I want to have a boyfriend.

After living for the past 16 years,  I finally want to experience what it feels to date. When my bestfriend heard my wish, he suddenly gave me a shocking offer.

"If you really want to have a boyfriend, then why don't you go out with me instead?"  Junhui, a childhood friend I've been with, since my world began, offered.

Junhui, an idiot who has those charismatic eyes (Ewww), pointed nose (Hmp!), heart-shape lips and is excellent in every fields is really popular in girls. For them he is like an angel sent by heaven. That he is perfect and able to save the earth even from San Goku's greateast enemy.

Then, should I be grateful that a guy like him asked me to go out with him?

Definitely...

NO!

How should I explain this feeling? It feels like my brother suddenly turns out to be a not-blood related sibling and destined to marry me. Gross! Just thinking of dating this jerk creeps me out!

"Junhui, be honest with me. Do you... lost something?" I asked while looking straight into his eyes.

"Lost what?" he replied.

"A screw from your brain. There are lots of screw back there in our tools. Please hand me a screw driver and I am willing to make another hole in your head."

"Awful. Is that your answer to my super duper amazing offer? Usually, when I asked girls to go out with me, they were so happy they can faint." He even stood up and made a statue pose. "Look. Do you see how amazing am I? I am a kind of guy who can even save the last humanity in earth."

I really wonder where his confidence came from? His parents are both so down-to earth!

"Junhui."

"Huh?"

"Just get out from my room."

"Now?"

"Yeah. Before I lost my sanity and kick your butt."

"But how about my offer? Are you okay with that? Should we go out starting from now?"

"Yeah yeah. Whatever. Do what you want." I pushed him out and closed the door. Hoooooooo.  Just talking to him made me tired. Imagine those years I'll live with that jerk 24/7 every 365 days? "Dating my bestfriend?"

Dating Junhui? Huh. Never. Over my dead body.

The night passed by. Unfortunately, I didn't get enough sleep due to my idiot bestfriend's idea. I tried to washed those thoughts in my head like, the hell!

I shook my head as I walk on my school hallway.

For some reasons, I feel the chills all over my body.

Wait. Does everyone looking at me?

But why?

I know I am cute but this level of  intensity is really weird. Is there something on my face? I ironed my uniform though. And I don't have scandal on my social blogs. Then why? Why?!

"Good morning," I greeted, as usual, when I went inside my classroom. I sat on my designated place and got the books from my bag.

"YOU AND HIM ARE ALREADY DATING?!" WHAT A LOUD SCREAM THAT CAN EVEN WAKE UP THE DEAD!

Breathing heavily, I looked at my two girl classmates who yelled after banging my desk. What's the deal?

"W-Why?" I muttered.

"You said that Junhui and you are just friends. But we heard that you two finally decided to go out as couple?!"

WHAT?!

WHEN?!

HOW?!

"WHO SAYS?!" I gasped and banged my own desk as I stood up.

"Junhui sunbaenim said!"

J-Junhui said that?

Wait.

Give me a second to gather my thoughts.

This is not a dream right?

Right?

[flashback:

"Should we go out starting from now?"

"Yeah yeah. Whatever. Do what you want."] end of flashback.

YOU.

JUNHUI.

YOU.

I.

KILL.

YOU.

RIGHT.

AWAY!

I ran out and dashed on the 2nd floor where our sunbae's (seniors) rooms at. Everyone is looking me, since it is rare for juniors to have a courage of walking through senior's building hallways. But I don't care! This time, killing Junhui is my utmost priority!

"WEN JUNHUIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!"

I catch my breath while my hands are on my knees. When I lifted my head, I am already at the front door of 4-A classroom (the jerk's classroom).

"Oh? My girlfriend is here. Hi babe!" The jerk's voice. Where is he? Where are you assh*le?!

My eyes wandered around, until I saw him at the back, along with his friends. Found you freak!

Giant steps pounded the ground as I walk to his side. ~Dum Dum Dum Dum~

I pulled his collar, disregarding the audience around.

