I take the twenty dollar bill that Spence gave me and got a cab ride to the next town over to see Lucas. I dread walking in that place. As the cab pulls up to let me out I hand him ten dollars. I stand in front of the wired gate and push the button. I wait on the one officer to come and open it up. He shows me to the front and I go in waiting again at the door to get buzzed in.

They search me to make sure that I don't have anything on me and then show me to the waiting area. I watch as everyone stares back at me. I get that I am about to pop but I promised Lucas that I would try to get her as soon as I could. I watch as guys talk to their significant others and some have kids that are sitting on their laps getting hugs. I sit down and place my hand on my belly.

About ten minutes later, Lucas walks into the room with his orange jumpsuit on, his hair is pulled back in one of those man buns and he is searching the room for me. I hold my hand up and wave. He strolls over and before sitting down, leans over to kiss me and places his hands on my belly.

"My sweet girl...you made it. God I have missed you." He looks around the room to see if anyone is watching him but everyone is in their own little world.

"Sorry it took me awhile. I had to get fare to get here."

"So...how are you doing baby?" he reaches out to hold my hand.

"I'm making it." I try to fight back the tears. "How are you doing? They treating you ok?"

"It's prison baby...but don't worry about me." He pulls my hand close to his lips and kisses them. "How are my babies?"

"They are doing fine...I am do any time now."

"You gonna bring them here when they come?"

I shrug my shoulders. "I will try...but I will need two car seats to ride in the cab...I just don't know if that will be possible. Hell Lucas...I don't even have money to get by as is?"

"I'm sorry baby...I know it's got to be hard on you."

"You have no idea...I freaking got kicked out of the apartment because I don't have money to pay the rent. Do you have any idea what it's like...with no place to go?"

"I said I was sorry...so where are you staying?"

I get really quite. I look down at the table and my eyes start to fill with tears. He leans over and gets closer to my face, forcing me to look up at him.

"I asked you where are you staying?"

"I had nowhere to go. You got to believe me that I didn't have a choice."

"Dammit....Bella...where are you staying?" He slams his hand on the table in front of us.

"Spence..."

"What the fuck?" he raises his voice loud enough for some to look over at us.

Tears stream down my face. "I told you I had nowhere to go...he offered to help me out."

"And you said yes...you got to be fucking kidding me...are you fucking him?"

I shake my head no and the tears stream more and now I am sobbing.

"Don't fucking lie to me...I know how Spence is...I know he gets whatever he wants...if you are staying there you are putting out."

"It's not like that." I sniff and wipe the tears from my cheek.

"You fucking bitch. You are fucking him." He shoves me back and stands up, he towers over me. I see a few guards watching and start to head over towards us. "Get the fuck out of here...don't ever come back here."

"You gave me no choice...you did this Lucas...you did. What did you think was going to happen? Where the hell did you think I was going to go?"

"Go home to mommy and daddy...it's what you always wanted anyway."

"That's a lie and you know it...they disowned me the day I told them that I choose you...look at me Lucas...I'm having your babies in less than a month...I love you...I'm here aren't I."

"Yeah...well if you are fucking him...you are on your own...get the fuck out of here." He yells as two officers pull him back away from me.

"You don't mean that you love me."

"I fucking hate you right now...just go."

"You know what...LUCAS...I hate you too...I HATE YOU!!! Do me a favor...don't ever....ever...come looking for me or for these babies." I put both hands on my belly. "You don't worry about us...we will be fine while your ass is behind bars."

"Alright...that is enough you two...you are causing a commotion." A lady officer comes over towards me and puts her hand on my arm.

I jerk it away."I'm leaving." I turn to stare at Lucas as they walk him out of the waiting room. He doesn't even bother looking back at me. I shrug off the officer and walk towards the door and wait for them to open it for me.

I get a cab ride back home, another ten dollars. I don't feel like going back to Spence's apartment so when I get out I take a walk down the street. I find a bench and sit down. My feet feel swollen and I can barely even feel them. I am so freaking mad at Lucas...how dare he blame me for all this shit. I had nowhere to go...no food...nothing...did he think I would just starve to death...and freaking Spence...why does he have to be the way he is. I so hate my life.

On the way back to the apartment, I stop to use the bathroom at this local diner and in the bathroom stale there is an ad about being stressed and pregnant...I read over it as I am peeing a gallon due to the twins bouncing the hell out of my bladder. I debate on going just so that I can talk to someone...anyone...that can give me some direction. I just feel so alone and lost right now.

I make my way to the apartment to find Spence outside making a deal with a few of the guys in the neighborhood. I don't say anything as I go on in. He follows right behind me. "Did you go see him?"

"Yes...don't worry I'm not going back."

"Oh...why not?"

"He hates me...he knows where I am staying and he was really pissed off about it...he hates me alright...isn't that what you hoped for."

"Maybe...look I'm sorry."

"Yeah...whatever." I start to walk to the kitchen and he grabs my arm jerking me back into him.

"Don't get all bitchy...I'm doing you a favor here. You should be down on your knees thanking me for taking care of you."

"I do thank you...sorry for sounding that way...it...it won't happen again."

"No baby girl...I mean it...get down on your knees and thank me." He unzips his jeans.

"Yeah...like I will be able to get back up...you seen this belly."He pulls out the chair and pushes me down into sitting. "So sit down...either way...you are thanking me for letting you stay here."

I hate him...I hate everything about him. I hate that he makes me stoop so low like I am nothing but trash. I hate the fact that he can control me and I hate that I let it happen.