Dedicated to @Yukiyeon for being my number1 reader <3 Here's the part two of Jeonghan's. Lovelots!! <3<3<3 :*

PS. Please play the song on the multimedia box. :> It's the OST of the story. Same song, different prospectives but still hurting. Ayaaaan. Ang talino ko HAHAHA. Enjooy~

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Jeonghan's Point of View

Remember the way you made me feel such young love?

Oo naman. Bakit ko makakalimutan ang isang bagay na dahilan ng buhay ko?

Something in me knew that it was real. Frozen in my head.

All the things that I've done with you, lahat 'yon ay totoo. I never lie when I'm with you.

Pictures I'm living through for now; trying to remember all the good times. Our life was cutting through so loud. Memories are playing in my dull mind.

Lahat ng mga pangyayaring masasaya sa buhay ko na kasam kita ay naliliwaliw sa utak ko. Pilit kong kinakalimutan dahil kailangan— pero patuloy parin 'tong bumabaha. Yung mga masasayang alaala nating dalawa— patuloy na bumabaha sa isip ko.

And I hate this part, paper hearts; and I hold the piece of yours. Don't think I would just forget about it.

Palagi kong hawak ang kahati ng hugis puso nating papel na ginawa natin no'ng mga bata pa tayo. Iniisip kong bitawan dahil hindi ko na kaya ang sakit na nararamdaman ko pero hindi ko kaya. Hindi ko kayang kalimutan ang nararamdaman ko para sa'yo. Hindi ko kayang kalimutan ka.

Hoping that you won't forget about it.

Kamusta ka na kaya? Nakalimutan mo na ba ako? Sana oo. Ayokong makulong ka sa nakaraan. Sana maintindihan mo na kinailangan kong umalis para sa'yo.

Everything is gray under these skies; wet mascaras. Hiding every cloud under a smile; when there's cameras.

Simula no'ng iniwan kita. Hindi ko na nakitang asul ang kalangitan. Everything's gray and it's slowly getting dark. Pag tinatanong naman ako ng mga tao sa paligid ko kung okay lang ako, sasagot naman ako ng oo para lang matago ang nararamdaman ko. Alam mo ba kung gaano kahirap 'to? Pero sino ba ako para manisi ng kasalanang ako naman mismo ang gumawa.

And I just can't reach out to tell you that I always wonder what you're up to.

Kamusta ka na? Paulit ulit nalang ako. Sana okay ka lang. Sana masaya ka. Sana hindi mo nararanasan ang mga nararanasan ko ngayon. Ano? Itinuloy mo ba ang pagiging chef mo? 'yon yung pangarap mo diba? Kung mag tatayo ka ng restaurant, sisikapin ko talagang pumunta. Iyon ay kung kaya ko pa.

I lift through pictures as if I was right there by your side.

Paalagi kong tinitignan ang photo album natin. Kapag ibang tao ang tumingin no'n, mahahalata talag nilang masaya tayo. Sana hindi nalang kita iniwan. Ang tanga ko kasi eh.

But you'll be good without me and if I could just give it some time.

Alam ko namang makakalimutan mo ako sa lalo't madaling panahon eh. At kapag nakalimutan mo na ako, alam kong ikakabuti mo 'yon.

I'll be alright.

I'll never be alright even if I said so. My life without you is a room without light. It's dark. Very dark.

But even so, I hope you'll understand me. I did this so that if I'm totally gone in this world, you wouldn't be hurt that much.

Baby, I'm dying. I've been fighting for brain tumor for quite long time that's why I needed to leave you. I'm sorry if I didn't tell you this. I don't want to be a burden. I love you so much baby. Always and forever, my love.

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