it's been a year now

and i hope you've burned

through every minute of it

i hope you hurt like i do

staring at the window at night

listening to our favorite songs

i hope you spend every second

loathing how everything happened

and wishing it ended differently

i hope you feel all this

even when you're lying next to her

just like when i'm lying next to him

i hope it's been all the same

so at least when we see each other again

we'll finally have something in common

and we can bond 

over the blood staining

our broken, trembling hands