So, thanks to prompt reply of the developer, it is possible that the document could be recovered. I'm going to stay very optimistic about this, so I'm sure that they will be able to!

If they do I hope they don't read it-

If they do I hope they don't comment on it-

If they do I hope it's to say 'dude you should publish this'.

I'm overthinking.

I'll go back to feeling sick now.