"Woah woah babe, chill. What's wrong with you? Did you skip your breakfast honey?" Ugh! his words make me wanna puke!

"You. We need to settle things out," I said while gritting my teeth and showing my fists.

"A-ha-ha-ha. (y-y-y/n), you are making a scary face right now you know. So I am hesitating of going with you right now, because I feel like I am getting bury somewhere." If you knew that, then why did you wished for this?!

"Excuse me,"  one of his classmates approached us. He is taller than me by a bit centimeter; has a milky white skin and cute appearance. When I looked at his I.d, I saw his name" Lee Jihoon. "I don't care if what you are doing right now is a lovers quarrel. But can you please move? You are taking my seat. Also, it is wrong for a junior like you to just barged inside our room." Whatever. I shove him away with my hand.

"Leave us alone!"

That Lee Jihoon fell down on the ground. When he lifted his head, I saw his nose bleeding! Oh my god!

"B-B-Blood?" Jihoon muttered, face is as pale as snow. He, then, glared and pointed at me. "You bitch! How dare you--!"

"Better be going now," Junhui whispered before he grabbed my wrist and we both ran away.

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On the school's rooftop, we are on our knees, panting.

"Don't you know how scary that little Jihoon is? If I didn't pull you away, he will definitely kill you. So to repay me for saving you, treat me for a chocolate ice cream," he said.

Save me? You should say that to yourself Mr.Wen.

I swing my fist and punched him in the face. Bullseye!

"Waaaaaaaaaaah!" he winced in pain. "You made a big taboo on hitting the most handsome man in the earth!"

"WHY DID YOU ANNOUNCE THAT WE ARE ALREADY GOING OUT? ARE YOU INSANE?! I SAID I WANT TO HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOT A BESTFRIEND WHO WANTS TO TEASE ME?! WHY DID YOU DO THAT?!"

Junhui put his hand on his chin while saying, "Aren't you grateful that an unpopular girl like  you is dating a perfect guy named Junhui?"

"Grateful my ass. Just thinking of your face creep me out. I don't see you as a guy, the hell."

"Then you are weird."

"Speak for yourself dude. Anyway, let's stop this okay? Tell them the truth. Or else, I won't be able to date anyone. Tsk."

"That is my main reason though."

"What do you me--"

He leaned closer, cornering me on the wall. W-What is he doing?

"Y-yah. Your face is too close. What an ugly sight. G-Go away." I pushed his chest away, but he didn't move. In some reason, my strength left me all alone.

"I am hoping that you won't date another guy (y/n)." His voice. I didn't know that he can actually make a sweet voice like that.

Slowly, I lifted my eyes and met his gaze. My bestfriend's face are only an inch away, and without realizing, the colors of my world faded, leaving him, only him. S-Something is wrong at me!

"Spitting n-nonsense," I stuttered. "Stop fooling around. J-Junhui, you shouldn't do this to a friend, especially to a girl you don't like."

"Who says I am joking?" He...made a sincere voice; it was foreign to me.

"Whatever! I don't see you as a guy!"

"Really?" he leaned more closer! Gosh, just a little movement and our lips might-!

"O-Of course! My heart is not fluttering at all."

"Even if I do this?" What will he--? Oh!

Junhui put his lips near to my neck and blew air to my skin. Crap, I felt the hairs on my skin marched up! What was that?!

"What about this?"  he whispered while blowing air to my ear. I made a huge gulp, asking for air to breathe. D-Damn. M-My heart... It is pounding so hard.

This is no  good. This is no good! If he continues, I think I might collapse!

"Am I not still a man?" husky voice came out from his lips as he blew air, now, on my lips.

The end.

My weak knees fell down on the ground. I feel my burning face heading to nowhere. Blank. Like a fool.

"Just admit it,"  he said. "You like me, more than a friend. So I will make you realize that. In the future, the words: I like you, will come out from your own lips. "

Impossible. But... it make sense!

~ding dong~!

"Oh? The class started. We should get back to our room. Hey, see you at home. Love yah!" Junhui ran away.

For the first time in my life, I started to ask myself: Do I really like him? As a man?

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