"Jungkook!!!" I heard my name from up stairs as I hide behind the door hoping she won't see me she called my name again like owners calls their dog when it's lost the sound was getting closer and closer and I felt like to die at this point I I just want to die the sound of the door getting shot brought me back to reality I looked to see her in the room i was hiding in

"If you want me to fuck you in this room you should have said so Jun " she said as I wanted to puck oh God I hate my mom

"Mom please am your son this is not right" I told her as she laughed psychopathily after dad died she just changed into a monster

" ya park Jung min we don't have a son anymore he died two years ago remember ?"she said as she began to take off her clothes as she walk towards me I pushed her off as she fell down I tried to open the door but it was locked I was yacking the life out of the door in a fit of rage

I felt her hands on me and felt like to die and so disgusted with myself
"Get your fucking hands off me" I warned her when she didn't I kicked her and for the first time in two years I got the courage to fight back I felt strong two good years of rape and abuse I I I woman are worst thing in this life, I felt like to kill her for the rape for the emotional abuse she has cost me I broke down in tears as I hugged myself and trembling and crying it all out

"I hate my self I hate my self am a motherfucker I hate my life I hate girls I hate this world" I sniff and got up she was rolling on the floor from the pain of the kick

" From today your son is dead" I said as I ran out the window I felt the breeze on my skin and I closed my eyes I recalled the first time she raped me I was begging begging for her to let me go she and her friends with their  bodyguard held me down and used me I hate my self at least I can die knowing I tried yes? I tried that was a knowledge I knew that park jungkook died trying I smiled as I felt the impact of metal sounds of the city of Busan left my ears and was replaced with a big sound of bang then from that to tiny little noises

I couldn't see it went from White to pitch black and my bones felt shattered and broken I was grabbing the metal group for air shaking from the lack of air and the voice the voices of sirens filled with tiny little noises filled my ear and then I chose to give up I heard nothing saw nothing just pitch black holes I was running and running from all the abusive memories it felt like forever I was running from those memories when I was alive and now that am gone I still couldn't escape it why? GOD WHY? I screamed and all the memories disappeared Why? I don't know, I was looking around till I saw a huge white door and I opened it.

The white light shines on me as I tried to close my eyes I felt the breeze of winter and the sounds of Birds laughter I felt warm not alone , I felt the cloth on me , I felt the softness of the bed that I lay , I heard the biping sound of something I heard music and I liked the sound of it. The door closed as the light vanished and my eyes free I could see the window the curtains and a heart monitor I laughed but no sound came out from my mouth I felt tears running down my cheeks I saw colors AM ALIVE what sweet sorrow.

The door open as I turned to see who it was it was a doctor a female doctor I was trembling and shaking I was trying to tell her to get away from me, but I couldn't because of the stuff in my mouth when she saw I was alive she ran out the room screaming  doctor moon, doctor moon my head felt heavy as I closed my eyes the door opened as k opened my eyes the man who I think could be doctor moon asked as he raised two of his fingers

" If it's two fingers you see nod and if it not shake your head slowly" I nodded as he laughed the excitement in his voice was clear he was happy I was ALIVE why? He told everyone to leave as he sat on the chair beside my bed

"You know" he said as he moved the blanket up to my chest " some one paid millions to keep you alive a good person paid total of 2.5 billion to keep you breathing and alive for four years minus this year " he paused then smiled "you waking up is a miracle to us I'll come check on you in less than an hour" with that he left

The word he said replayed in my head FOUR YEARS so am twenty this year , four years has passed and it felt like forever in there
No more 16 years old abused jungkook he died four years ago
I took a small nap as i slept in peace for once.

" jungkook! " I felt someone  tap me as I opened my eyes it was doctor moon the tube in my mouth was gone I could close my mouth now my throat felt dry and cracked I gestured for water which I got I drank it it tasted  like coconut water I missed the taste the taste of tastyness

"Where am I ?" I asked as I looked around this was not a regular rich people hospital at all

"You are in KANGBUK SAMSUNG HOSPITAL SEOUL " kangbuk Samsung hospital SEOUL ? that's like the best hospital in Korea

[A/N: kangbuk Samsung hospital is real in Seoul but it's not the best hospital in Korea in the book it is outside the book I don't know 😅]

After a couple of check up which involved leg exercise, body check up,daily drugs, bone and nerve  check up, brain scan full body x-ray etc after four months of observation and daily check ups' I was good to go home which in my case is nowhere since I can't leave the hospital till my savior comes I decided to help out in the hospital one way or the other I clean the funeral hall because I want to and most of the times I stay when there is a funeral and I console the families I was so good at consoling them but not touching them that the hospital review was better than before.

