I hate pervert guys the most. That's why I never imagine being in a relationship because 99% percent of men are all PERVERT.

But when I met Dokyeom, I came to believe that, that 1% still do exist. Dokyeom, a guy who just transferred to my class, is a really rare male human species. Despite of his good looks, that a normal guys took advantage of, he is really humble, not aware of lustful things and really innocent.

We became close, enough to call each other as "a friend." Until we fell in love and became a couple. Yup, he is my first boyfriend. However... I am still cannot accept skinship and kissing that excites guys the most.

"(y/n), you hate pervert guys right? Then that means you also didn't want kissing and skinship stuffs?" Dokyeom asked with his innocent eyes.

My friends told me that I am weird. Even though I hate pervert guys, they said I should let my boyfriend kisses and touches me because that's the way we can communicate our affection to each other as a lovely couple. But every time I imagined it, I got chills! Why do we need to touch each other to give LOVE?!

"Then I will make a promise," Dokyeom said. "I won't ever do those things you hate. Won't kiss you or touch you. I'll promise."

Dokyeom promise proved how serious he is to me.

At first, we enjoyed dating with that promise he made. We played, laughed, and tell "I love you" everyday. Therefore I thought we can go on like this forever.

Not until... I was the one who will almost break it.

April 17, tuesday night, 8pm.

My parents is on a trip for two weeks. And so I invited Dokyeom to came to our house and watch a movie entitled: "The Horse that got away."

I am sitting alongside with him on the couch while the movie plays.

"Ahh, this is so emotional scene. When the horse finally find his its freedom," Dokyeom mumbled while wiping some tears on his eyes.

What the...

I chuckled and looked at him. When my eyes traced his face, my smile quickly faded away. As soon as I saw that pointed nose of him, those cheerful eyes, those pinkish moist lips, that jawline of his and that adams apple on his neck, I suddenly feel hot.

Afraid of my own sudden behavior, I looked down and tried to manage myself.

What is happening to me?!

I took some heavy breathing before noticing his right hand placed beside me. T-Truthfully, I...I... I want to touch it. I can touch it right? Besides that's the most daring thing we ever did, 'Holding Hands'.

My fingers traced bit by bit to reach his hand. Just a little more, just a little more.

"Ah the popcorn is good," Dokyeom mumbled before using his right hand to eat popcorns placed on the center table.

So I quickly pulled my hand back, then used it to scratch my nape instead. Ahhh! I almost get caught!

Dokyeom glanced at me and offered, "Do you want some popcorn?"

With colds sweats running down on my face, I shook my head. "N-No. I'm okay." I forged a cough and fixed my gaze on the tv screen.

"Then I will eat it all! Yiha!" he rejoiced as he dug in the popcorn's bowl. While behind his back, I am here hitting my head.

Idiot idiot! Why am I doing this?!

Why am I having weird thoughts? Why am I looking at his lips right now like I am devouring it? Lips? His lips?

That's right. His lips look yummy.

I took a huge gulped as I stared at his lips. I wonder how it feels to kiss it.

Without realizing , I am leaning closer to his side. And with this distance, I noticed his ear. Actually his ear are quite red. Why is it red? It looks like a cherry to me.

I leaned more closer, closer and more closer until...

"Ahh!" he shouted.

When he shouted, I realized the thing I've had done. OH MY GOSH! I BIT HIS EAR!

He covered his ears, looking at me with those rounded eyes in shock. "W-WHY DID YOU BITE MY EAR!?" he gasped.

I AM ALSO ASKING MYSELF THAT EXACT QUESTION! WHY DID I DO THAT?!

"I-I don't know. I'm sorry," I apologized as I try to maintain my composure.

"Perhaps you are... aaaa!" he pointed me before he stood up. "Are you turning into a PERVERT?!"

Do you know how it is humiliatting to be cold "Pervert" by the person you love? Moreover, by a man?

I want to die right now! T^T

After that night, Dokyeom went home. And I didn't get any sleep at all. Damn damn damn!

The next morning, Dokyeom and I saw each other in the gate entrance of our school.

"Good morning!" he greeted me like nothing happened last night.

I fake a smile and greeted back."Hey. Ahmm, about last night, I'm sorry."

"Ahh, about that? It's okay. I already forgot it," he made sure.

What?! Seriously?! He forgot it?!

"R-Really?" I responded; my eyes almost fell out from it's original place.

"Hmm," he nodded. "Wait, teacher asked me to bring some files. Ahh! Let's eat dinner on your place later. Mwah! I love you!" he said before running away to our teacher's office.

Wow.

Just wow.

Does it mean, I am the only one who got affected?

I entered our classroom and sat on my desk while spacing out.

"Good morning. What's with you little bunny? I thought you were a robot when you entered our room. Haha!" Mingyu, my classmate said as he sat beside.

I looked at him. With my teary eyes, his smile faded away.

"W-What's wrong? Something happened?" he asked.

And so... I tell him what happened last night and what thoughts i had recently. After hearing my appeal, he clapped his hands and said:

"Congratulations!"

I frowned and responded, "Why are you congratulating me?! I am serious."

"Hey listen," he continued. "Kissing and touching your boyfriend is normal. Having those thoughts and doing stuffs like that means you are turning into a real human."

Really? But... But...

"Doesn't it mean that I am turning into a pervert?" I asked.

