Jun's POV

I have a double-life.

Everyday, I suffered from fooling everyone around me; like a bird in a cage, I couldn't flee.

They thought I am like a prince; gentle,, kind and understanding. But the real me is the opposite of it.

Because I am the next heir of my father's Law and firm company, I have no choice but to show only good images, behind the dark shadow I have deep within.

One day, I walked back to my room to get the notes I forgot to bring. I halted when I heard some girls chit chatting inside the room.

" You like Junhui?" Some asked.

I peeked inside and saw 3 of my classmates: (y/n), Fiona and Hazel.

"I like Junhui," (y/n) said, cheeks are blushing.

So the last top in our class has a crush on me? Well, everyone does so this is not a big deal.

"What makes you like him?" Fiona asked.

"Junhui is handsome, I mean, duh? No one can resist a prince like him, " Hazel commented.

Prince huh? If only they knew that I am a guy who doesn't wash up, a guy who has foul mouth and a guy who always thinks of some perverted stuff.

"I like Junhui because he has a kind heart. He always put others first and he respect girls the most. I really like him!" (Y/n) said.

Idiot. You've been fooled.

I really hate people who likes my other unreal half. Just seeing and hearing them praised me,  makes me wanna puke, however, a fake smile still is a must for my mask.

The only persons who knew my evil side  are my brother Wonwoo, my great parents, and the maids who always got fired after one week of serving me. Its a pain in the ass to bribe those maids some money so they will shut  their freaking mouth.

In the end, I feel lonely being with my true self  inside that house. it is boring to play with my emo brother.

The sun is setting down.

My father asked me to dropped by Mr.Park's hospital, just for a business blah blah blah show.  When I was walking on the way to his office, I saw  (y/n) pushing a young boy on a wheel chair.

Afraid that she might see me, I hid somewhere  from a good distance.

Wait. WHY  DO I NEED TO HIDE FROM  HER?!

"Noona is not tired at all," she said in sweet  tone.

Noona? Then that boy who has a pale skin is her brother?

"But I heard you have an exam tomorrow. You should rest and review your notes Noona," the boy said worriedly.

"Your Noona is a genius. She doesn't need to review. I am, the top 1 in my class!" She boasted.

Top 1?! Hahaha. What a liar. I am the top 1 in our class. Speaking of her grades, she always place last in  our class. Wasn't it because she needs to take care of her brother? So she doesn't have a time to study?

Oh?! Why am I getting worried?! She is not my business,duh!

"Noona, sorry," her brother said in apologetic tone.

"Why are you apologising?"

"Well, hmmm. Because you are taking care of me, you coudn't enjoy your life as a high school students. You dont have time to hang out with your friends, to make yourself pretty, to have a boyfriend. I'm sorry."

"Don't apologize. For me, you are the most important person in my life. Also, I don't need to date! This noona is not interested in dating. HAhaha!"

"You are not interested, but you have this 'Junhui' you adoring for about 3 years huh?"

My heart skipped a beat when I heard my name. (y/n) likes me for 3 years?!

"Yah! You are making me embarrased! Stop teasing your sister!"

"What's wrong with liking a guy? Its good to have an inspiration, ya' know."

An innocent girl likes a guy with a double-personality for 3 long years. I clenched my fist as my hatred towards myself keeps growing. 

"But well, you are right Jihoon-ah," she mumbled in sincere tone. I took a peek and saw her smiling. " Because of Junhui, I feel excited going to school. Things are hard in my part time jobs, but this feeling inside my heart made my burden ligther like a feather. Whenever I saw Junhui, it reminds me of you Jihoon-ah."

"Why me?"

"Because I want Junhui to be your role model. When you got out from the hospital, you will grow like him: an intellegent prince, a gentleman and a guy everyone respects. It was my dream for you Jihoon-ah."

I put my hand on my chest as I catch my heavy breath. What is this? I feel hurt, I feel guilty, I feel that I am the most miserable guy in earth!

Why are you making me as a role model for your sick brother?!

Who are you to make me feel this weak?!

I AM A LIAR! I AM A FREAK! STOP LIKING ME!

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After that incident, (y/n) seemed to appear like a flower in my eyes. A flower with thorns, a flower who makes me feel guilt every time I saw her.

Summer vacation started.

I am ready to spend my whole two months vacation in our most boring place in the world called: "house."

My parents are busy at work, so they got us a separate house near our school. And it because we are both boys, my mother hired a new maid for us.  Just how long will the new maid endure serving us? No one can stand the two freaking brothers, so I doubt her perseverance.

I asked mom to get us a pretty and sexy maid, so I can make my sensational dreams came true. But hell, she said that she hired a 30 years old ahjumma. Yuck!

Things are going just the way it was...NOT UNTIL I SAW (Y/N) INSIDE OUR HOUSE!

In an instant, she became our maid!

I found out that she lied about her age so that mother can hire her. It was f*cking ridiculous!

She saw me in my very ugly state, she heard me cursed and maybe she saw porn magazines I have in my room. In-short, she saw the secret Ive been holding for years!

I might not be the prince she used to adored, yeah I wont be. She maybe hate me now, but why do I feel happy?

Isn't it because there will be someone who I am comfortable to show my real self?

Or isn't it because I want her to realize that I am not a man of her dreams?

In exchange of her lie, I asked her to keep his mouth shut and make this a little secret between us.

That's how my colorful  summer vacations  started.

It was fun to tease her. It was fun to saw her acting like a 30 years old ahjumma in front of my brother Wonwoo.  I still couldn't show her some kindness because I feel guilt for lying, but still, ahjumma became a precious person in my eyes.

Bullying her is my way to show her that she must like the real me.  Then, those 3 years of one sided love wont be put in vain. Right?

But things suddenly changed.

I figured out that Wonwoo  are getting attached to her. Wonwoo never treat others in manner, as in NO ONE! But I got surprised when one day, he became gentle to (y/n)!

I asked him why, and he said: "I like ahjumma."

Who the hell will like an older lady?! Wonwoo must be insane. I mean... even though that (y/n) is lying about her age, it doesnt make any sense!

Also! (y/N) is getting all flustered and blushy whenever Wonwoo is around!

Does she likes him?!

What about me?!

She liked me for 3 years and disposed me like this?!

This is not right!

I was the first one who noticed her! I was the first one who saw her as my flower! And she is the only girl who knew my true side!

I cant let her get taken away from my life.

She was mine. And she will be mine!

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