It's been four months and two weeks and doctor moon said today was the day I leave the hospital with the person that saved me because he is related to me or something I don't know , since I was leaving today I decided to say goodbye to the kids in the children  ward

"Sir most you go I'll miss you " even though I hated girls sun hatties' sickness was more important than my fear of her kind she has cancer and it is in it's final stage so she don't have much time to live just two months to live , I pat her head with my gloved hand as I told her she would go heaven and be an angel that she was, She was not like other kids that cries and Don't wanna die even when there is no way to help them she has welcomed the sickness the way it is so she won't worry her dad she is a strong girl and I'll miss her

"Mister chocolate ?" Jin asked as I took the chocolate box jin broke his leg and has to be hospitalized for months he got a lot of chocolate from his friends giving me one box is nothing lol , I'll miss him too he entertain the other kids and comforts them when they are scared Even though he himself is scared too. He is brave and strong willed I'll miss them all I got called by one of the male nurse that doctor moon assigned to me because he noticed I had a fear of women he called it something I can't remember but it had phobia in the back of the word.

I waved the kids goodbye as I went with nurse gun, jin gave me his number to call him when I get home bless him sweet child.
Nurse gun left me at the parking lot across the hospital there were bodyguards holding a sign with my name I walked up to them after confirming that am the one there were waiting for from doctor moon I was allowed to enter the car. They were lots of road that we passed before we got to the house am meant to live till their so called young master comes back from his meeting in China the mansion had a sign O' Villa and it looked beautiful and guarded

[A/N:yes there is a place called the O'ville in Seoul I don't know if it's popular but I just like the name so I took it the O'villa is by the road but this O'VILLA is not by the road, it's hidden the real O'VILLE is not far from the hospital but in the book O'VILLA is far so that's the difference lol]

I was shown to my room as I looked around and wondered why would someone anyone pay billions to keep me alive when my own mother abuse and use me, I felt a chill down my back and disgusted with my self it's been four years in coma and I could still fell her dirty old lips on my skin her wrinkled old hands stroking me I ran to the bathroom as I vomited all that I eat today into the toilet and flushed I walked back to the room as I closed my eyes and slept

"Young master!" I felt someone calling and tapping me I felt irritated that I want to throw up I stood up the bed as I ran to the bathroom after a couple of pucking and almost fainting period the maid ran in to help me

"Are you okay mister" she was about to touch me as I gestured for her to stop were she was

" Don't come near me " I warned after I was done I told her to leave me alone before she left she told me that

"Our young master is waiting for you at the breakfast table downstairs turn right twice then go down the stairs you will she it " I thanked her as she left, I took my bath and brushed my teeth with a new toothbrush that I saw In The cardboard i walked to the closet to look for what to wear and to my surprise there were clothes my size  I picked a female prevention clothes a red sweatpants and a black hoodie and i topped it all with a black sock and a slippers then made my way to the breakfast table so it right twice oh I see the stairs when I climbed down.

I found the table as I took a sit before greeting the person I guessed to be my savior and the young master "good morning" he looked at me with his black hair dance across his face he has a nice eye

"Morning " he replied we began to eat I was staving there was a lot of food on the table I swallowed as I dig in

"Why did you jump?" He asked as I choked I hit my chest a little I drank a glass of water in one go as I looked down after I dropped the glass

"It-t..." It felt like i swallowed a frog and it's stock in my throat I breathe in to revive my nerves before I continued "I was being abused " I wisphered as he nodded

" I knew it " he said as I looked up he picked up his phone as he called someone

"BRO can you help me kill park shin ye she lives in Busan her son committed suicide and died four years ago" he smiled as he dropped the phone and smiled done

" What's done?" I asked worried wait pack shin ye that's my mom the child that committed suicide and died is me but am not dead am i?

" Emm I didn't die did I?" I was full on confused at this point is this another dream am I dead for real?

"Oh I changed your name and identity park jungkook is dead died four years ago now you are Jeon Jeon Guk my boyfriend from China half Korea half Chinese you got into an accident on your way to meet me gone into five years coma and came back to the arms of your loving boyfriend who is me and oh your Chinese teacher will come from tomorrow to teach you Chinese so be ready "he paused then continued " am j-hope by the way am a black card" he said with a smile as he left

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