it all by myself.

I became selfish.

The fact that I don't want anyone to see your true colors made me realize that I am starting to like you... as a woman.

I opened my eyes and was blinded by the sunlight.

It is morning already.

I massaged my nape as I lifted my head from the wheel.

Why am I inside my car?

Ah!

(Y/n)!

I turned to my side. You are not here. So I got my cellphone to see if you leave a message just in case.

"Wonwoo senior. I don't know why I ended up inside your car. But I went out to go back to our dorm. Let's talk at the agency." Your text.

She doesn't know why she ended in here. Isn't that mean... she forgot everything that happened last night?! Again?!

This is annoying.

I went back to the boys' dorm and took a shower.

"Hey where did you sleep last night?" Jeffrey, the other trainee whom I'm sharing a room with, asked me.

I am brushing my wet hair with my hand, half naked and only a towel covered the lower part of my body. We are all boys here so it's okay.

"I slept out," I answered, looking myself at the mirror.

"They are going to deduct points on you," he worried.

"It's okay," I said. I'm not here to be an idol.

I  prepared myself and went straight to the Jilod entertaiment.

"Hi Bean, good morning," a girl trainee greeted me.

Girls here tend to went closer and tried to flirt. But...

"Good morning," I greeted back, but my tone is as cold as an ice.

I walked straight towards the practice room, hoping I would see you right away.

"Ahm Bean?" someone called me behind my back. It's you!

I quickly turned around, but not that quick so you won't  know that I am too excited to meet you.

"Oh h-hi." Why am I stuttering? Sh*t. I am being so gay. "How was your sleep?"

"Hmmm," you bit your lower lip. "Last night, I was drunk."

"Yeah."

"Actually, I couldn't remember what happened. So when I woke up inside your car, I panicked."

Just like a year ago, you forgot your own confesssion. This is so unfair. Does remembering your confession is a hard mission for you?

"Do you want to know what happened last night?" I offered.

The moment you nodded, I saw the hamster appeared from afar, there  behind you. When that Hoshi saw your back, he smiled and started to walk closer.

And so, I said this out loud, "last night, you came into my arms and said, Bean, I love you."

Hoshi stopped after hearing my words, so do you.

"W-What?" You gasped.

I looked into Hoshi as I continue, "After you said you love me, I held your shoulder and... kissed your lips."

It was a lie of course.

But this way, I sanitized your lips from him.

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