Fuck...I over slept again. Shit...I don't have time to jump in the shower. I throw on my black dress and put on my heals and run out the door. On the way into the office I swing by Starbucks to grab a latte and a muffin. I hurriedly walk in and go up the elevator.By the time I am at my office door, Mr. Morrison is sitting at my desk.

"There you are...late once again...what is going on Ora?"He leans back and crosses his arms in front of him.

"I sorry...Morrison...I have just been so drained lately."

"Am I giving you too much work? Too many clients? Do you think I am expecting too much from you?"

"No..no not at all...I just have some personal things going on right now."

"Personal...do you need to talk about it. Is there anything that I need to know?"

"No...I won't be late again."

"Good...I would hate to see you go." I watch as he stands up and goes over to the door. He turns to look at me again. "You look really flush this morning."

I feel my heart rate pick up more. I run my hands through my hair gather up all the locks and pulling it up into a messy bun. I take in a deep breath... "Actually there is something I need to talk to you about. I'm pregnant."

"Oh...wow...I didn't even know you were seeing anyone."

"I'm not...it was like a onetime thing and it happened."

"Is this going to cause issues with your work?"

"No...you know me Morrison...you know I don't want to be a mom. I been doing a lot of thinking and I can't see myself having an abortion...I just can't...so I'm going to have it and give it up. I may need a few weeks off when it gets close to time...but I promise you it will not interfere in any other way."

"Really now...what about all the doctor visits...what if you change your mind?"

"I will make them late in the afternoon or on my lunch break ok...and I swear...I will not change my mind. Hello I am forty-five years old...I'm too old to start a family."

"Ora...you are like a daughter to me you know that. I'm glad you told me. Look just let me know if you ever need anything alright. Just don't be late to work again."

"Yes sir...and thank you for understanding."

"No problem...just let me know when you will be needing to take off alright...I have a lot of clients around her and need your help when I need it."

"I know...I got this."Once he is out of the office. I finish off my muffin and my latte...only to puke it all out a few seconds later.I already knew that I would give the baby up...I just need to find the perfect parents. I need someone that will be willing to go out of their way for it. I need someone that will not only shelter it, feed it and all that parenting stuff...but someone that will be there to listen to them. Give them a life that I am not able to give them.

It's not the money... I have lots of money. I have a house and car and everything I own it already paid for. I even have the patience to take care of a baby...and I might even be good at being one. It's just that I don't want one...and I don't want to raise one on my own. A child needs to have two parents. And this woman is not planning on getting married any time soon.

During my lunch break I pull up a few adoption web sites. I look at different parents that want to adopt. Family's that are not able to have a baby on their own. I look at all of them...the two guys together that want to be parents...I even see two women. Wondering why one doesn't just get pregnant for the sake of the other. I read story after story. Nothing grabs my attention.

After work I meet up with a few co-workers at a local dinner and lord and behold the guy from the other night is there. Damn he looks fine in a three piece suit. I catch him staring at me and can't help but bite my bottom lip, thinking of the time we were together. Man that guy can rock your world...matter of fact I debate in my little brain if he should just take me back with him and give me another good time.

However, a few seconds later a slender very tall woman with dyed blonde hair walks up to him and wraps her arms around his neck. She pulls herself into him and he in turn wraps his arms around her waist. They are glued to each other's lips and I shouldn't be jealous but a part of me is for some odd reason. Hell it's not like we were or are dating so really I have no say so in what the hell he does with other women.

But when he gets done kissing her and she sits down beside him, he looks up at me again and winks. I roll my eyes and try to focus back on the conversation at the table. When I am finished eating I excuse myself to the bathroom. I walk right past him, trying so hard to ignore him. I do my business in the bathroom and start to head out only to find him blocking the doorway on the other side.

"Excuse me." I say in a soft voice, not noticing him at first but our eyes meet and I lose all train of thought.

"No....excuse me...Ora." I love the way my rolls off his tongue.

He pushes me back into the bathroom and locks the door behind him. His hands rush over my slender body and before I know it they are working their way up my dress, tugging on my panties. He lifts me up onto the counter by the sink and his lips run along my neck, up to my ear and then back down. He smells into my dress and looks up at me with desire in his eyes. I fiddle with his zipper and push his pants down as far as they could go. He looks up at me and grins ear to ear and in a flash he is inside of me...drilling me hard.

I know what you are thinking...in a restaurant...humping like wild animals...my friends are waiting for me...his girl...waiting on him...and here we are so into each other like we were made to be together...and it's wrong...so wrong. However in that moment...I just don't give a shit. I'm already pregnant...by him and I should mention it...but the words don't escape my mouth.

"God you are amazing." He kisses me again as he pulls his pants back up. "I never thought I would see you again."

"I know right." I turn to look into the mirror behind me and fix my dress and then pull my hair back up into the messy bun that he pulled out in the process.

"Ora...maybe we should do this again sometime."

"What about that girl you were with? What would she say?"

"Oh...her...she's just a date for tonight...she doesn't compare to you that is for sure."

"Wow....I would have thought you too were really close the way she was all in your lap."

"Yeah...no...she is just out for money...you however...you are out for quick fuck and you freaking turn me on...just look what you did to me."

I smile up at him and then kiss him before walking out the door. Ok...no...I didn't tell him because really I doubt that will ever happen again.