Mingyu burst out of laughing. "HAhahahahaha! What the hell (y/n). You are not. I told you it is okay. Besides, you love DOkyeom right?"

"I do. I do love him," I answered in shy tone.

Mingyu put his hand under his chin. "Hmmmm, I cannot believe Dokyeom is that innocent. I praised him for making that promise. If I am on his position, I won't stay still. If my girlfriend suddenly bite my ear, I maybe pinned her down already."

I hit his arm really hard.

"Ahh!" he winced in pain.

"That's why I hate guys like you!" I complained.

Mingyu just smirks and showed a peace sign. "All men are like this," he added before winking. "Anyway, there is only one solution on your problem."

Solution?

"What is it?"

Mingyu shows another grin before he whispered something on my ear.

Now, after hearing Mingyu's suggestion, I am determined to do all of that.

After our class, I went home and prepared what Mingyu said I should prepared.

I bought a romantic movie dvd Mingyu suggested. I sprayed sweet scent perfume around the living room. Also, I wear red mini dress and red lipstick.

Mingyu said I should do this to know if Dokyeom loves me.

Am I doing the right thing?

~Ding dong~ the doorbell rang.

Dokyeom is here!

I picked up my pace and opened the door for him. As soon as I opened it, I saw Dokyeom standing while holding a box of DD chicken.

"You are here," I greeted.

When our eyes met, I noticed his surprised reaction.

Oh! Maybe Mingyu's suggestion is right!

Dokyeom looked at me from head to toe. He even made a huge gulped before turning his gaze back to my eyes.

The sudden silence made the atmosphere oh so awkward. And so, I offered him to come inside.

"Let's go inside? I prepared a new movie. Let's watch while eating those chicken you bought," I offered as I got the box of chicken from his hand. I put it above the center table and he walked in.

I don't know if it is just an illusion, but I think DOkyeom couldn't take his eyes off me?

What is this? I am starting to get worried.

When he sat on the couch beside me, he started to talk. "Oh, what is that sweet scent?"

"Ahh, I sprayed some perfume. Do you hate it?"

"No! No. No it is alright. I love it. I mean a-ah, yeah," he answered while scratching his nape.

And the he avoided his eyes on me. It's getting weird huh.

"Should I play the movie?" I asked again.

"S-Sure," he answered without looking back.

I played the movie Mingyu suggested. And OH MY GOSH! Why are there so many kissing scenes?!

It's getting more awkward! Damn that Kim Mingyu! Ugh.

Oh? But what if he is just helping me to do the last thing I need to do? That's right. This maybe more effective.

I picked up my courage and looked at Dokyeom.

"Dokyeom," I called his name.

He looked back, ears are all red. "W-Why?"

"Y-You made a promise that you won't kiss me, right?"

"Y-Yeah," he answered before biting his lower lip.

"To be honest, I would like to invalidate that promise."

"Huh?"

"I think... I love to do it with you."

"Do w-what?"

"Kiss."

His eyes wide opened as he started to move backward, away from me.

Mingyu said if Dokyeom agrees to kiss me, then our relationship will get better. Kissing means we love each other as a couple. Even if we really don't kiss this time, all I need is his approval.

"D-Dokyeom, can you kiss me right now?" I asked again while looking at his eyes.

Dokyeom adjust his polo shirt and took a deep breath. And then he answered, "I'm going home!"

He stood up and left me again.

He...

left...

me?

He maybe think I am a pervert? R-Right?

Tears fell down from my eyes. I never thought I will turn into like this. I am so disappointed to myself. I hate it how it hurts so bad!

Suddenly, someone barged inside. Full of anticipation , I looked back, hoping I will see my boyfriend's face again. But ...

"Hey! Did you succeed?!" Mingyu said in happy tone. "Yah yah, hear me out. I saw Dokyeom outside. He was all red! And I heard him saying---"

Mingyu came all the way here to support me. Still, I can't hide how hurt I was. When he saw me crying on the couch, he got frozen and just stared at me from afar.

"Mingyu, he didn't want to kiss me. He left me! Waaaaaaah!" I cried like a kid. "Maybe I am wrong! I think I am a real pervert!" I yelled.

Mingyu walked closer, sat beside me and tapped my back. "No. You are not. I saw Dokyeom and...and..."

"No! Maybe I am ugly. Or I don't have an appeal at all! It is my fault! Because of that stupid promise we made before!" I sobbed.

Mingyu held my shoulder and muttered, "You are pretty."

"But Dokyeom doesnt want to kiss me!"

He held my chin and lifted my face to looked back. Mingyu's eyes, it is full of regret, vain and sadness. Is he pitying me?

"Dokyeom surely wants to kiss you. He is just preventing himself because he is an upright man."

"No it is my fault! I am stupid. So stupid."

He let out a sigh and closed his eyes. "If I am him, he will surely feels to do this because he loves you."

"Huh?"

He opened his eyes and looked at me; head to toe. Mingyu gulped before staring on my lips. "Seeing you wearing that dress, seeing you with those red lips and... just you standing in front of me. Of course this thing will be consider normal."

"What thing?"

Mingyu leaned closer, hands placed down on my waist as he gently pulled me closer. "I am going to apologize in advance. I'm sorry," he said before... HE PULLED ME AND KISSED MY LIPS!

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